Under the cut: poverty, panic, anxiety, corporate BS
I work at the university library and I get less than 20 hours a week. My disabled mom lives with me. We're both fighting tooth and nail to get better jobs, but I swear to fuck both of us have been applying to every single job opening we can, stuff that we've both done in the past, have a fuckton of experience, etc etc but the most we get is the interview stage and suddenly we don't meet the "requirements" even though they're right fucking there in our resumes. "Not a good fit". "Pursuing other candidates at this time."
Over.
And over.
And fucking over again.
We can't make rent. I can't take out any more student loans because I'm a senior. I likely won't have enough financial aid to cover December and January rent. Our apartment isn't renewing our lease after May. We don't make nearly enough to save up for furniture and deposits and application fees for a new place. I don't even know how long it's going to take for me to find a full time job.
I am so tired. And stressed. And I want to scream.
I have no idea what to do and I'm too exhausted to fill out a thousand fucking forms that don't even guarantee that we'll get help.
I can't even have a Snacksgiving because the people who run SNAP in my state fucked around with our benefits and even though I turned shit in two weeks ago it wasn't until I got on the phone with someone and sat with them for 30 minutes so we can buy food this coming Tuesday. Since they're closed for Thanksgiving. I'm glad they get to eat a Thanksgiving dinner at least.
I am so. Fucking. Tired.
Dagoth Ur watching a hallucination of his Nerevar.
Finished the full picture. Been getting back into Morrowind recently.
Dragon Riders by omar samy
a lover's embrace
Awakened Lord of the Sixth House.
Hello everyone! For a long time, I haven't posted anything here, and the first thing will be The Elder Scrolls fan art. I have always been a fan of this game series, and now I have finally decided to create some art inspired by it. Recently, I had a dream featuring Dagoth Ur, and afterward, I really wanted to draw him as I remembered him from my dream. I thoroughly enjoyed drawing him, and I'm extremely pleased with how he turned out.
Winner gets to choose 1 of my archival quality prints from my website which will be printed in the largest size I offer, 13”x19,” as well as receiving some extra freebies! Almost every piece on my site is available to choose from. US & International shipping welcome.There will be a total of 4 giveaways: Tumblr, Twitter, IG, and Patreon. ♥
Giveaway ends on 4/12 at 5PM MDT!
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The Gates of Oblivion
Art for The Elder Scrolls: Online
Art by Coco A. Lynge, Silas Amdi, and Gabriel Hintenaus
"Even as my master wills, you shall come to him, in his flesh and of his flesh"
Did You Know: Silt Striders are very rarely attacked by predators? Their immense size, incredible durability, and surprising speed makes them not worth the risk to most hungry creatures.
Roses without thorns Wings without horns Skin stained in color Still, I grow duller
I've painted a lot of glass wings, and now I want to explore all the possibilities with stained glass wings. What's your favorite type of stained glass? I love nature so anything botanical or starry would be my fav.
The 3 hours long process videos will be DMed on my Patreon on August 5th