Warnings: I Am Going To Talk About Some Topics About Suicidal Thoughts And… A Little Bit Of Self Loathing

So… long time we don’t see each other here, huh…?

Warnings: i am going to talk about some topics about suicidal thoughts and… a little bit of self loathing because sadly i am built like that…

First of all, i wanted to thank my most loyal and supportive friends:

@salmonlover955 , @malin5520 , @cabasasa , @cherry-bombs-thingss , @dreamcloud12/@dreamdoll-12 and @terroristis3638…

For… you know… worrying about me and… checking up on me…

I would also like to apologize for making you guys worry about me so much… sometimes i… feel like i don’t deserve any of this kind of… attention…

But nonetheless… I am grateful for that… so… thank y’all, you guys are the best and i know one day (if you aren’t already being recognized) you all will be just like our idols: Jencil and Fluffpillow… talented and amazingly awesome…

With that out of my chest… let’s… talk about… the not so great stuff…

You know? It… was very, very… hard for me to come here and… explain the stuff that is happening on my life…

One because i… felt like if i did… i would be bothering you all with… unnecessary drama that you all clearly are going through worse than me…

And, btw, i may not have said a single reassuring word to any of you when you guys vented… (and i am deeply sorry for that…) but just know that… i am always praying for you all and… sending my best vibes and encouraging energy to all of you… (even though i am not in the best moment of my life mentally myself, haha…)

And two… well, here goes nothing, i guess:

I am currently 21 (still living with my parents, but that’s really not THE problem… the problem is… i just sometimes feel like… a useless lazy ass… that i am an adult (even though i am still trying to process this… let me ya: it’s hard…) and… “technically”… i would be considered a loser because of that… that i am not trying “hard” enough to be truly a “true mature” adult… you guys… get… the idea…) 12 of July of this year i turned 21… (i wanted to make a special headcanon/Fanfic for you all regarding my birthday… but oh well, surprise, surprise… i was too… “lazy” to do it… like i always am…), i have a brother who has Down syndrome (who i worry so much and care about his future… like… simple things like: having a wife (not husband because he only likes women), having independence, having… you know… a life of his own… and… sadly… he’s 6 years older than me and… doesn’t have any of that yet…), i (thankfully) have a “dream job”… like… where i work on they are very inclusive and friendly with me… (but sometimes my traumatized and paranoid self thinks everyone on my workplace are only “nice” to me because i am autistic and secretly, they all hate me… i am not saying that’s the case for everybody… but… I just can’t help myself…) but… they are also very, VERY strict and demand PERFECTION…

I work on a restaurant in Brazil… they are getting very popular around the whole country and… they… sometimes… forget that I am autistic and expect me to act like I am not…

Now, now, I definitely wish them all the prosperity and good luck in the world and I am DEFINITELY not trying to paint them as the “villains” and playing the victim here… (this part i am trying to convince myself that…) because they are also human and i am THE first diagnosed autistic employee working on their restaurant… so of course they are going to… make some mistakes…

Like talking to me very sharply when there’s almost 100 (and this is not a stretch, really, sometimes it’s even MORE than that…) people coming over to our place…

(This was a one time occurrence but… it still haunts me…): when one of the owners “humiliated” me in front of another client… (context: i said very calmly after he told me to check one table if they were served by the waitress/waiter… btw, it was THEIR job to check on the tables… i was the hostess that my only job was to guide others to their table… but i’ve given up a pass because one: he’s my boss and two: i was still on my early stages of learning to work there… but after I’ve told him that they were only waiting for someone else to come so they could order (a very common occurrence), he simply gestured me to come closer and, in front of a friend of his (which is another client), he ranted about how i couldn’t defy him like “that” and that i should just do as he tells me to do… you all may not feel the fear and anxiety that i felt after his “little” rant… but i certainly felt… more explicitly: i felt like shit…)

Hypocrisy… a lot of it… like, my supervisors tell the other employees that we shouldn’t have some small talk with other departments of the restaurant… but ThEy CaN tAlK aLl ThEy WaNt! (Sometimes they even forget they are working and start talking about their life problems to others…)

Or, or! When they tell us to not get late, but guess what? They CAN get late to work! Ain’t that nice? :)

And you may be wondering… “but Mochi! If you’re unhappy there, why don’t you find another job??”

