i ain't real nor it's this desing but. . . for the sake of a silly challenge? yeah sounds fun give her the funny eyes
Before I get those kind of comments, I am very aware that ADHD is not an emotion rather a mental disorder, but there are things in Riley‘s mind that shouldn’t be, but are sentient such as her darkest secret or characters from games or TV shows, so I would say that this character checks out for an OC… so don’t attack me in the comments <:]
+ART DUMP >:]
#lovethis #wawaworld
brother, you don't need to turn me away
sometimes i like to think that i could get that with friends, like i could dance with friends, or talk with them or them being my comfort...
but sometimes i feel as if i know that not only that wouldn't be even close, but alright simply imposible. People would not give me their comfort or their love as for they have someone else... and i would never
even if the only thing that i could get out of it is the pain of being unloved... sometimes it feels as if even that would be a gift, instead of being unable to love.
99% of the time I'm fine with being aro/ace. If the struggles of my friends tell me anything it's that relationships/dating tends to cause them more problems than anything else. 99% of the time I'm fine with simply entertaining myself with imaginary romance. A moment where I'll imagine myself dancing and goofing off with whichever fictional character currently has my attention, the moment intimate but not sexual. I imagine what it might be like to love romantically in that moment, the music that spurred the daydream playing on the radio, a ghost smiling lovingly back at me through the mundane work of my job; a ghost that will never have a physical hand to hold, the love in their eyes nothing but a reflection of what I've seen in movies. And then the moment ends, and I feel an indescribable loneliness knowing that I can't feel that way with a real person. As much as I want to, my brain and heart have decided that's not for me. I can love my friends, I can love my family. But the love of a partner that makes your heart flutter and draws your eyes to their lips, your hands to theirs, the world seeming to slow around you... That's reserved for everyone else. All I have is the imaginary, and the ghosts in my head.
NO WAY THEY DID THIS ASFKDSLAFJLKDSA
Making my own Kero propaganda by way of these screenshots I have saved from the Cardcaptor Sakura Clearcard anime:
depression won yesterday but here is day five four of the challenge
now im on track and ready for tomorrow's challenge, today's one was fun tho, i basicaly invert the whole process in which i draw so it was nice
i feel that thats the true reason than i (and other i assume) feel depressed when we are still in the closet.
i just wanna be something that i am, why is that seen as a sin?
The idea that trans women are just like, cosplaying women or something for some ulterior motive is so utterly absurd to me, especially when I consider what I and so many other trans women value most in our transitions, which really is the mundane. I don’t just “pretend” to be a woman in public, I am a woman always, and it’s at home when I am just doing the same things I have always done that I feel most fulfilled in my transition, like cooking dinner or lounging in my pyjamas or doing homework. I did not transition for some supposed social advantage but because my coffee tastes sweeter through the lips of the woman I am than the man I tried to be.
woah, desearia poder ir!!!!!!! pero espero que te vaya bien :p
Next month I'll be at the Hatsukoi convention in Mexico City! (November 16th and 17th) and I've been making new designs and getting merch made with my art ^^ I have a few things to show you in the next days! This is the banner I made for my table at the convention.