Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 13: Broken

The reason I drew this (exactly a year ago today) was a nightmare I had back then. Everyone Koujaku even remotely cared about had died in this dream, and he blamed it all on himself.

He felt so empty inside, he couldn’t do a thing anymore, he could barely get out of bed, kept the curtains and windows closed at all times. The only reason he was still alive, was because he couldn’t even care enough to die anymore. And, because somewhere in all this mess, Mink was there. I don’t know why, he didn’t say a word in the whole dream, but he took Koujaku with him, to someplace far from Midorijima and he held onto him. 

For Koujaku, it was all that was left.

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 31: Free Day

»You know, Isa. I think I really love you. Like really really.« »You're an idiot.« »Haha. No really, I mean it. I love you, Isa.« »I love you too, Lea. … really really.«

I wanted to upload this for AkuSaiDay, but the odds where against me. It seems it just shouldn't be. xD

No really. *sigh*

I was thinking a lot about what I would do for that day. You know yesterday/today is a special day for me as well, because it's my third anniversary as a fan of AkuSai :) (it was the night from the 7th to the 8th of August, yep I remember it exactly. And yes, the date is a coincidence. xD) I was thinking of making a special for that day, showing you my embarrassing first sketches and a few other drawings and while I was searching my old drawings I stumbled across a sketch that showed them both lying in bed somehow like that. I found it nice and well, that's the story how I came to this motif.

I hope you all had a great AkuSaiDay! :)

@AkuSaiMonth 2023 Prompt: Memories / Snapshot ID in alt.

I actually finished this mini comic during AkuSaiMonth, I just never got around to scanning and uploading it (oops). Hope you guys like it! <3

B: You know, Dulor. I l... l...lll...l..l...llll...l... D: ... Lobster salad?

B: Yeah, right. "I lobster salad." That's exactly what I wanted to say! B: Aha ...aha...ahaha...aha

B: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA D: You really shouldn't drink that much, old man ...

--- A friend of mine and me, we have a Kingdom Hearts writing project going on. We had a huge RPG a few years ago (with a third friend actually) and this is basically the sequel, after the worlds have been reunited and everyone got his heart back in the process. This comic belongs in there as well. And it's actually an apology, because I am really slow with writing.

By the way, "Leberkäse" does not actually translate to "lobster salad". But I guess the nonsense level is almost the same, so whatever.

Di[e]ce Appreciation Week | Day 2: Focus

This time, I will protect you. You alone are my reason to live.

I’ve never felt this alive before.

I think Naoto is my favourite Di[e]ce character, except for Haruki. Then again, this always tends to depend on who’s important for the story at the moment. I love all of them. But Naoto ... Naoto ... aww.

I just love how he leaves everything behind, all of his past and his fears and insecurities to concentrate on what matters the most to him.

I love him and his terrible jokes.

Everything's going to be alright, in one way or another. I promise.

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 23: Flower

Radiant Garden. Our lives. Our past. Our dreams.

Everything is gone.

“What do you think you’re doing? You’re blocking my light.” “M-mm. Try saying that again without smiling, then maybe I’ll believe you.”

(Felt like fluffy post-KH3 good end AkuSai.) Also, I just realized today ... THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 200 FOLLOWERS, you are amazing!   T  u T )/

„What?! Again?! You’re cheating, just admit it!!“ „As if anyone had to cheat to win against you.“ „Oi! Now that calls for a rematch! Just you wait, you’re done for this time!“ „Well, 21-0 says differently.“ „Y-you --- STOP COUNTING ALREADY.“

(Headcannon: Isa has always been better at anything that has to do with computers or the like, including video games. He still is.)

Five more days till AkusaiMonth! I can’t wait! (Should I keep this one for it as well? Probably. But I’m not, huhu. Oh my … I’ve got a plan, wish me good luck everyone @_@”)