*restarts entire game*
friend: βif youβre consciously aware of your actions, and know why youβre doing them, why donβt you just stop doing them???β
Me:
They donβt think about you that much. Youβre not important just grow up.
Stop thinking about them, youβre not good enough to be with them anyway.
Youβre so useless.
No one is ever going to want you, youβre disgusting.
I wish you were dead.
I hate you.
Just die already if youβre so miserable. Youβre so fucking stupid you canβt do that right anyway.
You donβt deserve anyone.
Nobody loves you but your dog and she only likes you because you feed her.
You deserve this. You deserve hate.
All of the above
So why do I deserve to be hated in my own mind?
"I stopped telling people that I was okay. I started reaching out for help. I started opening up, but what I didn't realize was that it didn't matter whether you tell them or not. They will never care enough to be there."
β notes from the mentally ill girl
So true
this
Yeah π @j-kylee
remember when you used to be real secretive about reading smutty fanfiction and making sure you were the only one in the room and now you read that shit at the dinner table like itβs nothing
Itβs little delirious
Heβs sad :(
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