Eu Quero Durmir En Os Brazos Da Miña Enamorada

Since drunkies don't lie, I wish i was your girlfriend. I wish i wasn't condemned to be your side dish. Treating me like a main without the privileges of one...

Shivers down my spine WHAT IS HAPPENING

Relapsing be like:

Yall gon think i'm crazy but i'm madly in love, enough to learn the language of a country ive never been to, enough to plan to get out of my own country. Just because i'm in love ajsidjskdj

*sign* i want someone to translate hebrew love songs to

Some time ago my mum gave me pills for calming me down at school after the breakdown I had. And it was oof, my head was moving but my body wasn't responding, I felt like shit but I wasn't able to feel anything.

I was looking at my classmates dancing like:

I'm sorry, hope y'all having a good night

(Day 41: April 24)

To all girls who think ana can solve your problems:

Please, don't do it

To all my new anas

For the love of god please turn back now

This isn’t a quick fix to your weight problem

This won’t help the way you feel about yourself

It will literally only make it worse

This is dangerous as fuck

Like you can actually fucking die

And today I felt like I was dying

My heart was pounding, and I was shaking violently. I didn’t have enough energy to get out of bed and when I stood up I’d nearly pass out.

I was laying in bed fucking sobbing because I’d rather be dead than physically feel like this

This problem is easily fucking solvable if I just ate

But I couldn’t because I was going to have pizza tonight

And even though I didn’t eat yesterday, and had less than 200 calories the day before, I still couldn’t bare to eat anything today because I would be forced to eat pizza with my family

Fucking pizza, a food I used to love, gives me fucking anxiety if there’s even a chance I’ll have to eat it. A food i used to love ruined by this godawful disorder, because all I can think about is how many calories are in a slice (but I have to eat 2 to keep away suspicious) and how greasy it is makes me want to puke

This is not a quick fix

This will not help you “gain control”

This will not give you discipline

But

This will give you anxiety

This will make you lie to the ones you love

This will make you absolutely hate yourself

With every ounce of your being

And if you go far enough

This will fucking kill you

Me: -do nothing after binging for 3 days-

My ed: sTARVE YOURSELF

My brain: Don't yoU DARE

Me: -starves-

My brain:

self harming by trying to make your symptoms worse on purpose

A mellor parte dunha relación e tal cal... Non sou, de feito tenho moito desexo de durmir.

Estraño a miña parellaaaaaaaa. Jijiji estou aprendendo galego só por elaaaa. Estou moito enamoradaaaaaaaaa. Vou empezar a ter o delirio