Okay I Changed My Mind It’s Too Stressful I’m Sticking With My Current Meal Plan

Planned to b/p today but I literally have no desire to eat why am I kind of disappointed

Broke my fast with an egg and slice of toast, the guilt is low-key killing me but I’m walking it off tonight at work + I’m gonna take 25 lax.

RAHHH I’ve only gotten 10k steps today but I’m so tireddd I need some motivation

Just saw a body check of my stomach from the morning before the binge episode I was so skinny I’m going to fucking end it why did I have to go anf ruin it

I’m actually losing my mind somebody sedate me

RAHHH thank yeww !! [pretend the eyes are blue not purple…]

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I’m switching up one of my meals and oh my god I’m shaking I’m so stressed because it’s not pre packaged and I don’t have a food scale at the moment so I’ll have to estimate/use other more unreliable measuring tools and I’ve never had it before so it might be ass but it’s so expensive and I’d feel bad for wasting it AHHHHH

Sadly still painfully bloated y’all, my mums gonna get me some medication to try flush it out but if it doesn’t work I gotta go to the doctor #prayforme

the silence after hitting your gw but still feeling so big and disgusting

Had a little binge last night so I’m sadly out of the BMI 17 range and back up to 52.1kg, to be honest though it could be worse and I’m fairly confident in the fact that if I just restrict/exercise today and take a shit ton of laxatives I’ll be back into the 51kg range by tomorrow.