Why cheat?
Why make someone commit for you when you can’t commit to them?
Why be in a relationship when you’re gonna act like you’resingle?
Why blame it on ”Shit Happens” when you didn’t prevent it from not happening & helped caused it to happen?
Why be with someone who’s ready to settle when you’re not ready, yourself?
Why have more than one person, when you were the only person the other person needed?
I listen to whats not only in my head but in my heart. What has change? Everything seems so different from how they use to be. I look in the mirror and remember who I was, that person last year. That isn’t me anymore, this year is different. I’m much happier, and I have so many reason why I should be smiling. I still love you, and I have no clue if I’ll ever stop thinking about you. But now I can think of you and I’ll still smile even though I don’t have you. Yes their are day’s where I miss you, but there are also days where I miss myself but I know I have changed for the better. I no longer cry of sadness but cry because of joy. I still think about the times we had and wonder why it never worked out, but I know maybe because it will work out on the future. Time will only tell. Let me just smile for the time being.
I’m so screwed. So screwed. Beyond screwed, actually.
omfG
mrsbooj:
tomorrow is christmas ♥
Pencil: You know, I'm really sorry.
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry, 'cause you get hurt because of me. Whenever I make a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller every time.
Eraser: That's true, but I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these days, I know I'll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad :)
jay-cruz:
melodeezyfbaby:
Imagine how he must feel…
That was my first thought when I found out she passed away…
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My mother only had one eye. I hated her… she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mother came to say hello to me… I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me?! I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said: “EEEE, your mum only has one eye!” I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mother to just disappear. So I confronted her that day and said: “If you’re only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don’t you just die?” My mother did not respond! I didn’t even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings… I wanted to get out of that house… So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn’t seen me in years and she didn’t even meet her grandchildren! When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her. I screamed at her: “How dare you come to my house and scare my children!” “GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!” And to this, my mother quietly answered: “Oh, I’m so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address” And she disappeared out of sight. One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip… After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity!!!. My neighbors said that she… Had died! I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have… “My beloved son, I think of you all the time… I’m sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I’m sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up. You see… When you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn’t stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So… I gave you mine. I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. With my love to you… …Your mother.”
Call me Jenny! :)Here are my thoughts, dreams, tears, here’s my life in words.
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