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How do I tell my mother that I don’t like cutting chicken because it feels a bit too much like my own thigh when I’m in the shower and I’m afraid to so much as put the knife against it because I don’t want to relapse

I like me some chicken flavoured corn mmm mmm mym

Acid reflux I hate you

Fuck, i wish I lived alone because then I could eat an entire packet of ham or frozen bananas without being judged.

He wants some of my ham >:3

I just want to be able to eat something without throwing up u stupid fucking god, why did u do this to mefuck you

MY RIBS HURT FUCK ME

Why am I chewing on honey like it’s a fucking ritz cracker?????

Just got some compression socks, hope they help with my circulation and bones haha :)))

Why are cats such assholes

They fucking ganged up on the dog, fucking cornered her like she was fucking doing anything

Is it funny that I’ve only ever drank monsters for the taste?

They don’t do anything other than taste good for me, I just had like 2/3rds of my mango loco and then passed out for like 4 hours

I’m back in that phase of autism, where everything but maybe one or two things make me wanna throw up hahahaha.

Mmm crunchy ice cream

my dream was freaky last night :///

Like ‘192 dumplings are to be sacrificed a year for eternal life for the entire lineage’???

This fuckass family missed the sacrifice deadline like once, and 500 people died that night because they were all over 200 years old.

The side of my stomach just decided to vibrate wtf

Like I wasn’t shivering, y know when you speak into a fan blade? That, but as a sensation, not a sound

I tilt my head and it decides to pop like pop rocks

There was spider

My eye wants to pop out haha :)

96427 minutes | 1607.1 hours | 67 days

A lot of it was from falling asleep to music but honestly, lol

A very nice dusty pink sunrise in the fog :)

My face wants to stretch

I hate the flesh eating human bag slugs

You ever get so itchy it seems like it’d actually feel nice to rip off your skin haha :3

I with I could tear my earlobe off right now just for some kind of relief

Silly goofy head cannon

i'm so tired, and fucking cold oml.

w/ a nick nack paddle wack, give a dog a bone. this old man came rolling home

barney de dino songo

mmmmm sugar

So here’s the thing… 

Chuuya grew up on the streets, and he doesn’t remember anything from before he was maybe 8 yrs old. He doesn’t remember having parents and he didn’t go to school, so he probably doesn’t know what a lot of words mean. Words that could be ‘common’ knowledge because people usually have some sort of education. Honestly he probably doesn’t even know what the word ‘family’ means. 

Think about that, if Sheep told him he was a part of their family, he wouldn’t know what that means, and he probably wouldn’t know what the internet is either, so he wouldn’t be able to look it up like we would in this day and age. People would act like it’s common knowledge to know what these words meant, because it is, for everyone except for Chuuya. And he wouldn’t like that he doesn’t know what they meant, so he would hide that he doesn’t know what they mean. 

He could take things in so many different ways, maybe he thinks the word ‘family’ means a large group of people that don’t really know each other, that ‘love’ is just a word to express something that he doesn’t know the meaning of, that there are words that we all know because we were taught about it, but he wasn’t taught about it, he wasn’t taught what names were until someone asked what his was, that having a tattoo on your neck that stated your designated code isn’t normal, or that expressing emotions other than anger isn’t going to get him killed. 

Because he grew up on the streets, fighting to survive, fighting to have at least one more day alive, even if he doesn’t even know what alive means. 

lmao

This is a 2 am rant oml I’m so sorry you had to see me do this