I Am (platonically) Down Bad For Bestie.

I hate when people make fun of neurodivergent traits. I hate when people make fun of neurotypical for showing neurodivergent traits. I hate the sentence “they’re just being over dramatic”. I hate the sentence “I’m fine and they are too” I hate neurotypical people who think they understand neurodivergent brains and habits.

I hate:

How often I need to go to therapy

How my mom treats my mental health

How my mom reacts to my choice to set boundaries

How my mom reacts to my plan in the future

The fact that my mom doesn’t like me having in person friends because she needs to drive me

The fact that even my best friends mom sees my moms flaws

The fact that I can’t do what I’m supposed to for my age but my mom refuses to get me diagnosed with ASD so I don’t have any conformation

The fact that the only person who treats me like I’m enough is my best friend

My English teacher

That one bitch in all my classes

All the stupid things my mom yells at me for

The fact that my mom said “I worry about you but I worry about how much you’re missing school for this” in response to me explain that my therapist wants me to go back next week

In conclusion: I am burnt out and can’t distinguish emotions except being angry and missing my best friend. Everything else feels muted and hopeless

Y’all ever just, miss bestie. Like we haven’t hung out in more than a week, where did you go?!?!

@grey-loves-dragons

So, I am about 4 month on T (yay man juice) and I love public speaking.

My current problem is that I am not comfortable with my voice dropping, not because I don’t want it too but because it’s new and I don’t know what it sounds like so I don’t know what sounds good

I used to have a very certain way I would pick certain ways to pick monologues and speeches that included finding parts that I liked in my voice and “fixing” the parts that don’t.

But now it’s like I’m trying to relearn how to talk

Ok. Question time:

As someone who is neurodivergent I love labels for myself. I love labelling every part of my life. This sometimes causes stress as to which labels I fit into.

Now I have realized that at this point in my life I identify with the labels;

Aroflux (fluctuating between apothiromantic and Aegoromantic usually falling closer to Aegoromantic)

Bellusexual (enjoying the aspects around sex but not sex itself)

And many others that don’t apply

Now my question is, does the aro ace label apply to me or does the aroallo label apply?

That feeling when you need new fidget toys but don’t know what to get because nothing that you have ever had has helped :(

Bet your best friend doesn’t paint Spider-Man on your nails, yeah you heard that right, SPIDER-MAN

I know, ae are the best!!!

@grey-loves-dragons

I’ve realised, through watching the earlier season of tua again, I do not like tua s4. I just like that it’s more content. I do like some parts of it though.

I love germaphobe klause

Love goofy Luther

I love everything about Viktor

I love Jean and gene

But it’s a bad ending.

The new season is SOOOOO GOOD. Going from season three to season four and seeing how vintage has changed over the past six years 🫠

Germaphobe klaus

The drama with Diego, Lila and five 🤭

It’s all SOO good

Whenever people complain about relationships all I can think of is

“Can I recommend AROMANTICISM. Only 00.00$ for your life time! Asexuality sold separately.