happy mother's day to vivayth. you're infertile and will never bear children but you're certainly a milf
"Even as my master wills, you shall come to him, in his flesh and of his flesh"
William Chapman | @wnq-psychology | @wordsnquotes
Source: wordsnquotes.com
Patrolling Molag Amur almost makes you wish for a Red winter.
Digital painting/collage from waaay back.
Morrowind: Paintings of House Dagoth
Morrowind: Redoran Watchman
Along the rock-strewn roads Of Western Gash Through tracts of ash And streams of molten stone With pikes on guard They ride toward Blight-kissed Falasmaryon
P.S: The full set of armour of the Redoran Watch is featured in "Tamriel Rebuilt".
P.P.S: Digital painting. Made in Krita (5.1.5). Feel free to repost, re-upload etc.
Under the cut: poverty, panic, anxiety, corporate BS
I work at the university library and I get less than 20 hours a week. My disabled mom lives with me. We're both fighting tooth and nail to get better jobs, but I swear to fuck both of us have been applying to every single job opening we can, stuff that we've both done in the past, have a fuckton of experience, etc etc but the most we get is the interview stage and suddenly we don't meet the "requirements" even though they're right fucking there in our resumes. "Not a good fit". "Pursuing other candidates at this time."
Over.
And over.
And fucking over again.
We can't make rent. I can't take out any more student loans because I'm a senior. I likely won't have enough financial aid to cover December and January rent. Our apartment isn't renewing our lease after May. We don't make nearly enough to save up for furniture and deposits and application fees for a new place. I don't even know how long it's going to take for me to find a full time job.
I am so tired. And stressed. And I want to scream.
I have no idea what to do and I'm too exhausted to fill out a thousand fucking forms that don't even guarantee that we'll get help.
I can't even have a Snacksgiving because the people who run SNAP in my state fucked around with our benefits and even though I turned shit in two weeks ago it wasn't until I got on the phone with someone and sat with them for 30 minutes so we can buy food this coming Tuesday. Since they're closed for Thanksgiving. I'm glad they get to eat a Thanksgiving dinner at least.
I am so. Fucking. Tired.
i've had so many conversations with people in fandom/creators' circles who are genuinely afraid to make the stories or art they want because they fear (often with good reason!) that their friends might kick them out of their circles, or worse, launch a public harassment campaign against them.
as someone recovering from this fear-based mindset, i want to affirm:
- friends who use implicit or explicit threats to maintain social control are not your friends
- communities that monitor your social media and ao3 to surveil you for perceived transgressive content are not safe communities
- the vast majority of people are NOT going to hate you if you make the art you want
- if you find yourself in a friend group that makes you feel afraid to speak your mind, it's in your interest to disentangle yourself from that group as quickly as possible
- real, honest disagreements between friends can be solved respectfully without the use of public shaming
- if you're feeling afraid in a community, it's likely that others are feeling afraid too. support your friends who may be struggling to leave an abusive fan or creative community, and let them know you're a safe person to voice doubts and disagreement to.
- if you're feeling like you'll never find a safer community of people, i promise there are others who feel that way too. it may take some time, but you'll find people who treat you and your ideas with respect. a good place to start is the people who make the type of art that you admire but that you're too afraid to make yourself.
ok that's all, take care of each other and be nice 💜
Malacath art i drew. Malacath will always be my favorite daedric prince
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