"Everyone Around Me Is Talking About The New Love Blooming In My Life While My Mind Drifts And Shifts

Who needs love?" We all do. Some of us just weren't ready for the struggle in it.

- My Hearts Thoughts

I like the night. Without the dark, we’d never see the stars.

Stephenie Meyer (via lifeofquotations)

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My bby got upset over a Situation™️ and this is what I, an awkward Mexican, came up with. :) (11:51pm Oct. 30 2018)

“My friends had always warned me about boys with that mad glint in their eyes, but this was exactly what drew me in. Your passion. The fire that sparked underneath your skin when you talked about something you loved. Your desire to explore, to see as much of this world as you could. To be free, in a way. To escape. It was contagious and intoxicating. I got high on your view of the world and drunk on your stories. But I’d known what you were all along. You were a liar, just like me. It takes one to know one. But what has knowing a punch was about to be thrown ever done to soften the blow? It doesn’t make goodbye any easier to bear. I saw it coming from miles away and it still hurt. It’s funny, isn’t it? How we’re told things aren’t good for us and we still give them a go, because sometimes our hope and our wish to prove everyone wrong outweigh caution. And sometimes going the wrong way is the right thing to do, because we learn to open our eyes to what we could not see before.”

— right mistakes / n.j.

it was always you, Your the one who always ran through my mind that year, all you pain would tear my heart and all your happiness gave me life. I always thought I would get over you because I always got over people but I didn’t and I couldn’t. That was because I had to wait for you to love me back, and now that you do, it was all worth it

My Hearts Thoughts

HAPPY NEIL BANGING OUT THE TUNES DAY EVERYONE!!!! 🎹🐀🌈🎶

Love is about holding each other up, I can't even stand on my own. Get away from me.

- My Hearts Thoughts

Can it please finally be the first day I don't think of you? I've been waiting forever to let you go.

- My Hearts Thoughts

“I’m his, im still his.” I stare at the brown eyes in the mirror, thinking about how similar they are to his, like I do every time I look in the mirror. It’s been a while since ‘the break up’ , i’ve felt other lips, been in other arms, and yet, he’s still the only one that can make me feel really there, really alive. I still dream of his stupid smile and the old scars on his arm made with time. I still sing his name to the drunken moon and wear his shirt to bed. Nobody knows, to them, im free and happily single, but really, im still his.“

my hearts thoughts