the lyric “feeling like the very last drops of an ink pen” never fails to knock the breath out of me. you’re running out of energy, you feel ALMOST empty but somehow, after releasing so much of your despair into the world, the last of your burden feels the most significant, but there won’t be any comfort even when you unload the burden because you’re spent and you feel useless and it’s like you can’t speak anymore because you ran out of words but what’s worse is that you couldn’t write any more even if you wanted to. these last few drops are momentous because there’s finally an end to your dwelling but there’s no relief. this is the last of you.
one of my favorite parts of wicked is watching elphaba's idealism and glinda's realism clash. and before anyone says anything, yes glinda is the realist between them. she sang an entire song about it. it just goes over ppl's heads coz they dress it up in bubblegum pink and a jaunty tune.
elphaba is the idealist. she has dreams of how Oz could be a better place, where everyone is accepted for who they are and aren't opressed or marginalized. she becomes a revolutionary because of those values, because she believes in fighting for the rights of freedom and the future.
and the other side of the coin is glinda, who understands innately how the world works. it's not about how much knowledge you have or how good you are at what you do. you can be the most qualified person for the position but if you're not popular with the masses, you're done for.
and those values they each have are constantly clashing with each other. elphaba believes she can fix the system from the outside. glinda believes she can play the long game and fix it from within. they both believe what they're doing is the best way to protect.
they don't see the other's POV until For Good. it's only then when elphie understands that the way she's been viewed has backed her into a corner and hurt her cause. it's only then does glinda choose to believe that the world could be a better place, that if she told the truth, nothing will happen because there must be goodness in the world. and by then, well, by then there isn't much of the song left. it's been written. all they can do is sing.
Avatar | ATWOW : FIC RECCOMENDATIONS
This is for anyone else who is searching for certain avatar (wotw) fics; I’ve got you.
note: if you’re a minor please remember to read warnings and authors notes, majority of them should be sfw blogs; And again… apologies to the authors if you’re getting a lot more notifications from me - and if you’ve been tagged again, just know you’ve made it to my ultimate fave list - incredible works, Y’all deserve a lot of support!!
**will keep updating this **
Second: NETEYAM FANFICS | Categorised: A - Z
• A •
All mine @moonpetrichors-blog
A small push @theseuscmander
• B •
Beef against mini neteyam @eywascall
Bimbo @lxvvvllyy
C
• D •
Deja vu @iloveavatar
• E •
end of the beginning @openpandorabox
Enough @neteyamdarling
Enough staring @gloryy-vs
eveng @/suuuupernovaaa
Everything I wanted @girasollake
Eywa a sign @mayhemories
• F •
Fish girl @aphrodite-desires
fmokx @/suuuupernovaaa
G
• H •
Heaven in hiding @ngayawneluoer
Hold me by the heart @love-chx
home @urlocalfeiner
• I •
I’ve got my eye on you @/openpandorabox
I’ve got my eye on you @/urlocalfeiner
I’ve got my eye on you @/love-chx
I see you @the-demon-soul
I wanna be yours @cosmictheo
It’s always him in the end @victoirey
J
• K •
kavuksi @/suuuupernovaaa
L
• M •
My purpose @melbee
Midnight swim @your-averagewriter
Missed you @starkeysmoon
• N •
Neteyam being protective of you @angelltheninth
Neteyam defends you From Ao’nung and his friends (sfw/ Comfort) @neteyams-tsahik
Neteyam returns from MetKayina and falls In Love with you again after seeing you @/neteyams-tsahik
nim @/suuuupernovaaa
• O •
oe txasunu nga @/victoirey
One of us| just the beginning @forever--darling
Only to be with you @sweetsbfreex
Only you, my girl @fleurmiss
Outsiders @nyctophicbtch
• P •
perfect @/urlocalfeiner
Protective @sxmpforneteyam
Q
• R •
Running wild @jeojake
• S •
Secret cove @pandorafairy
Something about you @/moonpetrichors-blog
• T •
The ikrana Maktoyu @/melbee
Tonight you are mine @luvsellie
U
V
• W •
Why him if not i @/urlocalfeiner
When you sleep @loakism
X
• Y •
Yearning @lizziesfirstwife
You and Kiri overhear Lo’ak giving Neteyam advice on how to ask you out. @/neteyams-tsahik
you are everything @/ngayawneluoer
You take the bullet for neteyam and Nearly die in the process. @/neteyams-tsahik
You want your avatar to become full of Na’vi, but neteyam is fully against it. @/neteyams-tsahik
You may as well take my heart @/urlocalfeiner
Z
#~123 - REQ
Neteyam x Metkayina! Reader @jakesullysbabygirl
Neteyam x reader @/iloveavatar
Neteyam x metkayina reader @gurlypopsstuff
Request @/nyctophicbtch
request @/moonie-writings
…also anyone would like to recommend more Neteyam fics that would be wonderful!..…
Looks like we can’t isolate, ignore, ibuprofen our way out of this one boys
entp, enfp, intp, infp: considers possibilities of what to do instead of said task. starts typing but gets distracted when trying to choose a song to listen to. probably scrolls through tiktok. thinks that said task is too overwhelming. can't schedule an appointment on the phone by themself.