Well… i don’t know if you know this but… here in Brazil… we, as a nation, are suffering from a wave of extreme unemployment…

People younger than me are having a real hard time trying to feed their families… all of us are suffering from the extreme inequality…

And…

Here it comes my dilemma, self loathing and suicidal thoughts: i like my job… i have strong connections with everyone there… they are like a family to me! (Well, don’t really know for sure if they feel the same for me but… i do…) but… sometimes i feel like i am in a more “semi-toxic” family than a true healthy family… but at same time, if i leave… i fear i will disappoint them… disappoint my REAL family… disappoint… basically… everyone… and that i am going to come off as a little ungrateful piece of shit… that after everything they did for me (my workplace family) i left them… and i am simply going to be easily replaced… like i wasn’t even someone but… something…

I daily think about stopping existing, stopping breathing, stopping… living… and just… end it all… but (i don’t know if i should be thankful for that or not but… eh…) i guess i am too much of a coward to end myself… (thanks for my phobia of how i am going to die… i don’t fear dying… I fear how will i die and if that’s going to be painful and scary…)

I… have stopped doing what i most loved doing… writing, reading and drawing… because of my work… first, it was school… now work…

It’s… almost comical really, how i am seen by many as a robot to now serve people and only do that… (and with a BiG sMiLe On My FaCe!)

Even when i get home… i can’t stop thinking about work… when i am with my friends… when i am with my family… it’s always there… haunting me… my mind reminding every single second that i am now an adult and i should just fake it till i make it… but how long? How long till i collapse and let out a desperate scream? A cry for help?

When i am having my few happy moments… i sometimes wish i could rewind them over and over again just so i don’t have to remember that i am seen by many as just another machine to make them richer…

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Okay… maybe i should stop trauma dumping on you all and get to the real important stuff…

I promise i will answer every question of you guys on my inbox and… today i am going to make a lot of posts just so i feel like i am not being a useless and bad friend to you guys…

And the fanfic of the Charlie and the chocolate factory is on hiatus… if that wasn’t obvious by my long absence… i really don’t know when i am going to finish that… but i promise, especially for you @cabasasa, that by the end of the year i am going to post the full AU…

And that’s it…

Now back to the normal schedule…

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10 months ago

Hey, could you give us some babysitter Phantasmo headcanons? And if it's not too much to ask but also petsitter too?

With pleasure my dear~! ;3

Some headcanons about Phantasmo being a babysitter (and a petsitter too):

I guess it’s to nobody’s surprise that Phantasmo ABSOLUTELY despises children… the only and exclusive reason why he’s doing this is solely and ONLY because of the money he’s going to receive. And there’s more: he only accepts taking care of rich family’s children… (meanwhile, T-oby secretly takes care of poor children and orphans, expecting nothing in return :’3)

He absolutely hates every single moment he spends with these snotty devils… but sometimes, VERY RARELY, he “tolerates” some kids presence:

Like, he has probably seen all types of family dynamic these children grow up with… but scarily surprisingly, the most common he has seen was the lack of family dynamic some of these children grow with… if some of them don’t straight up grew up with abuse being their love language…

At first he would only ignore these situations… but the more time he spent with those children and the more they grew attached to him… he simply couldn’t ignore this any longer…

He has seen children coming out to their parents and being either expelled from their homes or being severely beaten; he has seen children simply wanting their parents affection and attention and they would purposely ignore them and he has seen… S//A too…

Of course, he wouldn’t just stand there and not do nothing: he would either take these kiddos to an orphanage and deal with their ex shitty parents later… (by killing and torturing them, of course)

When it came to S//A… Phantasmo would always caught the parent or the caretaker of the child in the act… and he would immediately tell the child to close their eyes and count to ten… while he slashed the responsible for such barbarity… and then take the child to the authorities to take care of them…

