Who Needs Love?" We All Do. Some Of Us Just Weren't Ready For The Struggle In It.

We got married last February btw, we're free from so many things now and we're doing our best with our current issues. But y'all, we're doing it! Just because things seem impossible now doesn't mean life won't find a silly way to give you the love you deserve. 💖

“I need you so much…

I just want to curl my fingers in the hem of your shirt and bury myself in you…

But that’s hers to do…

Not mine…

You’ll never be mine…

To need…

Especially not the way I need you.”

- My Heart’s Thoughts

"My mistake was never loving him. It wasn't the times I cried over him;

It was all those times he apologized and I gave him a 'second chance', letting him hurt me more as if I was a punching bag for him to push his stresses into.

Never let it get that far.

Never."

- My Hearts Thoughts

I really do love him, you know that right?" I sobbed through my hands while sitting on my bed with my best friend. "I know." She rubbed my back in attempt to calm me down. I was crying over that idiot for the thousandth time, and everytime I had to ask my friend if she knew I loved him. I felt like he didn't know, because him knowing and still hurting me like he did with his cold actions was too much. He couldn't have hurt me if he knew, right? I hoped not.

My Hearts Thoughts

Hope builds slowly..

"When does the hurt end?" I think as I see his blue hat, I remember feeling blessed with his memory when he gave it.

Now it's a reminder of all that I've lost, all that he lost and doesn't care about.

But one day I search for a hat to wear and see I have more than just that one,

There's memories attached to the bucket hat, the banana hat and the one from the place I used to work.

Today I choose banana hat and remember my sisters laugh when she saw it. We were just starting out in the world, but we were building it slowly.

I put it own and it reminds me I'm more than others fingerprints.

I am my own, and I will find many more happy sunrises with other people.

It happens slowly, but if you just keep going it ends, I promise.

I like the night. Without the dark, we’d never see the stars.

Stephenie Meyer (via lifeofquotations)

#nocturnallifestyle

"I don’t dream you anymore, I’m not wishing.

There’s echos though;

Sometimes it’s a stranger’s smile,

a song,

a place,

Echoes of a long gone love, memories that don’t quite fade, vibrating too soft for reason, yet loud enough for me to hear."

My Hearts Thoughts

THE FIRST TEN LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL 1. We are here to help you. 2. You will have time to get to your class before the bell rings. 3. The dress code will be enforced. 4. No smoking is allowed on school grounds. 5. Our football team will win the championship this year. 6. We expect more of you here. 7. Guidance counselors are always available to listen. 8. Your schedule was created with you in mind. 9. Your locker combination is private. 10. These will be the years you look back on fondly. TEN MORE LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL 1. You will use algebra in your adult lives. 2. Driving to school is a privilege that can be taken away. 3. Students must stay on campus during lunch. 4. The new text books will arrive any day now. 5. Colleges care more about you than your SAT scores. 6. We are enforcing the dress code. 7. We will figure out how to turn off the heat soon. 8. Our bus drivers are highly trained professionals. 9. There is nothing wrong with summer school. 10. We want to hear what you have to say.

Laurie Halse Anderson (via lifeofquotations)

ARGGGGGGGGGGG

Typewriter Series #810 by Aishwarya Nair

It was always you... Still is... And I'm scared it might always be... Just you.

- My Hearts Thoughts

HAPPY NEIL BANGING OUT THE TUNES DAY EVERYONE!!!! 🎹🐀🌈🎶