im like „im getting better!"
but other day im crying after relapsing...
THEY HAVE A HELLO KITTY COLLECTION IN MY LOCAL SHOP (PEPCO) BRO IM TAKING ALL MY DAMN MONEY TOMOROW
IM FUCKIN SHAKING
i relapsed like So fucking much its deep as fuck im crying idk what to do
Felt pretty.. basic outfit but idc
RAAAAAH I BOUGHT THIS!!! SO CUTE AHDNJSKS....can't wait to style it :33
I translated another of my poems!
do you like it?
Silent Eruption
I want to scream with all my might,
let my soul burst into light.
Would anyone care to hear my plea?
To listen, to help, to set me free?
This feeling spreads just like a flame,
a sleeping volcano calling my name.
Words are boiling, yet stay inside,
my lips are locked, my voice denied.
So here I stand with a frozen grin,
a smile I wear—but cannot see within.
kinda old picture of me
ugly ass bitch lol
Do i even want to get better? do i deserve it?
I was born to suffer.
FUCK THIS SHIT
I gained one kilo LIKE WHY IM NOT EATING ANYTHING...i need to try more
AAAAAAAAAAA
why are people looking mean at me...
(I look like I jumped out of a horror movie and im carrying my plushie with fake blood on it)
haha nah i enjoy the stares like yeah look my makeup took me almost two hours!
"It's not an addiction," I say, unpacking the 140791740741017975297435821st blade