The sad part about all those times he did took care of these children is that… since he killed their parents or caretakers… he couldn’t see them ever again… he would miss them greatly and always pray for them to be alright and in a better, healthier family…

And the same thing for pets: if Phantasmo ever discovered that after he was gone the owners would mistreat the poor animal… he wouldn’t be so merciful… and he would either adopt some of these animal (only cats and snakes because… well, he likes those) or take them to shelters for other people to feed and care for them…

Sorry if i scared you with those morbid headcanons, haha… (i was trying to do those back in January so… yeah… sorry if i took so long to answer your question… also, the reason why i wrote these was because to kind of bring some people some comfort in my headcanons… because i know a lot of the internet (especially Tumblr and Twitter) has some trauma regarding family dynamics… and a lot of people like Phantasmo so… i thought… why not? Why not try bringing some comfort to others while writing something? Also because considering Phantasmo “stalking” behavior… i wouldn’t be surprised if he secretly only took care of certain children because he investigated (and stalked said families) further and found out the families rotten apples? He would only be taking care of these kids for a while before letting the parents or caretakers masks crack just so he could do justice with his own hands…)


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1 year ago
Here’s A Christmas Fanart Of Phantasmo And Charlie! (This Was Supposed To Be One Of Those “photo

Here’s a Christmas Fanart of Phantasmo and Charlie! (This was supposed to be one of those “photo shoot” kind of drawing but since i don’t know how to actually draw it, i just placed a filter over the drawing ; 3;)

Look how adorable those two are! It even doesn’t look like they hate each other hahaha… (and Phantasmo may or may not have a knife behind his back)

Characters belong to:

@jencilthepencil

@fluffffpillow


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1 year ago

Someone (i bet it’s the same anon) asked me if i could write some headcanons about these two cuties, so, let’s goooo:

Keep in mind that this would need to be an AU for that to happen: in another universe where Charlie and Victor were born in the same year or closer to each other’s years, so that they could have met. Understood? Good! (U wU)-b

Charlie and Victor would have met for the first time when Charlie was playing with her brother and she accidentally got the ball in the neighbor’s yard. So she went to get it back but Carter quickly stopped her:

Carter: Charlie! You can’t go to the neighbor’s yard like that, this is that white boy’s family yard! They could be thinking that we are invading their property!

Charlie: . . .Carter, we are children! They wouldn’t dare to call the police on us, right? And also, what white boy we are talking about? I wanna met him! Maybe he could be nice!

Carter: Ooohh… i don’t know Charlie… but i don’t wanna find out about that! Also i think his name is… what was his name? Victor…? Charlie? Charlie! Come back here!

And so the little brave girl went over the “white boy’s family” yard to pick up the ball… and when she was picking it up, she felt that someone was watching her, she looked at their window and there he was: “the white boy”… staring at her with those light blue eyes…

She quickly got startled and ran away, leaving the ball behind…

On the next day, someone knocked on their door, Charlie got up from the couch and said she was going to answer the door. When she opened it, there he was again: that same white boy with the blue eyes…

She freezes up and was about to quickly shut the door on his face when he used his feet to stop her from closing it:

Victor: H-hey…! Wait! I’ve got your ball you forgot to pick up yesterday…!

Charlie: ……Are you… are you going to call the police on us…?

Victor: Wha-what? No, why would i do that?

Charlie: Because… we went to your family’s yard…?

Victor: Oh? That? Don’t be silly! You were just picking up your ball! There’s nothing wrong with that, right?

Charlie: *looking at Carter with a “told you so” smile and then looking back at Victor* W-well… thanks then…

Victor: it’s no problem, really! There you! *passes the ball to Charlie* and oh! By the way, my name’s Victor! If you two want to come over to my place and play, just knock on our door and then we can play!

Charlie: O-oh…! That would be very… n-nice! Thank you!

Carter: . . .

Victor: Oh! I remember you! What’s your name friend?

Carter: ! *hides behind Charlie*

Charlie: Don’t mind him, he’s just shy around other people! My name is Charlie and his is Carter! *extends hand to shake with Victor*

Victor: *gently shakes Charlie’s hand and then approached it closer to his lips to kiss it* it’s a pleasure! Now bye! See you soon later! I’ve got piano lessons now!

