She's probably right, there's something wrong with me. But I'm not sure what it is exactly. What i know is that I'm slowly liking her more and more than i expected to. And i love that. But I'm scared of getting hurt again by somebody, sobre todo because I'm giving her the keys to where my heart is.
If I binge is a sin to god, but not for my mom
If I fast is a sin to my mom, but not for god
Ana's hell is waiting for me):
I ate way too much today.. Easter weekend… oh man…
Me: -do nothing after binging for 3 days-
My ed: sTARVE YOURSELF
My brain: Don't yoU DARE
Me: -starves-
My brain:
I miss my girlfriend so much
Me: *Binges literally all day*
My ed:
My dad came back home just to sit in the table i was studyng at, while he was in a videocall talking and getting drunk with his friends, i love my dad so much i went to my bedroom ´cause i can´t even study in my own house without being bothered💗
I've been insecure since that "ohh, but if it was a comment about fucking you, you wouldn't be so mad" by one of those tinder girls. I'm afraid she'll leave me, even worse, she'll leave because I'm an easy girl and i never communicate
My friends: -Threat me with calling my crush if I don't eat-
Me, who don't want crush to know that I have anorexia :
Ed meme + Mac = Meme heaven
“i haven’t had any breakfast today. i think i have an eating disorder.”
fast forward, now on: antipsychotics and antidepressants. hi, i use this account as a personal diary, please don't take me seriously, nor try this at home. A D U L T !! super lesbian and in recovery. sincerely yours, Anne.
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