She Was A Girl Who Knew How To Be Happy Even When She Was Sad. And That’s Important—you Know

"If I could have anything, I'd choose to give, give myself to you. Now. Then. Always."

- My Heart's Thoughts

I believe in everything until it’s disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it’s in your mind. Who’s to say that dreams and nightmares aren’t as real as the here and now?

John Lennon (via lifeofquotations)

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I really do love him, you know that right?" I sobbed through my hands while sitting on my bed with my best friend. "I know." She rubbed my back in attempt to calm me down. I was crying over that idiot for the thousandth time, and everytime I had to ask my friend if she knew I loved him. I felt like he didn't know, because him knowing and still hurting me like he did with his cold actions was too much. He couldn't have hurt me if he knew, right? I hoped not.

My Hearts Thoughts

Sometimes it’s the space between my fingers, or the absense of your arms when it’s cold, other times its just seeing my brown eyes and remembering yours, but there’s always something that reminds me of you, of us.

-my hearts thoughts

"All you can do is take the good days and hug them like pillows until you have so many you can build a fort and keep yourself safe"

My Hearts Thoughts (12:55 am 7/26/17)

“Dogs don’t know what they look like. Dogs don’t even know what size they are. No doubt it’s our fault, for breeding them into such weird shapes and sizes. My brother’s dachshund, standing tall at eight inches, would attack a Great Dane in the full conviction that she could tear it apart. When a little dog is assaulting its ankles the big dog often stands there looking confused — “Should I eat it? Will it eat me? I am bigger than it, aren’t I?” But then the Great Dane will come and try to sit in your lap and mash you flat, under the impression that it is a Peke-a-poo… Cats know exactly where they begin and end. When they walk slowly out the door that you are holding open for them, and pause, leaving their tail just an inch or two inside the door, they know it. They know you have to keep holding the door open. That is why their tail is there. It is a cat’s way of maintaining a relationship. Housecats know that they are small, and that it matters. When a cat meets a threatening dog and can’t make either a horizontal or a vertical escape, it’ll suddenly triple its size, inflating itself into a sort of weird fur blowfish, and it may work, because the dog gets confused again — “I thought that was a cat. Aren’t I bigger than cats? Will it eat me?” … A lot of us humans are like dogs: we really don’t know what size we are, how we’re shaped, what we look like. The most extreme example of this ignorance must be the people who design the seats on airplanes. At the other extreme, the people who have the most accurate, vivid sense of their own appearance may be dancers. What dancers look like is, after all, what they do.”

— Ursula Le Guin, in The Wave in the Mind (via fortooate)

"I don't regret you, you showed me that true love was real, beautiful and painful. I'll find it somewhere else someday.

If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be looking.

Thank you."

My Hearts Thoughts

"I looked away when I told him that I don't get addicted to things, but to people.

He on the other hand, smiled at me."

My Heart's Thoughts

Do you ever,,, drink tea,, and the honey just like SHINES and you feel like you're drinking literal sunlight??? Like it's a little warm and a bit sweet and it almost tastes like you're a little cat laying by the window with the sunshine warming you gently ...

Does anyone know what I mean ..?

"Even after all this time passing,

I still love you so.

That's all. I can't think of anything else."

My Hearts Thoughts