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Banana Jay

Banana Jay

😱

:(

All the time

Pewdiepie: Makes a shitty joke in ill taste  YouTube: IMMEDIATELY FIRE THIS MAN!!!!!

Logan Paul: Shows a literal fucking dead body on video and jokes about it  YouTube: *………….crickets* 

I’m passively suicidal

I think about suicide on a daily basis

And I have a feeling in my body that just screams “I want do die”

But I just never do it

I’m passively suicidal

I block out the voice that tells me not to eat when I’m in certain social situations

Cause the little part of me that can still enjoy things wants me to get better

But when I’m alone, all I’m left with is this heavy, painful feeling of regret

I didn’t even need to eat, I don’t deserve it, not when I feel sad and especially not when I feel happy

Two minutes of lost control and I managed to go 1000cal over my limit. That’s who I really am. A failure. Even at self harm all I am is a failure

My insides itch and I want to rip every bit of meat off these ugly bones.

👌

me, sleeping 18 hours a day and not leaving my home at all

@j-kylee ;)