intj, infj, enfj, entj : plans out everything, but doesn't actually do it. wayyy too perfectionistic. has a bunch of pinterest boards (or playlists) related to said thing. not inspired. not enough pressure. "scheduled procrastination."
estp, esfp, istp, isfp: thinks the task is stupid and boring, and there are more fun/interesting things to do. also thinks that they have enough time to get it done but actually only has 2 hours. doesn't narrow down priorities. probably forget it existed in the first place
isfj, istj, estj, esfj: associates task with bad past experiences and avoids it. thinks it's not important + a waste of time compared to other things. keeps getting stuck on minor criticisms or flaws. doesn't put said thing on their to-do list (not in sight, not in mind!)
Dysautonomia refers to a disorder of autonomic nervous system (ANS) function that generally involves failure of the sympathetic or parasympathetic components of the ANS, but dysautonomia involving excessive or overactive ANS actions also can occur.
Abnormally fast or slow heart rate
Anxiety
Excessive sweating or not being able to sweat
Fatigue
Feeling short of breath (especially when you exercise)
Feeling thirsty all the time
Having trouble swallowing
Headaches
Insomnia
Nausea and diarrhea
Vision problems (blurred vision, vision loss, tunnel vision)
AND A LOT MORE
Blood pressure.
Breathing.
Digestion.
Heart rate.
Kidney function.
Pupil dilation and constriction in the eyes.
Sexual function.
Body and skin temperature control
Diabetes.
Parkinson’s disease.
Muscular sclerosis.
Rheumatoid arthritis.
Lupus.
Sjogren's syndrome.
Sarcoidosis.
Crohn’s disease, ulcerative colitis.
Celiac disease.
Charcot-Marie-Tooth disease.
Chiari malformation.
Amyloidosis.
Guillain-Barre syndrome.
Ehlers-Danlos syndrome.
Lambert-Eaton syndrome.
Vitamin B and E deficiencies
Human immunodeficiency virus (HIV).
Lyme disease.
Neurocardiogenic syncope (NCS): NCS is the most common form of dysautonomia. It can cause fainting spells that happen once or twice in your lifetime or multiple times every day. NCS is also called situational syncope or vasovagal syncope.
Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS): A disorder that causes problems with circulation (blood flow), POTS can cause your heart to beat too fast when you stand up. It can lead to fainting, chest pain and shortness of breath.
Familial dysautonomia (FD): People inherit this type of dysautonomia from their genetic relatives. It can cause decreased pain sensitivity, lack of eye tears and trouble regulating body temperature. FD is more likely to affect Jewish people (Ashkenazi Jewish heritage) of Eastern European heritage.
Multiple system atrophy (MSA): A life-threatening form of dysautonomia, multiple system atrophy develops in people over 40 years old. It can lead to heart rate issues, low blood pressure, erectile dysfunction and loss of bladder control.
Pure autonomic failure: People with this form of dysautonomia experience a fall in blood pressure upon standing and have symptoms including dizziness, fainting, visual problems, chest pain and tiredness. Symptoms are sometimes relieved by lying down or sitting.
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This is GOLD
she's everything