I Miss My Girlfriend So Much

Ay no, que mala persona soy

My blog is for:

Coping with my mental stuff

Getting my disordered thoughts out of me and not letting them eat me up inside

Seeing other ppl with similar issues to not feel so alone, possibly making friends with them so they don’t feel so alone

Making me not feel so crappy

My blog isn’t for:

× For promoting mental disorders

× Promoting self harm

× Putting others down

× Telling others to do what I do

hi it’s vik and here’s ur love letter ❤️ hey u, yeah u. i'm here to shower u with fake affection since u clearly need it more than i do. ur obsession with me is kinda cute but mostly pathetic. ur entire existence is a walking cringe compilation

Nena andate a dormir mejor, affection is the best !! Hope you get it soon, cause i surely do.

A mellor parte dunha relación e tal cal... Non sou, de feito tenho moito desexo de durmir.

Estraño a miña parellaaaaaaaa. Jijiji estou aprendendo galego só por elaaaa. Estou moito enamoradaaaaaaaaa. Vou empezar a ter o delirio

Pls pls don't think im still in love. That love destroyed me and made me wanna tear my skin off because of how painful it was. I dont hate her, but that doesn't mean i still want her. I want you

Me at the dinner of my first day of my vacations realizing that I can't fast because my parents and brothers are in vacations too:

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Yo en la cena de mi primer día de vacaciones dandome cuenta de que no puedo hacer fast porque mis padres y hermanos también están de vacaciones:

I know this has nothing to do with food or Ed's but I have to say this. If you are able to spare any money at this time, please send it to the Floyd's family and the group's pushing for change. It is cruel and unjust to allow a murderer walk away freely after what everyone in Minnesota has done. No one deserves to have their death broadcasted in that way. Everyone deserves to have their humanity stay with them. What Derek Chauvin did was murder. George was already apprehend, he was innocent and was on the ground. There was absolutely no reason for Derek to put HIS KNEE ON GEORGE'S NECK. Nowhere in the the cops training does it say that is a valid way to stop someone. Also, the other officers who stood silently and watched deserve to be charge. They could've saved an innocent man's life and they did nothing. So spread George's name. Spread everyone name who's life was taken in vain by this corrupt system that oppresses so many. There is so much new information being found with every new hour that passes by. Please try to use the platforms you have regardless of numbers. Please bring attention to this terrible murder.

Another thing that must be addressed, stop spreading videos of his death. There is no reason for an individual to share that video, I know its to spread awareness but you sharing his death that way makes it no better than snuff. It adds nothing to the conversation other than a surface level pity. Black people aren't something to show off in social media as a way to get you brownies points. They are individuals from various communities who have meaningful lives and deserve better than what this nation has in place for them. Stop posting his death, use your words to bring attention to the issues say his name. Don't let him be forgotten like so many other people who have died at police hands.

Also, if you plan on attending any of the protests, please protect yourself. Please take care of yourself. Wear solid colors, preferably all black and loose clothing. Try to get a size bigger and a basic black belt if you can. Your shoes should be inconspicuous. No intricate details, not flashy, and please try to avoid showing them to anyone before or after the protest. People have been found out because of what they are wearing. Please cover your eyes with glasses or goggles, USE A FACE MASK, we are still in the midst of a pandemic. Using goggles and a mask will not just help slow the spread of the virus but will also protect you from tear gas and flying projectiles. Carry a backpack with a bottle of water, to to flush out your eyes or anyone else's who has been affected by the gas. If you are not willing to fight but want the protests but want to do something good, help others. Take pictures and video of everything happening around you. Turn off your data, they can use it to track your location after the protest and can find out who you were and get you arrested.

Here are a few organization to donate to or brands that are willing to match the donations. There are many more but these are the only ones I have personally seen.

gofundme.com

Official George Floyd Memorial Fund organized by Philonise Floyd

On May 25, 2020, my life shattered as I learned of the tragic passing of my dear b… Philonise Floyd needs your support for Official George F

Reclaim the Block

Reclaim the Block

Reclaim the Block began in 2018 and organizes Minneapolis community and city council members to move money from the police department into o

Minnesota Freedom Fund

Minnesota Freedom Fund

Shivers down my spine WHAT IS HAPPENING

Well if it isn't the consequences of my own actions, wassup?

Got anatomy and mental healthcare exams today. I domt know why everything has feel so difficult lately, so tiring, so stressful.

I miss first year, it was difficult but it was NOT like this. I feel so bad and so incapable of doing my work. I am letting people i love down.

God knows if i wasn't depressed i would be sosososo powerful, i would be in total capacity. But my brain feels like it need something to work properly. Idk.

I just want exam season to be over right away

I just want to see you, please