Me Right Now.

me right now.

victims of abuse be like, this person has now made me cry myself to sleep about 30 times, i have flashbacks of things they’ve done and said to me, they know how to hit me right in my worst insecurity and guilt so i feel horrible for days and months, their comments make me feel worthless and like i shouldn’t even be alive, and being around them makes me feel small and meaningless and sometimes suicidal but maybe that’s just me, maybe they’re not abusive? i have to give them benefit of the doubt, what if i’m not justified to kick them out of my life?

More Posts from Joonsdiiimple and Others

2 months ago

I'm both fresh out of rehab and out of any good judgment

1 month ago

yall are pro mental illness until they hallucinate

yall are pro mental illness until they dissociate

yall are pro mental illness until they self-isolate

yall are pro mental illness until they're paranoid

yall are pro mental illness until they split

yall are pro mental illness until it's too Scary for your comparatively neurotypical brain to handle

1 week ago

if my "grade 6" writing is too complex, maybe u should've paid attention instead of wasting brain cells online

Girl is your language, not mine, go do some grammar practicing skills or get to fanfiction

3 months ago

self harming by trying to make your symptoms worse on purpose

3 weeks ago

I feel the JSIDJDKDJLDUSWK UUUUUU that someone took what i think

3 months ago

It actually feels nice to tell my friends I'm not available on friday because I've got a date.

4 years ago

some days ago i was playing poker with my family, and speaking french (because they know that helps me with practice).

Then my dad comes to play.

my dad and my little brother started arguing about something of the cards and-

LB: he does that all the time, doesn´t he?

Me: C´est la verite

LB: thE whAT¿?

Dad: *staring at me*

Me: ThE tRutH

Dad: *laughs*

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i know it´s ridiculous, but y´all don´t know how insecure my dad makes me about the languages i speak, i still insult everybody in french while we play poker ´cause that´s what i do better 💖

2 weeks ago

How come i wanna tear my hair out, my organs want to get out of my body, I'm gonna infect everybody with what it's going on inside of me I'M DONE WIHMTH BEING CRAZY I DLNT WANT THIS

1 week ago

Miña maior fan e unha nena que ten un desorde alimenticio JAJAJ increíble

2 months ago

That was... Intense. Thank god, thank god, thank god. I might be falling. But i know it's sincère.

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joonsdiiimple - (bon)anne
(bon)anne

fast forward, now on: antipsychotics and antidepressants. hi, i use this account as a personal diary, please don't take me seriously, nor try this at home. A D U L T !! super lesbian and in recovery. sincerely yours, Anne.

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