Todays really the anniversary of me becoming a music producer. i chose my first producer name on this day which will remain anonymous lmao. it’s been 7 years since i started to take this seriously. Although my skills are always improving and i’m really him, im learning the business and promotion aspect which is where i lack on execution. I’m excited to see what comes in the future and the now. shoutout to the little yet growing amount of supporters 🙏🏾
FOCUS!FOCUS!FOCUS!
i can’t even fathom how close to death i couldve been just now. it’s crazy cause i could tell the story and would only be an understatement of what happened hmm
i draw energy from ascetics, word to God.
Im tired, i want to brush my teeth. however i dont want to be home. this year has been crazy a lot of downs and a few ups. thank you to everyone who held me down this year. Melissa, Joel, Alexus, Elena, Roy, JC, Jaylen. Y’all deserve special shoutouts. You all have made my year worth it. As i get older im learning people make mistakes. People do things that aren’t always good but these things are done without reason. I have made a list of mistakes this year and i can admit to that. The funny thing is its very hard for people to forgive. Most issues happen because of communication and thats fair. It happens. I feel like people assume more then they communicate. Im not sure why. Pride? anyways it doesn’t matter. Its not about peoples actions its whats in peoples hearts that matter. That’ll show peoples true colors. Either way im ready to get out of Arizona. Im in a very ugly situation and the people around me has given me no relieve from stress. I found a bike yesterday. I hope i didn’t steal it, but it was definitely put in my path. Bike rides are actually therapeutic to me. I like feeling the wind and shit. Im not sure what i would do without the few friends that ive had this year. i know ive been acting and assuming that some people dont care about me and im sure they do but im getting older and i want to create my family. I need to know the people that are riding for me for forever. i hope i dont sound selfish. but i just need my foundation laid straight. im always down for friends. Next year will be my year. Much much love to Melissa. Not sure how i would breathe without youAlexus youre more than a lifesaver. Thanks for being my greatest friend out here, i hope i taught you some things. i really hope i can get my group in action again. we need each other i know it.