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I hate when I'm so tired but can't sleep, holding something (phone idk) and I have no grip, things fall out of hands and I start getting.drunk vision. Sadly these are the only times I can potentially get a few hours of sleep. So goodmorning, it is almost seven am where I'm at, gonna be up on prob. Anywhere to 2-4 hours.

I forgot I kinda tried to draw something super quick, like where I didn't take breaks or anything. (this took maybe only under five hours?) But I also didnt want to draw her skirt, too lazy for that..haha.

I started on a bust sculpt of Max from Life is Strange but I think I will scrap it and make a bigger one so I can add more detail. Nothing is WRONG with the one now, I have her face shape down, I just want to make a matching pair and I don't feel having them so small is a great idea.

Can someone suggest me something to practice drawing?

Im being lazy but at least I don't need to focus when it comes to sanding c: Also im trying out a new type of paint, I'll be trying it out on a mini bust of Chloe from Life is Strange. (The reason is the colors that were bought are pretty much her color scheme) if they work out i will buy more while still trying out some other brands.

Hey , hi, if anyone is here, I plan to try to be "active" again.

(-sorry for the accidental venting type thing, just vaguely updating about my life since I haven't really been on in a year besides like...lurking?-) I haven't been active on here in ages, I'm sorry. I don't even know if anyone really follows me on here anymore since I haven't posted anything, I'm not consistent even though I try my hardest to be, which is bad for an artist who has been trying to make a living off of their art, it isn't a hobby. My life has been horrible, I am very restricted on when I am allowed to draw, make art in general, be online, be awake. (If I could find a wifi signal it would be more often though..) I also recently had confirmed that I have a tumor in my breast, they say it is benign but..idk another one appeared after the mammogram on the opposite breast as well as I have had a swollen lymph node above my collarbone for about a month since the same time. (told me it is just inflammation from the thing.) In all honestly, I'm miserable, I have no friends, not a single one it scares me, I'm so lonely. I have no one I can talk to about my problems, my day, anything I like or not. My whole life is being controlled because I "don't have a job" every aspect of it, worse than when I lived with my parents. I can't work, I get panic attacks, tightening of the chest and heart palpitations just from the thought of stepping outside, I can't even talk to doctors without constant stuttering with tears in my eyes. I hope to start posting whatever I can... It just sucks that it takes me months to draw or sculpt one thing (that is even without time constraints usually) I hope no one gets mad at me posting this. I have no way to get online by my laptop, only someone elses phone usually, that or rarely my phone. (I don't have a phone service either)

I just post my art besides occasional reblogs like this, I don’t post super often, I work on art constantly but it just takes me ages to do.

I draw and sculpt, I can’t really say what my art is theme, style, genre, etc. wise, I’ve never really had anyone tell me.

REBLOG IF YOU’RE AN ART BLOG & ILL CHECK YOU OUT

( YOUR OWN ART, SPECIFICALLY )

So, I’ve made a post like this in the past but I forgot to be more specific.

What I’m not looking for is a blog full with random posts and your art occasionally popping up, or with a tag only. I’m looking for blogs that’s dedicated to your art only, because I want to support more artists out there, especially here on tumblr.

Finally uploading something after a million years. —– Another lapis Lazuli c: This was a commission. She is rather tiny compared to the others so far. (Four inches including base) I wanted do make the Chille Tid version of her. c: —– (I made this awhile ago but wanted to wait until this was in the owners hands but they gave me permission to post before that. 8D) ~Reblog if possible, it means a lot.~

More Inktober stuff, lots of brain farts for some of these, eh, still enjoyable :D I never really show my sketchbook stuff, then again I gotta start drawing in em more in the first place, but I have (had) near death pens while drawing all these, had them for awhile, getting new ones soon 8D

Today's my birthday. (':