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I’ve been trying to do a reset after a mentally draining few weeks.

I ended up cleaning my depression room last night, which I’m really happy about. Then I burned some incense afterward. I plan on cleansing my entire space later this week to help with the vibes.

Now I’m gonna get back on track with my physical health because I feel like my PCOS has really been flaring up this past week. I know I need to give myself some grace though. The last couple weeks have just been about surviving and taking it one day at a time. Now I’m ready to get back to focusing on my goals.

Really can’t seem to catch a break lately.

I’m exhausted.

I want to be someone’s favorite person.

I want to be loved unconditionally.

I want to stop feeling like I’m too much.

I want to stop feeling like I’m never enough.

I want to stop always being the person who never has anybody.

I’m tired of always feeling forgotten.

I’m tired of feeling sad.

I’m tired of feeling bitter.

I’m tired of always feeling like I don’t deserve love.

I’m tired of constantly feeling abandoned by the universe.

I’m tired of being tired.

I’ve had enough lessons.

I’ve had enough of sitting on the bench.

I’ve had enough of things never working out for me.

I’ve had enough of one-sided bullshit.

When the fuck is it going to be my turn?

No better feeling than honouring the promises you made to yourself

I know this post isn’t going to go with the usual vibe I want for my blog, but I don’t have anywhere else to say this. So my apologies if it’s a bit of a downer. Just keep scrolling. We’ll be back to our regularly scheduled programming later. This is mostly for me. But anyway…

I’ve been feeling so incredibly lonely lately.

I can’t talk about these feelings with anyone anymore. It’s pointless. I’ve realized that people just don’t want to hear it. Which I totally understand. If you’re experiencing all of these happy milestones (career, love, health, family, etc), the last thing you’d probably want to listen to is an unhappy person who is struggling with the very things you’re thriving in. It probably brings you down. But I really don’t have anyone left at this point to talk to and who would understand. I’m so fucking unhappy. And I feel so fucking unloveable.

I know I’m not a terrible person but sometimes it feels like I am. Otherwise, why is my life like this?

Maybe it’s karma from a previous life that I don’t even remember. Maybe I, unknowingly, crossed a voodoo witch or something. I don’t really know. All I know is, I really want this feeling to go away.

No amount of therapy, self love, going outside and “touching grass,” etc seems to help. I feel like such a shell of a human being right now. I’m so tired and lost.

For any mutuals who see this, if you’ve ever felt this way, has it gotten better? What helped you? Because despite doing everything you’re “supposed to,” I don’t feel any better and things haven’t changed at all for me.

Some days I fear things will never get better for me.

I keep holding onto hope but it’s hard.

It’s even harder when you have to go through something like this alone, because you don’t want to bother anyone anymore.

That’s all I guess…

Until later.

Give yourself time, you give it to everyone else

hard work means nothing without consistency

Darling, you do deserve to thrive.

And we´re BACK (MIA, burnout, health updates, etc)

Hey yaĺl,

It´s been a while...more than a while actually, but who´s counting?

A lot has happened since my last check in on this blog. There have been many life changes, ranging from good to horrible, that required some (a lot of) adjusting. I´m still adjusting and coming to terms with certain events that transpired, but, you know what? I´m still here. So...we move (no matter how burnt out we are).

Speaking of changes...some of said changes have been health-related, one of which is being diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS). My symptoms have been especially out of wack these past few weeks, so I decided I need to get back on my ZOOM. What better way to do that than to be active within this lovely community again?

Apart from the PCOS, I really want to work on improving my physical and mental health as a whole. I will be making another post with the specific health goals I am aiming to accomplish this year.

I plan on posting about my daily workouts again and will start including posts about my meals as well.

Additionally, I am looking for more fitness/wellness blogs to follow. So definitely like this post/follow me if that fits your description. I would love to be mutuals and motivate each other. :) Bonus points if you also have PCOS. It would be amazing to have more people with similar goals and similar experiences to bless my timeline. lol

Until Later.

you’ll blossom again when you’re ready.

we don’t have to fight anymore

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Me waking up to all my manifestations ✨

It's time to embrace consistency in a way you never have before. It's time to take deliberate, thoughtful steps toward the future you've envisioned for yourself. This is your moment.

I belong in Wealthy places and Wealthy spaces

I deserve to have financial security

It feels so right to be secure in my abundance

I am living the life I have always desired

I am full of gratitude that I am a divine feminine Goddess walking this earth

Everything flows for me in perfect timing and in the most beautiful ways

I am meant for ease, softness, power, and greatness all in one

As a highly sensitive person, I deserve comfort and peace as my lifestyle

Everything that I want, wants me

you really do! ✨️

Slow starts are still starts.🤍

No, you aren't "behind in life".

But, it's okay to grieve the time you spent surviving. The time spent trying to figure out what was wrong. The time spent healing to become a person again.

It wasn't your fault.