Charlie: *is blushing madly and looking at her hand* i’m never going to wash my hands again.

And so they started to become friends! :D

Charlie and Carter would visit Victor every weekend… until… Victor started to visit them instead every weekend…

Victor’s brother and parents were… very arrogant and condescending of the sibling duo. Victor’s parents only allowed these two to enter their home just to look “good” in front of the others, but as for Victor’s brother… he wouldn’t be as nice with them: he would explicitly tell them racist jokes and other hurtful things just to upset them and make them leave… (i don’t know if Jencil is ever going to address this. You know: the very probable racism that Charlie and Carter went through when they were kids… after all, if racism is, sadly, still a thing nowadays, you could only imagine what it was like in the past…)

Of course: Carter would feel they weren’t welcome there and would feel uncomfortable in their stay and Charlie… she would make herself very comfortable on their house on purpose, just to piss them off, lol (especially Victor’s brother) she knew they wouldn’t dare to do anything with Victor around.

And he would walk them to their home when it was getting dark and profusely apologize for his parents and his brother behavior

But what made the sibling duo never come back to Victor’s mansion was this:

Victor’s brother: *glaring at Charlie with an arrogant look* so… you do know that your… “friendship” with my brother is a facade… right~? He doesn’t ACTUALLY care about you and your brother, he was just bored because he doesn’t have that many WHITE friends, so he only sees you as a… entertainment for him~♪

Charlie: *huffing and crossing her arms* as if! At least your brother has loyal friends! What about you? Do you even have one single friend~? Your parents don’t count~♪

Victor’s brother: tsk! I do prefer to stay alone than to be friends with you two! Also~ *gets uncomfortable closer to Charlie and whispers in her ear* do you really think he would want anything with you~? He already likes a pretty WHITE girl, you are wasting your time if you think you two will have something~♪

Charlie: *blushing with anger and embarrassment* h-how did you-

Victor’s brother: Oh please! You are as obvious as an elephant in a room! *chuckles* look at you: you’re chubby, ugly and blac-

Victor: *insert Victor’s brother real name here*! How DARE you say those horrible things to Charlie?!

Charlie: Victor! *runs up to him and hugs him*

Victor: *comforting Charlie by hugging her back* listen here *insert Victor’s brother real name here*, if you’re not going to be nice with MY friends, then leave.

Victor’s brother: you can’t tell me to leave! This is OUR house! Not theirs!

Charlie: *sniffing and sobbing* come on Victor… let’s go to my house… you’ll be welcomed there…

Charlie, Carter and Victor going to the sibling duo’s house. Charlie still remembering all the horrible things *insert Victor’s brother real name here* said to her…:

Charlie: uh… Victor…? Could i ask you something…?

Victor: oh, sure go ahead.

Charlie: ……me and Carter aren’t just “entertainment” for your… boredom… right…? *was also about to ask about the girl but gave up on asking*

Victor: oh… Charlie… *gently holds Charlie’s hands and looks at her very seriously* i’m truly sorry about what horrible, vile things my brother said to you… and no, of course you are not “entertainment” for me! You two are the most transparent, honest, kind and incredible people I’ve ever met! Don’t ever forget it, okay…? Could you do it for… me…?

Charlie: *blushing and then kissing Victor’s cheek quickly* okay, i’ll t-try…! Bye now!

Charlie grabbing Carter’s hand and running away from Victor:

Victor: *stands there caressing his cheek and looking amazed by that bold move of her* Heh… i hope we’ll get married someday… yeah… someday… *sighs passionately*

And one last headcanon! (Because as i am writing this, i will need to go to work :v)

One day Victor was kidnapped, when Charlie and Carter knew about this, they (mostly Charlie because Carter was telling her to leave things to the police) immediately tried to track him down. When they had finally found where Victor was, Charlie punched down every single criminal that had kidnapped him and carried him home, like a prince carrying his princess hfggfhfghfhfg

Hey I've been thinking... Did you saw how Carter and Charlie looked like when they were little kids? https://twitter.com/jencilthepencil/status/1283280293164511233?t=TTt7x3rNCSqHEjOmGShttA&s=19

I was wondering if you could draw Charlie with a younger Victor! ;)

Hey I've Been Thinking... Did You Saw How Carter And Charlie Looked Like When They Were Little Kids?

