and heres alex hirschs final interpretation of human bill. im in tears
@j-kylee XD
i just
i saw some similarities and
i cant fucking believe this
Yes
I need to prove something to myself
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Hellow ED Tumblr!
Today I wanted to give some tips about fasting.
I know that this is really, really hard to fast for longer than 16 hours. ESPECIALLY when you have Binge Eating Disorder. E S P E C I A L L Y when you have a lot of food around (like on this end of year).
So, here are some tips that have been helping me through my cravings for the last 30 hours. I'd like to say that these won't work for everybody, but they have definitly been helping me, so I'll allow myself to share them.
Disclaimer: I do NOT support eating disorders. I'm fully for recovery. However, I don't want to recover and I don't feel ready for it, and I also acknowledge that I'm not the only one in this situation. I understand that other people like me might be just as overweight (or just self hating) like me, and believe that loosing weight might help them with their self-esteem, which is why I post this kind of tips. Thank you for understanding.
Watch YouTube videos about makeup. You'll think "do I really want food when I could get skinny and have a pretty face on which I could put that [lipstick/gloss/eyeshadow] without it looking like a pathetic attempt at beauty?". At least, that's pretty much what I thought.
Videos about fashion, clothes and hauls also work a lot for that! Actually, they might even help more, since most of us do this for our bodies more than our faces.
Really anything about beauty in general will work. I like to look at pretty nails, because they make me keep my motivation for skinny hands and fingers.
Learn to do something you never did before! I've been learning to apply nail polish for hours, and that both distracts and motivates me. Also, you can't eat with fresh nail polish. (That also helps me stop biting them if you want!)
Any drink under 50 cals doesn't break a fast, since your body can't make energy with it. Of you feel cravings for some taste (other than cold water/green tea/black coffee), have some almond milk with cinnamon. Or a low cal fruit juice. Whatever you can find that is less than 50 cals and would make you feel better!
You can also make a 0 cals broth. Easy, really: hot water mixed with the spices of your choice. I'm still looking for the perfect combination!
Walk in place while listening to music. If you have a creative mind, you might make up stories in your head about your favourite characters/OCs! It's my fav thing to do, I do that at least 2 hours a day ^^'
Text thinspiration! They work way better for me, a reader, than 'normal' thinspo, giving me a more pleasant idea of the future I might have if I do loose this weight.
Going back to fashion & makeup! You can go on e-shops and pick-up any clothes you'd like to wear, once you're skinny or not. Put them in your wishlist or your cart. If you can afford to, you can also buy your favourite at each goal weight you unlock!
Play video games. Really basic, but I can spend hours on the Sims 4 and totally forget about food.
Take a bath if you have a bathtube. Not only will that relax you, but you'll feel too great in the water to get up and have food.
Sleep. One of the most known ones. But we're currently on Winter's Break, so it's especially useful now (not that it wasn't before). You can sleep all day if you want. (Proof, I did it. Fell asleep at 9am and woke up at 8pm. It's currently half past midnight :'))
I hope it might have helped some of y'all!
Please, do never fast for longer than a hundred hours. It's extremely dangerous and is perfectly useless. Your body already burns less fast and more muscle after 72 hours! Imagine how dangerous (and useless, since I know some of y'all don't give a fuck about danger) it can be after 100. It's way better to fast for less time but more often than long fasts once in a while. Why do you think intermittent fasting works so well?
If you want to follow me, know that I follow back. However, this is a sideblog, and my main has NOTHING to do with eating disorders. I'll copy-past "Hi, it's me, cigs-n-berries, please don't follow back this account ;)" in your DMs in case you do accidentally follow it back.
Loads of love,
Dalian.
(Colors added to help reading and concentration, not to romanticize EDs.)
I wish there was a way. To remove any memory of myself, any image, any smile; from the ones that I love.
So that I could leave this world with a clear conscience, without wrenching a dagger through their hearts and shattering their lives.
Some people want to die because no one cares. But for me I wish the opposite, I wish no one cared. Because then dying would be a lot simpler.
I donโt want to hurt them
@j-kylee my 2otps and rwby๐๐
RWBY BBS au
Evan is Ruby Del is Weiss Tyler is Blake Mini is Yang
Evanโs semblance is kinda like Rubyโs but he leaves feathers behind and turns into an owl. Weapon N/A (IDK what his weapon would be)
Delโs semblance would be like Weiss, only instead of a normal knight he summons teddy bear armies. His weapon would be two swords (Attack on Titan style sword thingies tbh )
Tylerโs semblance is to make clones of himself, his weapon would be two guns/knifes.
Miniโs semblance fire, he can summon sum sweet ass fire and is charged up by heat. His weapon would be a chain filled with knifes that he can set on fire.
I ALSO SEE MARCEL AS SUN AND NOGLA AS JEAN LUI AS NORA
Idk who the rest of the guys would be, feel free to add on.
@j-kylee
when they ask you to read something thats not fanfiction
canโt wait til my 25th birthday cuz thatโs when your brain officially stops growing which means itโs also when your brain officially starts dying!!!!! yoooooooo here i come death!!!!!!
my life
Warm-up
๐ข2min running in place
๐ข50 jumping jacks
Stomache
๐น30 second plank
๐น20 second side plank
๐น30 bycicle crunches
๐น25 side scrunches
๐น25 hip raises
๐น30 pushups
Booty/Legs
๐ง20 squats
๐ง20 leg raises
๐ง50 tippy toes
๐ง20 squats
๐ง20 leg raises
๐ง50 hip raises
๐ง50 squats
๐ง1min wall sit
Cardio
๐ฅ100 jumping jacks
๐ฅ2min running in place
๐ฅ100 jumping jacks
(do that every night)
Daily Stuff
Each morning: 20 squats
20 jumping jacks
20 crunches
Before weightin: 30 tippy toes
Using the bathroom: 20 squats
Before eating: 10 situps (repeat after meal) 30 crunches
Before going out: 20 squats
20 jumping jacks
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