I HAVE GROWING PAINS BUT IM NOT FUCKING GROWING

I miss bestie :(

Tw: suicide

Does anyone else start to feel suicidal when they can’t tell what’s wrong. Am I just super depressed. Is this neurodivergency.

Whenever I can’t tell what I’m feeling it’s like it all just becomes negative thoughts and suicidal thinking.

Any advice

I may have accidentally told my dad I’m in a qpr, I don’t think he understood though.

I was just trying to subtly come out as aro ace, I don’t think he understood that either 🥲

How weird would it be if I admited to you that I bring my glass of water into the shower with me sometimes

Flu shot + COVID shot + testosterone

Guess who did ask the hard things today?!?!

Brushed my teeth ✅

Took my meds ✅

Washed my sheets ✅

Cleaned my room ✅

Made my bed ✅

Cleaned my babies home ✅✅✅

What is it called when you are sex repulsed but only when it comes to real life. Like my little guys on paper or the little guys on the screen having sex is ok because they don’t exist and can’t actually have sex

But even hinting at sex in real life is icky it’s gross. It’s unwanted. It’s bad

I SHAVED MY UPPER LIP A WHILE AGO TO GET RID OF MY BLOND ASS BABY HAIRS AND THEY ARE GROWING IN DARKER!!!!!!!

TESTOSTERON

I didn’t expect it to start working this fast

I have officially tried so many new foods. Here’s my list:

- tomatoes

-kimchi

-bulgogie

-random desert square

Here are all my armadillo things and a list of what they are

Big squishmallow: a generic armadillo that I have decided is a six banded armadillo to round out my cellection.

Large crochet one: giant armadillo

Blue and pink one: southern long nosed armadillo

Small blue and purple one: southern naked tailed armadillo

Teal squishmallow: Brazilian three banded armadillo

Cardboard one: nine banded armadillo

Snow globe one: screaming hairy armadillo

Tapestry: southern three banded armadillo

Charm: greater naked tail armadillo

Here’s my check list

Lmk if you want to know more