There you go~! ;3

(I might never drawn something so fast as this, it’s a small doodle, i might redraw it later)


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8 months ago

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Also, amen.

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1 year ago

Hey, what about T-oby??? We MUST give this boy/robot some love too! (Since Phantasmo gives him none, poor guy...)

Omg! How could i have forgotten about our sweet (a little murderous sometimes) robot boy!?

Well, there you go: have some headcanons about our favorite robot!

Hey, What About T-oby??? We MUST Give This Boy/robot Some Love Too! (Since Phantasmo Gives Him None,

I imagine T-oby’s voice to be like this: https://youtu.be/lvCssr21KDM?si=f4M4xMlY4OQyMzHd

If you and him were dating, he would be the most sweetest and caring boyfriend!… if his father (Phantasmo) approves of this relationship… of course. If not… well… you better be a fast runner, because these two are going to hunt you down… (much to T-oby’s displeasure if he actually likes you)

His relationship with Phantasmo isn’t one of the greatest… heck, it would be probably very problematic and toxic… (and very one-sided too) Phantasmo would beat him up if he makes the slightest mistakes; break his screen; call him useless and other things… (indeed… poor guy…)

But despite that, T-oby always tries to be cheerful and friendly with everyone he meets! :D

T-oby is probably a little jealous of Viola (Phantasmo’s daughter) because she receives more attention than him (and also more love too). But tries to have a good relationship with her… despite her being as cold as her father with T-oby…

T-oby existed way before Phantasmo became… well, Phantasmo. He was created by Victor and… their relationship was much more healthier than what it is now with Phantasmo… Sometimes T-oby misses that…

I think T-oby would be Pansexual. That’s it. That’s the headcanon.

I imagine (or like to believe) that T-oby and Squirt are secretly besties! Why do i like to believe that? Because one: whenever T-oby would feel sad or lonely, he would have a buddy to cheer him up! And two: because i said so! (UwU)

I imagine that Phantasmo tried once to build a girlfriend/boyfriend for his “son”, but he (T-oby) politely refused and said that he wants to date a human… of course, Phantasmo laughed at his face and said who in their right mind would date a robot… and added salt to the wound saying that even if he (T-oby) found someone who would want to have something with him, that person would never ACTUALLY have something serious, like a true commitment…

Of course, this broke T-oby’s heart and that’s why he’s so suspicious of people when it comes to relationships…

And one last thing: i imagine that if T-oby decided to leave Phantasmo and join the good guys, Phantasmo would play the “mother Gothel” card and basically manipulate, gaslight and fuck with his mind (and self esteem) to make him stay…

Phantasmo would say things like: “you know i created you, right~? No ONE is going to know how to fix you except ME~”; “go on: they will abandon you just like you are abandoning me eventually~” or “Oh~? So is that how it is then~? Fine, but just know this: you have failed me, you are a disgrace and more importantly: you’ve DISAPPOINTED me…”

And with that, the poor guy would never be able to get free from Phantasmo because of that…


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1 year ago

Aaaaand here’s part two of my previous post! Hurray!♡

(I am writing this at 10 pm, hahaha…)

10° “Beach Episode, Beach Episode, BEACH EPISODE”:

. . .Yeah, i wanna see Phantasmo with his chest exposed. . . So what?

And also Charlie and him making a “”friendly”” competition of volleyball… (i wanna see if he’s good at sports, lol)

11° “Gala ball EP”:

Yup, i just wanna see Charlie and Phantasmo dancing together. Also, fun fact about why it would be cool a Gala ball EP: many years ago, there was a event where (i believe) all the artists could draw their ocs going to a gala ball, and Jencil was among them. It would be a time travel to that time but this time Dr. Phantasmo would be in there! (By the way, Jencil, if you’re reading this, know all of this is just a suggestion/ideas for your webcomic, so, no pressure! :D) + bonus points if Charlie and Phantasmo dance together without knowing who’s dancing with who (like, a masquerade) or they know who they are dancing with and start a “hate tango” or something like that.

