"I'm So Scared Of Losing You I'm Already Missing You"

"I don't want to love you anymore. I left because I was tired, loving you hurts and stresses me out, please let me forget you. Please, it hurts."

-my hearts thoughts

Who needs love?" We all do. Some of us just weren't ready for the struggle in it.

- My Hearts Thoughts

It was always you... Still is... And I'm scared it might always be... Just you.

- My Hearts Thoughts

“FUCK YOU!!” I scream and throw your teddy bear across the room, something falls, something breaks. I don’t care, I love you. I can’t even say I loved you, I probably always will. I just left someone because I’m still too broken over you. My love life is ruined because nobody is going to be you. And I hate it, I hate you for it.

My Hearts Thoughts

“I’m his, im still his.” I stare at the brown eyes in the mirror, thinking about how similar they are to his, like I do every time I look in the mirror. It’s been a while since ‘the break up’ , i’ve felt other lips, been in other arms, and yet, he’s still the only one that can make me feel really there, really alive. I still dream of his stupid smile and the old scars on his arm made with time. I still sing his name to the drunken moon and wear his shirt to bed. Nobody knows, to them, im free and happily single, but really, im still his.“

my hearts thoughts

"When we meet again, his brilliant eyes will inevitably ask, "do you still think of me?"

And I will see the world shifting in the color of his irises and allow the quiver of mine say,

"With every breath and in every moment, yes, I think of you"

And yet, we'll still only be friends."

- My Heart's Thoughts

"If I could have anything, I'd choose to give, give myself to you. Now. Then. Always."

- My Heart's Thoughts

"I don’t dream you anymore, I’m not wishing.

There’s echos though;

Sometimes it’s a stranger’s smile,

a song,

a place,

Echoes of a long gone love, memories that don’t quite fade, vibrating too soft for reason, yet loud enough for me to hear."

My Hearts Thoughts

Do you ever,,, drink tea,, and the honey just like SHINES and you feel like you're drinking literal sunlight??? Like it's a little warm and a bit sweet and it almost tastes like you're a little cat laying by the window with the sunshine warming you gently ...

Does anyone know what I mean ..?

She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important—you know

Marilyn Monroe (via lifeofquotations)

yas tho, that's how you do it