Beverly 📲 Ben👷🏻

PHOTOSHOOT MEME scott eastwood

A JOHANNA MASON PLAYLIST・。・

below the cut are lyrics of importance from each song, plus a few extras 🪓

001. ZOMBIE - THE CRANBERRIES

“another head hangs lowly, child is slowly taken and the violence caused such silence. who are we mistaken?”

“in your head, in your head they are fighting with their tanks, and their bombs, and their bombs, and their guns. in your head, in your head they are crying.”

002. DO I WANNA KNOW? - ARTIC MONKEYS

“have you got color in your cheeks? so you ever get that fear that you can't shift the type that sticks around like summat in your teeth? are there some aces up your sleeve? have you no idea that you're in deep?”

003. NEVER BACK DOWN - NINE LASHES

“from here all the world is a raging fire. i know you can see what i see. well they'll have their way. everyone breaking down.”

“all i know is i'd rather die than believe a lie (live a lie). i cannot follow the blind. we'll never back down. we will not relent. now or never, till the day that we dreamed of. i see it coming.”

“these voices are making me lose my mind. i know you can hear what i hear. well they'll have their way. everyone's heart bled dry if we turn and we flee.”

004. PAINT IT BLACK - THE ROLLING STONES

“i see a line of cars and they're all painted black ; with flowers and my love both never to come back.”

“i look inside myself and see my heart is black. i see my red door, i must have it painted black. maybe then, i'll fade away and not have to face the facts. it's not easy facing up when your whole world is black.”

005. DOWN WITH THE SICKNESS - DISTURBED

“looking at my own reflection when suddenly it changes, violently it changes (oh no). there is no turning back now ; you've woken up the demon in me.”

006. RIOT - THREE DAYS GRACE

“if you feel so empty, so used up, so let down ; if you feel so angry, so ripped off, so stepped on, you're not the only one refusing to back down. you're not the only one. so get up. let's start a riot.”

007. KILLING IN THE NAME - RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE

“fuck you, i won't do what you tell me.”

008. HUMAN - DAUGHTER

“underneath the skin there's a human. buried deep within there's a human. and despite everything I'm still human ; but i think i'm dying here. waking up like an animal, i'm all ready for healing. my mind's lost with nightmares streaming, waking up kicking screaming. take me out of this place i'm in. break me out of this shale case i'm in.”

009. CASTLE - HALSEY

“and there's an old man sitting on the throne that's saying that i probably shouldn't be so mean.”

“oh, all these minutes passing, sick of feeling used. if you wanna break these walls down, you're gonna get bruised.”

010. DANCING WITH AIR - CHRISTY

“got lost, I'm not the same and my reality has been misplaced ...  ever since you've been gone, i’ve been dancing with air.”

011. HURRICANE - HALSEY

“i’m a wanderess. i'm a one night stand. don't belong to no city, don't belong to no man. i'm the violence in the pouring rain. i'm a hurricane.”

012. ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME - THREE DAYS GRACE

“so what if you can see the darkest side of me? no one would ever change this animal i have become. and help me believe it's not the real me, somebody help me tame this animal.”

                    at the collision, johanna scowled, words of spite about to part lips when her dark gaze saw her, the mockingjay herself. despite the two not always seeing eye to eye, johanna assumed the other wouldn’t go as far as to pretend to not know whom she was. not after everything. apparently the rumors regarding memories in this place were TRUE. if only she could’ve been so lucky. a forced smile tugged at the corners of her lips, though unable to meet her eyes ( they hadn’t been for quite some time ). “you appear so agile — suppose clumsiness truly is in one’s DNA.” she reached around the other for a few hordorves. johanna would never admit it, but it was almost comforting to talk to someone so familiar, even if they didn’t know, even if it was katniss. “but i can’t blame you for wanting to run away with a full plate. it is all quite good && readily available. i wonder how they’re paying for it all though.” 

@heartsofember​ ☆ event starter

Katniss was surprised she had it in her to leave George’s side at all. It wasn’t that she was dependent on him so much as it was she didn’t really enjoy parties. Something seemed chillingly familiar about it but she couldn’t pin anything down. One of the few things she did like about parties was the food. It was the only thing provided by this party that she didn’t actively avoid. Perhaps she should have tried to avoid it a little because she was becoming certain that she was starting to annoy some of the other guests getting something to eat as well. When she turned to leave, she almost collided with another person. Her breath held for a couple of seconds, Katniss quickly took stock of the situation before letting out a sigh of relief. “That was a close one. I promise, if I spill food on anyone tonight, it’ll be myself.”

                    selfishly, it was relaxing being with only mike. it was strange, being jealous yet also fearful of whatever parts of the future were missing. but mike’s company was also simply welcomed, always would be. “it’s going well. the apartment is all furnished. i even have legit silverware, not just plastic from all the takeaway.” eyes glistened with jest, studying him carefully, taking him in. she had a feeling she’d be doing that for a while, always making sure they were really HERE. “what about you ?? finding everything alright ?? you know if you ever need anything don’t hesitate to ask.” another sip, eyes widening with excitement. “we should all go the the arcade sometime, for old times sake. && the lake when it gets a bit warmer out. you know if—” we’re still here ?? haven’t figured it all out by then ??  “— might as well enjoy the good parts of this place, right ??”