12° “Charlie’s going to find out about Phantasmo’s past… (somehow)”:

I’m actually curious for this one because: how would Charlie react upon discovering her arch nemesis past? Would she ask if Phantasmo remembers anything? How would HE react at her discovering something so personal about him? And also, how would she discover it? (If this never happens in the comic, i’ll ask Jencil and Fluff if i can write a Fanfic about this)

13° “EP on how Charlie and Phantasmo met each other”:

+ Bonus points if we hear (alongside with Cortney) them telling their own version of their first encounter: i have both a theory AND a fanfic idea, hear me out: do y’all see this picture? (That is actually a gif but i saved it as a picture, pardon me)

Aaaaand Here’s Part Two Of My Previous Post! Hurray!♡

It was made by Fluffpillow. And do you know what’s funny? Charlie here, is looking scared of Phantasmo… now, you wouldn’t think she would be scared of him if she knew him, right? That’s why, hear me out, that i think this gif is when they met each other for the first time!

14° “there is going to have an EP where Charlie and Phanta will get stuck together and they’ll both vent their feelings”

I imagine this happening after the 13° one: i still am thinking where and how would they get stuck together. But, i already have an idea of how they would vent their feelings: Charlie would start the conversation after the events of her discovery of Phanta’s past. . . And the rest i will reveal later, because i’m feeling a little evil right now AND because it’s going to be midnight and i still have a lot to unpack here, hehehe~

15° “Christmas EP where Carter accidentally invited Phantasmo and now Charlie will have to be nice with him”:

I dunno about you guys but…, i can perfectly see Carter accidentally inviting Phantasmo and then being way too scared of being rude to “uninvite” (is that a word…?) him. So, he (Carter) tells Charlie to behave herself and be nice towards him (Phantasmo) until Christmas is over and Phantasmo would be no longer inside their house… (things sure do happen)

16° “Charlie and Carter will help Phanta fix/clean his mansion”:

Hehehehe~ i already imagine Phantasmo taking advantage of that kindness, that’s all i’m going to say hehehehe~

17° “Halloween EP where Viola (phanta’s daughter) will go trick or treating with Cortney… and things sure DO happen…”:

I dunno about you guys but… i actually would think it would be kind of sweet to see child Viola happy🥹 and also Charlie would be reminded of why she should fear Phantasmo… :) (if you saw the body transplant video Fluff made… you know what i am talking about…) i’ll probably create ANOTHER post just to focus better on this. And oh, this would probably happen after the 14° one… take that information as you will. ;)

18° “Valentine’s Day Episode, Valentine’s Day Episode, VALENTINE’S DAY EP-“:

. . . . .*takes a big breath* I THINK THEY SHOULD KISS-

19° “hopefully it will explain why Phantasmo’s hands were detached from his forearms”:

I am just really intrigued by this, that’s all.

And that’s all folks! See you all on my next post!

Aaaaand Here’s Part Two Of My Previous Post! Hurray!♡

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1 year ago

Aaaand here’s part two of the married life of Phantasmo and Charlie! For you @salmonlover955!

They would start living together on his mansion (he couldn’t sell the mansion because he’s too attached to it and because he doesn’t want to give up on the rich lifestyle he has, lol)

He’s the one who always cooks (he ain’t letting Charlie cook after he saw her “exotic” culinary abilities…)

Charlie would find a real job since Phantasmo is so adamant to be the “housewife” and she doesn’t want to look and be the lazy one on this relationship

She’s would be a firefighter! :D

Phantasmo would always be sick of worried about his wife: and that’s why when he’s still carrying on his villain life style, he tries to do the least damage possible in a place and not set fire anywhere else anymore… he doesn’t want her to get hurt or… worse… also he would make sure her colleagues would protect her at ALL costs… (usually he would threaten her colleagues)

