I Love You, I Think To Myself As I Look At Your Picture For The Millionth Time. You Don't Know It, Do

It’s been a while, but I still think of you. I remember the way you held me that last day. I slipped into your arms the way I always had & kissed you with the confidence you gave me, neither one of us knew it was our last kiss. You picked me up & held me tight, super tight against you, I felt as though I could never be separated from you. I still torture myself thinking about how we said goodbye, without knowing it was actually our goodbye. How foolish & wrong was I to think we could make it.

My Hearts Thoughts

Who needs love?" We all do. Some of us just weren't ready for the struggle in it.

- My Hearts Thoughts

You know that quote? The one that says you know its over when your more in love with the memories than with the person standing in front of you? That quote bugged me a lot when we were together. It was over quickly but I held on for you. It’s been months since I left because it hurt me too much, and yet, I continue to hold on

My Hearts Thoughts

Sometimes it’s the space between my fingers, or the absense of your arms when it’s cold, other times its just seeing my brown eyes and remembering yours, but there’s always something that reminds me of you, of us.

-my hearts thoughts

"All you can do is take the good days and hug them like pillows until you have so many you can build a fort and keep yourself safe"

My Hearts Thoughts (12:55 am 7/26/17)

"Everyone around me is talking about the new love blooming in my life while my mind drifts and shifts my heart to a past I can’t reach."

My Hearts Thoughts

“FUCK YOU!!” I scream and throw your teddy bear across the room, something falls, something breaks. I don’t care, I love you. I can’t even say I loved you, I probably always will. I just left someone because I’m still too broken over you. My love life is ruined because nobody is going to be you. And I hate it, I hate you for it.

My Hearts Thoughts

THE FIRST TEN LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL 1. We are here to help you. 2. You will have time to get to your class before the bell rings. 3. The dress code will be enforced. 4. No smoking is allowed on school grounds. 5. Our football team will win the championship this year. 6. We expect more of you here. 7. Guidance counselors are always available to listen. 8. Your schedule was created with you in mind. 9. Your locker combination is private. 10. These will be the years you look back on fondly. TEN MORE LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL 1. You will use algebra in your adult lives. 2. Driving to school is a privilege that can be taken away. 3. Students must stay on campus during lunch. 4. The new text books will arrive any day now. 5. Colleges care more about you than your SAT scores. 6. We are enforcing the dress code. 7. We will figure out how to turn off the heat soon. 8. Our bus drivers are highly trained professionals. 9. There is nothing wrong with summer school. 10. We want to hear what you have to say.

Laurie Halse Anderson (via lifeofquotations)

ARGGGGGGGGGGG

"Even after all this time passing,

I still love you so.

That's all. I can't think of anything else."

My Hearts Thoughts

I'd prefer to be your Persephone, always returning and yours to love with a love caused by who I am rather than to be your Aphrodite, to be loved for my body, for something as shallow, empty, and temporary as a physical state.

I’d rather have a Hades in my life than a Zeus. There’s something far more appealing in a man who is as dark as the night sky but loyal, as opposed to a man who is brighter than the sun but has a dishonest heart.

- Nievana Judisthir