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If they only knew....

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More Posts from Jiraikuromi and Others

jiraikuromi

1 month ago

i dont know who i am

i dont feel like i have my own personality and identity..i feel empy,Always acting the way others want me to..who tf i am?

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jiraikuromi

2 months ago

🤡🤡

i need to start taking my medications again eh i stopped,thinking i dont need it but i feel like shit,but when i take them i feel so damn empy and emotionless..

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jiraikuromi

4 months ago

im seeing my psychiatrist tomorow..I decided to tell her everything like EVERYTHING,im scared asf but idc anymore

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jiraikuromi

4 months ago

do i want to ki11 myself?....yes

do I still have to look cute?...yes!

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jiraikuromi

4 months ago

i love learning vkei furitsuke

like i know so many its not even funny😭

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jiraikuromi

1 month ago

Hey, as someone who recently decided to kill myself if some things don't work out I hope you at least don't feel too horrible. I don't know what you rebound on but if it's not something too destructive and brings short joy i hope you enjoy those moments. This might be bad advice but fuck man, life sucks

Yeah it SUCKS...but thank you your really kind!

im trying my best haha..anyways i hope everything will be alright for you!❤️

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jiraikuromi

4 months ago

Do i even want to get better? do i deserve it?

I was born to suffer.

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jiraikuromi

1 month ago

WHERE I KEEP MY ANTIDEPRESSANTS

need to stay cute! (⁠づ⁠｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡⁠)⁠づ

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jiraikuromi

2 months ago

BRUH

i feel like my outfits are sooo good and pretty..BUT MY FACE AND HAIR RUIN EVERYTHING UGHHH

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jiraikuromi

3 months ago

i want summer already im so excited to wear this outfit ☹️🖐🏻