sneak peek to a beat i just made
The FEAR test:
Why are you feeling fear?
Is it due to self programming?
Are you in actual danger?
Is your life being threatened?
If the answer is no. Start to examine yourself.
Did fear start in the mind and extent to the gut?
Does your body instantly react to something that took place in the physical?
Study yourself.
Change how you view and use fear. Treat fear as intuition but do not act on the thought of fear.
Fear can be used as information.
Where do the actions you make come from emotionally?
here’s one of my favorite beats that i made in December (2021)
R.I.P. TO RHIS ALBUM THAT ILL NEVER RELEASE BUT SOUNDS SOOO FUCKING GOOD LIKE SMOOTH AS A BABY TYPE VIBES.
SOME OF THESE SONGS ARE ON MY SOUNDCLOUD ALREADY BUT IM MAKING A SOUNDCLOUD COLLECTION FOR STREAMING AND I CANT USE THE SAME BEATS TWICE. IT WONT SOUND RIGHT WITHOUT THOSE TRACKS.
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rip to my 2016 baby “Shades of Summer” ..maybe one day...
man i truly do apologize to everyone i’ve hurt and affected so negatively in this lifetime. i just read about my mars in 3rd house (Virgo) and i better understand myself, i think it may have fully clicked. nothing left to do but make much better choices and make sure i’m on the high vibrational side and know what and when to do when i’m on the lower vibrational side. i’ll never give up! not on myself not on those who remain present with me. just learning my lessons and being delicate with myself 🤎
i know it probably means nothing at this point but a sincere apology from the bottom of my heart. i’m great full to experience a low so low it propelled me into internal evolution. everything is fine and i’m happy with all parts of myself. the marathon continues ✌🏾
maybe there not exactly numbers worth posting everywhere else but here it is.
i’m not disappointed in my numbers more so dissatisfied. this year has been nothing but rebuilding my infrastructure musically.
i stopped making music in 2018 and didn’t really make music all 2019. 2020 i’m back home and have been really able to focus on this shit. i feel like i spent the first half of 2020 making music trying to get back into it and it was challenging af for a while. But since November actually God talked to me about music and he said all i had to do was ask for help. and that’s all i’ve been doing. literally nothing has changed not how i approach making music, my thought process and everything is so much more in-depth and i’m really shaping into who i really have been all along. i finally feel like an artist. i don’t just make beats i truly make art and i hope you can see i put my heart into my music.
2021 is going to be a crazy flip on all of this i just know it. i can’t explain how shits happening even tho nothing has happened yet. but i’m definitely coming how i always wanted to and i couldn’t be more excited. Thank you to any fans here with me even if it is just a few of us. for now. but get hype cause i’m deadass trying to build a community and a safe space for all of us (online especially). Much love 🤎🤞🏾
ya boi stay cozy 🙏🏾