@heartsofember​ requested a starter | mike and bev

as much as mike did genuinely care for all the losers, he knew he wasn’t as close to some of them as the others. yet he was kind of glad for bev at the moment. were they the best of friends in their youth? no, but she was the only other member of their little gang that was suffering from memory loss and mike found it oddly comforting, even if he felt guilty about it. because she’d understand where he was coming from. how difficult it was to understand when the others started talking about the things he didn’t recall. and, well, it was just nice to see her, really. as they settled into the booth with their coffee orders, he couldn’t help smile. “how are you settling in? you got yourself sorted out?”

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 1 (2010) dir. David Yates

xesotericconundrumx​  /  lulu * !!

lulu looked up and at the man and swallowed back her tears and tried to smile at the joke. it was a weak attempt and past her would have loved that pun. she nodded, “yeah better then spilled milk.” gathering up some things in her arms the blonde nodded vigorously. “i’m fine. really. you ever just have one of those days when you know it’s all going to be toppling down but you don’t know what gonna push it.” that was her every day life. “I really should just get reusable bags at this point. but my cart is broken so one thing at a time ya know.”

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                    a slight nod, he may not know exactly what the other was going through, but the feeling was familiar. frankly, he wouldn’t admit that to anyone who actually knew him. mike munroe was supposed to always be on top of the world. more often than not he felt like he was missing something, or that maybe he wasn’t doing what he should. “there’s always hope for a better tomorrow, that’s probably what i’m supposed to say. i’ll keep my fingers crossed that’s the case for you. but as for your cart i could take a look at it if you think it’s salvageable. i don’t know a lot about fixing things but i do like to try to figure shit out.”

I enjoyed the meetings, too. It was like having f r i e n d s.

                    EARTH — quite a strange system, even stranger having never heard of it before. they’d won the war ; certainly palpatine couldn’t have found a way to come back again ... && again, right ?? racing thoughts shortly stopped however at the sight of the other. the FORCE could do many things, but it couldn’t bring back the dead. finn knew he was foolishly HOPEFUL, but the words came before he could stop himself. “has anyone ever told you that you resemble this one famous rebellion general ?? or —” a younger version of him. “ — sorry. guess i’m just trying to find familiar faces in everybody,” he attempted to quip. @edgcofgreat​  /  han solo.

wxlksxflxfx​  /  amelia andrews * !!

Listening to him list off the things that were great about event made the same smile on her lips grow as she nodded her head. It was his next sentence that made her chuckle before she shook her head. “Not on my own no, but I did have a hand in the planning team. And have been working at it for the last few weeks, and that’s just working on decorations and such.” She explained, shrugging her shoulders a little. “Honestly, celebrating is something I’ll probably do after the event with probably a giant ice cream and sleeping until I can’t anymore.” Amelia joked with a laugh. 

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                    dark gaze playfully searched around the venue — “well i don’t see anyone else close who seems to be on the team. so, you can just take the credit for now. as well as my thanks. anyone who helps bring some ENTERTAINMENT ‘round here gets my humble gratitude.” while a lover of parties, he wasn’t exactly a planner. mike liked to lived life on a whim, see where each day took him && deal with the repercussions of anything later or not at all if he could help it. he laughed along with her, shaking his head. “that you do. but you also gotta have at least a little bit of fun tonight. for my sake. knowing someone’s at a party && having a stressful time ?? talk about a downer. a minimum of one hour of fun, y’gotta promise.”

edgcofgreat​  /  ben hanscom * !!

               This  should  have  been  a  fun  night,  especially  now  that  Beverly  was  here  with  him,  but  Ben  just  couldn’t  bring  himself  to  let  loose.  One  would  think  that,  with  this  being  the  second  time  that  Bev  didn’t  remember  their  relationship  now,  he’d  know  what  to  do,  but  unfortunately  he  was  just  as  lost  as  the  last  time.  “  Hey,  if  anyone  here’s  wearing  a  clip-on,  it’s  Richie.  Not  me.  ”  He  chuckled  softly,  trying  to  stop  his  expression  from  falling  but  ultimately  failing.  Suddenly  he  felt  as  though  he  was  twelve  years  old  again.  “  I  dunno,  maybe.  ”

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                    brows furrowed tightly in immediate CONCERN at his fallen expression. her heart ached deeply to see him upset, it always had. this time however, the feeling was accompanied by the inkling suspicion that she was missing something. a stir of the heart that only started when she saw ben && some of the other losers again. hands grasped his arms, squeezing them comfortingly. “hey, i’m already missing that smile. besides, you got it. keep hangin’ tough && take it step by step. maybe we can even ask the boys in the band to play one of your favorite songs to make you feel better.” face remained stoic for only a moment before beverly could no longer hide her smirk. perhaps too many NKOTB references, but she couldn’t help herself — she had time to make up for. “&& if not impressed, their loss. plus, that simply means you’re stuck with me the rest of the night.”