MOVING FORWARD IM ABOUT TO START SHARING MY LIFE MORE ON HERE. TO ANYONE PEEPING THANK YOU BUT YOUR SUPPORT

Me and my mom clicking thru FASFA not knowing wtf we doing 😭😭😭

Man i just have to say yesterday was a good ass day. Shoutout to Shel for blessings me and giving me a makeup day for my birthday! told bro my birthday was kinda ass the other day and he really came thru yesterday. i got a fire ass buildable eevee figure i can’t wait to put together and they ain’t have shit in the mall so i got a shirt from Indigöu there’s literally nothing else i could’ve asked for lol. i’m just grateful, my mindset wasn’t jeopardized even once while i was out. i feel really at peace lately. everything is in my favor.

Episode 2 of my vlogs is out now, i’m still trying to figure out how to make shit more interesting please give feedback 🤎

man i truly do apologize to everyone i’ve hurt and affected so negatively in this lifetime. i just read about my mars in 3rd house (Virgo) and i better understand myself, i think it may have fully clicked. nothing left to do but make much better choices and make sure i’m on the high vibrational side and know what and when to do when i’m on the lower vibrational side. i’ll never give up! not on myself not on those who remain present with me. just learning my lessons and being delicate with myself 🤎

i know it probably means nothing at this point but a sincere apology from the bottom of my heart. i’m great full to experience a low so low it propelled me into internal evolution. everything is fine and i’m happy with all parts of myself. the marathon continues ✌🏾

i met a woman who told me she’s a human being first, then a mother, then a woman. i’ve never heard a woman verbally announce her value as a mother greater than her value as a woman. it’s not crazy. probably not even surprising for another woman to hear. but for me this is inspiring and i love to understand women better period. Thank you for the conversation today Vanessa 🤎

10.20.18

Im tired, i want to brush my teeth. however i dont want to be home. this year has been crazy a lot of downs and a few ups. thank you to everyone who held me down this year. Melissa, Joel, Alexus, Elena, Roy, JC, Jaylen. Y’all deserve special shoutouts. You all have made my year worth it. As i get older im learning people make mistakes. People do things that aren’t always good but these things are done without reason. I have made a list of mistakes this year and i can admit to that. The funny thing is its very hard for people to forgive. Most issues happen because of communication and thats fair. It happens. I feel like people assume more then they communicate. Im not sure why. Pride? anyways it doesn’t matter. Its not about peoples actions its whats in peoples hearts that matter. That’ll show peoples true colors. Either way im ready to get out of Arizona. Im in a very ugly situation and the people around me has given me no relieve from stress. I found a bike yesterday. I hope i didn’t steal it, but it was definitely put in my path. Bike rides are actually therapeutic to me. I like feeling the wind and shit. Im not sure what i would do without the few friends that ive had this year. i know ive been acting and assuming  that some people dont care about me and im sure they do but im getting older and i want to create my family. I need to know the people that are riding for me for forever. i hope i dont sound selfish. but i just need my foundation laid straight. im always down for friends.  Next year will be my year. Much much love to Melissa. Not sure how i would breathe without youAlexus youre more than a lifesaver. Thanks for being my greatest friend out here, i hope i taught you some things. i really hope i can get my group in action again. we need each other i know it.

I’m getting better at stepping out of my comfort zone and stepping into self

sometimes i genuinely wonder if anyone values my life like i do

SMOKED OUT OF A BANANA PEEL TODAY SOLID 10/10