I Listen To Whats Not Only In My Head But In My Heart. What Has Change? Everything Seems So Different

I listen to whats not only in my head but in my heart. What has change? Everything seems so different from how they use to be. I look in the mirror and remember who I was, that person last year. That isn’t me anymore, this year is different. I’m much happier, and I have so many reason why I should be smiling. I still love you, and I have no clue if I’ll ever stop thinking about you. But now I can think of you and I’ll still smile even though I don’t have you. Yes their are day’s where I miss you, but there are also days where I miss myself but I know I have changed for the better. I no longer cry of sadness but cry because of joy. I still think about the times we had and wonder why it never worked out, but I know maybe because it will work out on the future. Time will only tell. Let me just smile for the time being.