I Finally Arted Out Something I Like A Lot...something I Am Actually Freaking Satisfied With~

forgot to mention stuff

I forgot to mention, I shown my husband those videos of when he was drinking and being really mean... he told me “can you stop showing me these, it’s making me angry at myself” and “that’s only when I’m drunk” (which isn’t true, I mean he is worse when he drinks though” and something along the lines of “you were saying things you knew would bring that out” (though less mean, I just didn’t know how he worded this one, it wasn’t as mean sounding as what I wrote at all, but similar message when it comes down to it” But yeah, this is EXACTLY why I ask him to please stop drinking, to drink a lot less, he always drinks to the point of being drunk, the least he drinks is....maybe a week between drinking?

I'm not sure if I mentioned this or not but, I don't have a computer anymore, haven't for awhile now, I'm not inactive, it just takes a lot longer to get sculpts done. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I haven't uploaded any drawings because of this, I don't know when I'll be able to draw again, if anything I'll try my best to invest in a sketchbook and drawing supplies to actually draw and seem more active. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I miss posting all the time, I have SO MUCH I am working on when it comes to sculpts and so much more ideas yet barely enough time (considering I don't have a JOB or social life, I need a time chamber that turns a single hour into a 24 hour day.. so I could be productive and other stuff as well as have a whole day each day to work.)

Important information for Content Creators on Tumblr

okay i know ive posted alot about this just now, but now that ive got it more or less figured out I’m gonna make a better post here and include the tags relevent to my interactions in it to ensure no one else in my fandoms/communities are blindsided like i was. 

I encourage you to make your own, or to just recopy this, tagging the fandoms and communities important to you!

CONTENT CREATORS: TUMBLR IS HIDING YOUR POSTS!

If you make a post with external links, your post will be hidden from searches. If you make a post and link to your redbubble, no one can search for your post. If you make art and link it to your deviantart or artstation, no one can search for you post. If you make any post and just throw on a “hey here is where you find me!” no one can search that post. If you want to recommend a fic or a youtube video, no one can search your post, if you… hell you get the idea. Tumblr has completely shut down content creators on this hellsite and its fucking infuriating.

Edit:  I have just confirmed that the post type “Link” also does not show up in the tags. Thats right, there is an ENTIRE TYPE OF TUMBLR POST that cannot be searched. G-FUCKING-G TUMBLR.

WHAT TO DO?

It shuts down posts with external links, so at first i assumed internal links would be fine. and they are. if you make a page on your tumblr blog called like /links or something you can certainly link to that. But in that way you run into an issue, tumblr mobile is a piece of shit and cant load tumblr pages, and itll just take you back to the mainblog any time you try.

The best solution ive found so far is put all your relevent links in your blog description like so:

and then in every content post, call tumblr out for being a piece of shit and direct them to the links in your blog description.

Edit: In the top right hand side of photo posts you can click on it and include a single link as “source” that should work if you have one link neccessary. though if you need more you are still SOL.

CONTENT CREATOR SUPPORTERS

It is important now more than ever on this hellsite that you try to support your artist and content creators, reblog as much as possible, look to find them on websites off this piece of shit, and generally do your best to spread the word and support them, since tumblr itself is trying to silence them! 

Hey , hi, if anyone is here, I plan to try to be "active" again.

(-sorry for the accidental venting type thing, just vaguely updating about my life since I haven't really been on in a year besides like...lurking?-) I haven't been active on here in ages, I'm sorry. I don't even know if anyone really follows me on here anymore since I haven't posted anything, I'm not consistent even though I try my hardest to be, which is bad for an artist who has been trying to make a living off of their art, it isn't a hobby. My life has been horrible, I am very restricted on when I am allowed to draw, make art in general, be online, be awake. (If I could find a wifi signal it would be more often though..) I also recently had confirmed that I have a tumor in my breast, they say it is benign but..idk another one appeared after the mammogram on the opposite breast as well as I have had a swollen lymph node above my collarbone for about a month since the same time. (told me it is just inflammation from the thing.) In all honestly, I'm miserable, I have no friends, not a single one it scares me, I'm so lonely. I have no one I can talk to about my problems, my day, anything I like or not. My whole life is being controlled because I "don't have a job" every aspect of it, worse than when I lived with my parents. I can't work, I get panic attacks, tightening of the chest and heart palpitations just from the thought of stepping outside, I can't even talk to doctors without constant stuttering with tears in my eyes. I hope to start posting whatever I can... It just sucks that it takes me months to draw or sculpt one thing (that is even without time constraints usually) I hope no one gets mad at me posting this. I have no way to get online by my laptop, only someone elses phone usually, that or rarely my phone. (I don't have a phone service either)

I *need* to start taking commissions but heck, I don't even know if anyone actively follows me still. I haven't really posted, I have barely had the motivation to post anywhere really. I've made a lot of art though, just haven't posted...idk.

Oh hi 8'D

I haven't been on lately due to severe depression and life issues.

I am just on now to say that I forgot what my password to Tumblr is and the email I used for here..

I am only logged in on my phone and MUST reset it so I won't be logged in anymore.

If I can't get back on here for whatever reason, you can find me by the name Krystami on facebook or @krystame on twitter. (I have other sites I am on, just not as active.)

I am not planning on leaving and hope I can get back in T.T cause I used all my main names I like on here and would rather not have to start from a bare account again.

soo-da replied to your post: Finished making Amethyst~I personally ...

Holy shit this is beautiful!! Are you gonna give Garnett a base too?

Thank you :3 I plan on it, eventually, I’m just not sure how it would be since I can’t fuse her to a base, she’d have to have something on it to stay standing with how tall she is. I also only have one base left not being used (well I have two but the other one is HUGE) I plan on at least making lapis on that one and maybe Opal on the big one. 

I might relupoad it…even though i tried with another thing and failed multiple times cause the quality messed up, so might see me as spamming, idk.

sumaipon replied to your post: Finished making Amethyst~I personally ...

Did you make everything on the base too?

Yes I did :D that part was enjoyable to paint.