I'm Homesick For Arms That Don't Even Want To Hold Me.

....... you know who you are

dating apps suck.

who wants to start a tumblr mutual to lovers romance with me instead?

I want attention every second of the day except fromnwhen I don't want attention

SH culture is wanting to rip out your own gvts and bleed out on the sidewalk or just completely mutilate your body beyond repair but also being horribly afraid of death as a concept 👍

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Me with my comfort stuffed animals because they keep me safe from the hallucinations

Do you think of me as often as I think of you?

Not really human enough, I guess.

Just a monster.

"you look tired" well the torment is relentless and the horrors never cease

PLEASE TELL ME HOW I NEED TO KNOW

how to love without being a parasite

I never realized how calming sh really is until I'm almost ripping my hair out and hitting my head trying to not cut and distract myself, now I've relapsed and I feel so calm w the blood running down my arm