“The best way to get what you want is to be so miserable that you don’t want it anymore.”
—
Margo from The Magicians
This is the way I live my life. I no longer want to celebrate my birthday or christmas. I no longer dream about my future. I’ve simply stopped wanting because I cannot see the point of it anymore and you can be sad about what you don’t get if you didn’t really want it in the first place.
You know what’s weird is not having a real concept of continuity in your life, for everything but especially for the good things. like you could be doing stuff with people you care about all week, but as soon as you have a day where nobody texts you first it’s like none of it ever counted and it starts to feel like anything you ever do is just a temporary distraction from how lonely your life really is
When your friend says a great joke and it takes you a second to get it X
@j-kylee ;)
wow. right in the fucking feelings…
Me: A fire alarm would be nice
Me: Smite me
Me: We'rE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER
Me: Oh shit waddup!
Me: I wonder how many people in this room find me hot
Me: Lmao none
Me: Oh man I want a burger
Me: Oh shit DAB
Me: Would I get in trouble?
Me: *small dab*
Me: Fuck life's amazing
Me: Fuck I'm taking a test
Me: Fuck I hit my elbow
Me: Kill me please
Me: I can dig Elvis
Me: I caN DIG MY OWN GRAVE
Me: Ignore my tears fellow dumbasses
Me: LET'S GET DOWN THE BUSINESS
Me: TO PASS
Me: THIS TEST
Me: What's this? What's this?!
Me: There's numbers everywhere
Me: What's this?
Me: No seriously...what is this?
@j-kylee yeah...😓😓
worse than going outside and socializing is finding out that the unfinished fanfiction you are reading was updated in 2009 for the last time
and heres alex hirschs final interpretation of human bill. im in tears
friend: “if you’re consciously aware of your actions, and know why you’re doing them, why don’t you just stop doing them???”
Me: