I Feel That Thats The True Reason Than I (and Other I Assume) Feel Depressed When We Are Still In The

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Día: so. . . who are you? París: apparently i'm a dating sim protagonist but like, i'm aro i'm not into that stuff i just wanted friends París: and you? Día: oh! i'm just a girl that works at a cafe

[Día she/her París they/them]

At this point you guys are just ASKING to get kicked--

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What if... Rivulet came back ...But it was too late?

this is some of the most gae shit i have ever seen and im all here for it thank you :D

"The Song Remains the Same" To my one and only @kaylasartwork HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3 Including artwork by @ayviedoesthings and @welldrawnfish And a few cameo from @rominaflauers, @nyxisart, @deadeyedfae and @ralathehuntress

And here's the two covers related to it <3

since i don't really have such an obsesion with a series that makes me insert myself into it (or one in which i put the effort to designing a character for it) i just draw myself in a try of the style of bocchi the rock bc i was watching it yesterday

me-core

My brain thought this was funny but im not sure it is. but oh well

this give me so many ideas. . . I love it thanks

"homosexuality is unnatural! there's only two genders! it's a sin-"

I'm sorry, have you seen NATURE???

and there's so many more species than this that exhibit homosexuality, varying genders, etc. SO! MANY!

it's very much a natural thing. it always has been. unfortunately, while homosexuality is found in many species, homophobia is only found in one

ALSO THE ARTIST IS HUMON, FIND THEM AT HUMONCOMICS.COM!! was so sure I had included that but apparently I forgot, so sorry!

does caro ever miss or mourn the person they could have been if they been happy with who they were as carrie? i'm an older trans person and have been post op and passing for over a decade now, but every now and then i can't help but feel sad for the version of myself i would have been if i'd been cis. i don't see a lot of stories with gnc characters touch on these feelings even though i think they're a normal part of the trans experience

WOAGH ok. I'm not going to clean up this sketch cuz i think its better you get the sloppy 'couldnt see through my tears replying to this ask' version. In many ways, yes. Its hard to put into words because its not a regret, but its a grief of who they tried to be for so long. It doesn't take away from the joy they have being the person they are now, but for them its like losing a loved one too young, if that makes sense.

i think many people have 'what ifs' and sadness for our baby selves. I write Caro loving Carrie very much, which is a super personal choice for me. I also show Carries story because I feel its really important to understand Caros. And because its really important to mine. I mourn baby me all the time, I was so incredibly lost. And I mourn the man I never became. He lives in John, because in many ways he still exists in me, even if my life took me in a different direction from him. I still love him. Hes still part of me even if my path didn't include him once i learned more about myself. But I'm also incredibly joyful and happy to be the person I am now, and I think teenage girl me, and phantom FtM me would be really proud of 40-something nonbinary living-my life-the-best-way-i-can me.

I think if Caro could meet Carrie in some kinda way, they'd say they were so sorry they couldn't be her, and that they really tried but they just didnt know how. But I think Carrie would tell them she's really happy she gets to be them, and how proud she is of how far theyve come together.

New OC-tober I did for this year~! Some prompts I carried over, some are new! 'w'9 I made it for myself, but if anyone wants to use it, feel free to! [and feel free to tag me in it and ill rb on my main <333]