Nothing Bad Is Actually Going On In My Life , I Have No Reason To Be Sad Actually But I Don’t Know

I block out the voice that tells me not to eat when I’m in certain social situations

Cause the little part of me that can still enjoy things wants me to get better

But when I’m alone, all I’m left with is this heavy, painful feeling of regret

I didn’t even need to eat, I don’t deserve it, not when I feel sad and especially not when I feel happy

Two minutes of lost control and I managed to go 1000cal over my limit. That’s who I really am. A failure. Even at self harm all I am is a failure

My insides itch and I want to rip every bit of meat off these ugly bones.

I’m nothing special. I’m fat; I’m ugly; I don’t have any talents; I have a bad character; I don’t have any friends, I’m nothing.

sorrythisisallicanbe

Figured I would share my favorite quick and easy safe food:

Microwave egg white omelettes!

All you gotta do is crack two egg whites in a mug

Add whatever veggies you want

And microwave for around 90 seconds or until done!

I love this. It’s so good and is only around 35 calories! Such a great staple for breakfast

@j-kylee my 2otps and rwby😍😍

Okay but hear me out

RWBY BBS au

Evan is Ruby Del is Weiss Tyler is Blake Mini is Yang

Evan’s semblance is kinda like Ruby’s but he leaves feathers behind and turns into an owl. Weapon N/A (IDK what his weapon would be)

Del’s semblance would be like Weiss, only instead of a normal knight he summons teddy bear armies. His weapon would be two swords (Attack on Titan style sword thingies tbh )

Tyler’s semblance is to make clones of himself, his weapon would be two guns/knifes.

Mini’s semblance fire, he can summon sum sweet ass fire and is charged up by heat. His weapon would be a chain filled with knifes that he can set on fire.

I ALSO SEE MARCEL AS SUN AND NOGLA AS JEAN LUI AS NORA

Idk who the rest of the guys would be, feel free to add on.

🤪😅😂

Pewdiepie: Makes a shitty joke in ill taste  YouTube: IMMEDIATELY FIRE THIS MAN!!!!!

Logan Paul: Shows a literal fucking dead body on video and jokes about it  YouTube: *………….crickets* 

Things I say to myself almost constantly:

They don’t think about you that much. You’re not important just grow up.

Stop thinking about them, you’re not good enough to be with them anyway.

You’re so useless.

No one is ever going to want you, you’re disgusting.

I wish you were dead.

I hate you.

Just die already if you’re so miserable. You’re so fucking stupid you can’t do that right anyway.

You don’t deserve anyone.

Nobody loves you but your dog and she only likes you because you feed her.

You deserve this. You deserve hate.

Things I would never say to almost anyone:

All of the above

So why do I deserve to be hated in my own mind?

It’s little delirious

He’s sad :(

why.

True...

Bed time stories

As a child : fairy tales Now: gay smut fanfiction