Maybe This Is A Strange Smush Of Hyperfixation And Fandom, But Imagine A Sandman/Malevolent AU Thing.

Mike Walters blowing all the other pathetic podcast men out of the water for most torment. And hes doing this while spending half his time just living a normal ass life. Man is putting up some insane numbers.

Twisting in your thrall to Yog-Sothoth all by yourself, handsome?

daily affirmations

i am the unkillable faggot

i can exist in grocery stores

i have the shittiest music taste in any room

i have a gun

I had a realization, last night, that maybe nothing will actually change.

My biggest dream was to grow up and be happy, but turning a new age feels no different from the one before.

Nothing changes. I am a year older than last and my perspective on the world, my feelings, my family, none of it’s changed.

Everyone told me I’d understand things when I’m older, but I’m not worried about understanding, I’m worried that I will not become this older, better version they made me out to be.

I am worried that when I finally make it to that place in my life, I will not have done enough or I have not changed enough.

At this realization, I cried.

I do not want to grow up, because I’m afraid of what I won’t be when I do.

sketch practice on stuffed animal rabbit

Happy [EXTENDED SOUNDS OF BRUTAL PIPE MURDER] day and “FUCK YOU, AND FUCK YOUR TRAIN” Friday to all those who celebrate.

Have a morsel

this too shall bass

I think this kind of hilarity stems from a lack of feeling.

my stream of consciousness is so stream of consciousness

hope is a skill