Here’s One Of My Favorite Beats That I Made In December (2021)

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Just need a moment to say Happy C Day and thank you to this man for everything he’s done. it was crazy to see your rise since 2010. The Hussle Way was the first song i ever heard from you and since then i was in it for life. TMC.

Todays really the anniversary of me becoming a music producer. i chose my first producer name on this day which will remain anonymous lmao. it’s been 7 years since i started to take this seriously. Although my skills are always improving and i’m really him, im learning the business and promotion aspect which is where i lack on execution. I’m excited to see what comes in the future and the now. shoutout to the little yet growing amount of supporters 🙏🏾

today i saw two birds chase and hunt a tiny all white butterfly (or moth) until one of the birds caught and ate the butterfly. i was sad for a moment but then i just thought well i guess life goes. there are technically tons of these white butterflies; at least i see them a lot. and i did try to stop the birds slightly but it didn’t work.

i’m finally looking up symbolisms and meanings of what i witnessed and it seems like a symbolism for embracing change? but it was two birds and that seems to always symbolize love in some form and symbolize balance as a whole concept.

this seems to align with my current events and my journey of self. but i feel like there’s more to this if anyone has insight.

YO BADBADNOTGOOD AND KAYTRANADA REALLY SLID ON THIS BEAT 😭🔥

Sober (Flip), by The 199x.

track by The 199x.

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10.28.18

Last week of school. Im embarrassed of my own mistakes. i never want to hurt you or anyone ever. yet im still not perfect. a lot of ego been coming into play and i realize its one thing that separates me from all these other guys. i also peeped im just getting older. these niggas gotta grow up and get they shit together. but so do i. everyone just so selfish i know im not the problem anymore. but god puts us insinuations for a reason maybe we are all just lessons for each other.pieces of a man just came out shit straight fire. tired of people putting me in a box musically. i gotta try harder. im walking away from hip hop for a while one day. im tired of my music having one label on it. if i go somewhere else wit it then maybe ill get my respect. i cant wait to leave AZ. ive been craving an areo blizzard from DQ, i hope Alexus takes us soon. i love you Melissa. Why is bianca back? its weird how i always get what i pray for, never within my timing tho. God moves funny. But i love him he’s my life. All he’s been showing me is how much ive grown and i cant stop thinking about how intone i am with him. he shows me so much, im so grateful. i want my hair to grow. i hope i dont have cancer. i hope this last week of school is nice and pleasant. idk why people assume everything. its so tiring. im on twitter too much, i hate reading peoples opinions so often. but i feel like i need to be in tune with the world. today X motivated me again to make music outside of my “genre” that arms around you is crazy, he’s so diverse. his goal is slowly becoming the same as mine. its like he knew what i was after this whole time. spoke to my mom today and she’s content with not knowing her children she feels God will solve it all and she claims she doesn’t know if it’ll be in her lifetime that shit gets to know her children, why is she so ass backwards? its never to late. She’s just a quitter like everyone else. i cant teach them. they dont listen i just live and hope i can be a walking example one day. if only people could see whats inside my heart. still learning to work in environments that aren't fit for working in. I gave so much of myself this year.

Me and my mom clicking thru FASFA not knowing wtf we doing 😭😭😭