And about Phantasmo still being a villain: they would have a lot of discussions about this… but then Charlie saw that this was who Phantasmo was now, she decided to let it slide… BUT, under some conditions: he WOULDN’T make unethical experiments with others ANYMORE, he WOULDN’T trick people to buy from him fishy experiments ANYMORE, he WOULDN’T kidnap and kill people ANYMORE and other more radical evil things that he did before they got married… (believe it or not, Charlie still lets Phantasmo be his evil villain self… it’s just that most of the things she crossed out from his villainous routine, lol)

He still sometimes finds a loophole for Charlie’s conditions hehehe~

They then would feel a little bored after a while… the same routine every day… one day, Phantasmo tired of all of this, suggested that they should fight again, not arguing but literally physical fighting. Charlie felt a little hesitant because… now things were a little different from what they were before: they should say romantic stuff to each other, watch movies and do other ordinary couple stuff together… shouldn’t they…? Charlie didn’t want to ruin what they had… she wouldn’t forgive herself if she did so…

But Phantasmo then held Charlie’s hands gently and reassured her that that’s what he wanted… he was also afraid that if they kept acting like a “”normal”” couple… things would eventually grow cold between them… and Phantasmo didn’t want that. He loved Charlie very much.

Charlie then smirked and ordered Phantasmo to lay down on the couch… he wasn’t understanding what she was saying and then she decided to make it more clear for him: she pushed him effortlessly against the couch and then started caressing his neck…

After some caressing, she lightly grabbed his neck. Not trying to choke or straggle him but gently playing with him. He was now so pink that he looked like a big pink heart~

You could say he was enjoying it way too much and asked Charlie to tighten her grip on his neck… she looked at him funny and started chuckling:

Phantasmo: S-stop laughing…! I’m just… enjoying the m-moment…

Charlie: uh hu~ right~ why don’t you beg just a little more~? Then perhaps i might just do it~

Phantasmo: *looking at Charlie with his big bright pink eyes pleadingly* p-pretty… please…?

And then, Charlie tightened her grip around Phantasmo’s neck: his breathing was more restricted and he was loving every second of it… she then lightly nibbled his cheek and they looked at each other and… they started to make out :3

Sometimes Charlie feels a little burnt out from work and call sick just so she doesn’t have to work… she feels a little depressed and Phantasmo is ready for the rescue: he makes some soup noodles, pizza and bring her some nice and comfortable pillows and blankets. He then gives her kisses on her forehead and tells her it is normal to feel that way sometimes and there’s nothing she should feel ashamed of about. 🥹

And the same goes for Phantasmo: if Charlie notices that he’s feeling a little blue or having a breakdown, she immediately starts smooching his face and since he doesn’t need to eat and drink, she prepares him a bath, but instead of hot water it is hot coffee, lol

When she did this the first time, Phantasmo was visibly confused and couldn’t believe she did that… like, he certainly appreciates the gesture but… it was certainly weird… and then he got used to it and even enjoyed when she did that :D

They're Married Your Honor (PHANTASMO'S LITERALLY BLUSHING DUDE LOOK AT HIS PINK HAIR)

they're married your honor (PHANTASMO'S LITERALLY BLUSHING DUDE LOOK AT HIS PINK HAIR)

I think that might be because of two factors:

He’s eager to trick Charlie because he loves to annoy her hfghfhgfhfgfgh

And because he kind of hoped Charlie would kiss him like a prince kissing the princess hfghfhfgfh (this one may be very unlikely but we love it anyways)

Buuuuut you’re certainly right: they are INDEED married hahaha! (Heck, i might even write some married life headcanons for these two! ;))


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Happpy Chrissssstmasssss Moooooonth! X3

Happpy Chrissssstmasssss moooooonth! X3

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🌸✨DEKO✨🌸 (@nya_Deko) on X
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|ENG/ESP| ✨Genshin✨ 🚫DO NOT make merch / use my drawings🚫AI programs pfp thanks to @lookitsurei ❤️

Drawing’s!

Character on left belongs to: @fluffffpillow

Character on right belongs to: Me! X3


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