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Hiiii my love!! So glad you’re backkkk this will be second request omg lover girl Dina with we could’ve been by h.e.r xoxo
We could've been - Dina x reader
Hi pookieee!! I hope you enjoy!!... we need some more love for Dina:(
This story is based off the song We could've been by HER. If you can please listen to the song while you're reading:)
Pairing: Dina X fem!reader
requests are open send me your thoughts:)
Warnings: Emotional pain, mentions of violence (canon-typical), unresolved feelings, swearing
Summary: in which you could've been something special
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It starts the way most heartbreaks do — quietly.
There’s no dramatic fight. No slammed doors or bitter screams echoing off the cabin walls. Just silence, like snow falling in the dead of night.
You remember the way Dina used to look at you — like you hung the stars just for her. Soft, melting glances when you made her laugh, when your fingers brushed hers during patrol. She was warmth in a world that had gone cold long before you met her. And for a while, you both made each other forget the world was still burning.
But that was before Jackson fell apart. Before Ellie left and took pieces of you both with her
- Two Years Earlier
You’d been partners on patrol. Dina cracked too many jokes, and you were too good at pretending not to laugh.
You weren’t supposed to fall in love with her. She was with Jesse, and you weren’t the kind of person who stole hearts from people who trusted you. But then Jesse died. And suddenly, Dina was untethered, adrift. And so were you.
She kissed you the first night after the memorial. Her eyes were glassy from crying, but she smiled like she meant it. And when her lips pressed against yours, you knew it wasn’t grief she was feeling — it was need. And you gave in, because you needed her too.
That winter was everything. You shared a room, a bed, whispered secrets in the dark while the wind howled outside. She called you "baby" like it was a promise, like there’d always be a next morning.
“We could go somewhere,” you whispered once. “Leave Jackson. Start over.”
She looked at you with soft eyes. “You think we’d make it?”
“I think we’d try.”
But the truth was, you were both cowards. You never left. And Ellie came back broken, bloodied, full of ghosts. That changed everything.
- Now
Dina’s standing in your doorway.
Her hair’s pulled back in a loose braid. Snow clings to the hem of her jacket. Her eyes flicker around your cabin like she’s trying to remember what it used to feel like to live here. To belong here.
“I heard you were back,” you say, voice low.
She nods. Doesn’t smile.
“Didn’t think you’d want to see me,” you add.
“I didn’t,” she says, then flinches at her own words. “I mean— I didn’t think you’d want to see me.”
The silence swells between you. Thick with everything left unsaid.
She walks in anyway.
Her fingers trail over the table where you used to eat together. The cracked mug she once used for morning coffee still sits on the windowsill. She picks it up like it might still be warm.
“I thought about you,” she says finally.
You don’t answer.
“I tried not to,” she admits, and her voice breaks just slightly. “But I did.”
You want to ask why she left. Why she never came back, never wrote. But instead, you say, “You look tired.”
Dina laughs, a short, sad sound. “Motherhood’ll do that to you.”
Your throat tightens. You knew, of course. Word gets around. Ellie left, and Dina raised JJ alone for a while before leaving Jackson altogether. No one knew where she went — until now.
“How’s JJ?” you ask softly.
“He’s good. Getting big. Looks like Jesse.” She smiles faintly. “Acts like me.”
You nod, but your heart is somewhere else. Somewhere between past and present, between her lips on yours and the feel of her empty space in your bed.
“Why’d you come back?”
She exhales. “I don’t know. Closure? Guilt?”
“Do you feel guilty?”
Dina walks closer, eyes fixed on you like she’s trying to read your mind. “Every day.”
You swallow hard. “Why me?”
“I don’t know.” Her voice cracks. “Because I loved you.”
The air leaves your lungs like a punch.
“Loved,” you repeat.
She closes her eyes. “Love. I love you. I never stopped.”
It’s too much.
You turn away, but she follows, steps echoing behind you until she’s right there — close enough to touch.
“I thought if I stayed, I’d hurt you more,” she says. “After Jesse, after Ellie… I didn’t think I had anything left to give. I was scared.”
You look at her, eyes stinging. “So you disappeared instead?”
“I thought I was doing the right thing.”
“And was it?” you whisper.
Her silence is answer enough.
Later, you’re both sitting on the couch. Neither of you dares to bridge the inches between you.
“You ever think about it?” she asks. “What we could’ve been?”
You nod once. “All the time.”
“I still remember your voice in the morning,” she says, tears in her eyes. “I’d wake up and— for a second— pretend we were safe. That the world wasn’t fucked.”
You reach out, finally, brushing your fingers over hers. “Maybe we were, for a while.”
Dina lets out a soft sob and leans in, resting her forehead against yours. “I’m sorry I didn’t choose you.”
“I would’ve chosen you,” you whisper.
“I know.”
You sit like that for a long time, breathing the same air, but feeling like miles apart.
When she leaves that night, you don’t stop her.
And she doesn’t ask you to come.
- One Month Later
A letter arrives in your cabin. Dina’s handwriting. Careful, uneven.
“If things had been different, we could’ve had everything. I hope one day, in some better world, we find our way back to each other.
D.”
You hold the letter for a long time, then fold it gently.
Put it with the others.
And dream of all the ways you almost loved her forever.
<3
PLEASE continue ‘her sweet girl’ but make it where Ellie sees the reader with another person and loses it😢
Her Sweet Girl Part 2/2 - ellie williams x reader
Hi anon! I really had so many ideas for part 2, maybe i should make this a series??? I hope you enjoy!!
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: toxic relationships
Summary: in which you had enough
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part 1
Ellie wasn’t looking for you. Not really. She’d said she needed air, mumbled something to Dina, shrugged on her jacket like it didn’t matter. Like you didn’t matter.
But she was lying.
She always ends up where you are, even if it hurts. Maybe especially when it hurts.
She spots you across the street near the stables—laughing. That laugh she used to pull from you with nothing but a dumb smirk and a too-obvious comment. Now it’s aimed at someone else. A girl with soft eyes and hands that brush yours like it’s easy to touch you. Like it’s allowed.
Ellie freezes. Then burns.
You’re smiling. Really smiling. And worse—you’re letting her touch you. Her fingers graze your wrist, and you don’t flinch, don’t yank away, don’t do anything.
Ellie’s jaw tightens. She’s already crossing the street before her mind catches up.
You don’t notice her until she’s close—too close—and suddenly your smile is gone.
The other girl glances up, startled, and Ellie doesn’t even look at her. She’s locked on you like you’re the only oxygen she knows how to breathe.
“What the fuck is this?” she spits, low and sharp.
You stiffen. “Ellie—don’t.”
The other girl opens her mouth, but Ellie finally turns, snarling, “I don’t remember talking to you.”
“Ellie, stop,” you snap, stepping between them.
She laughs—empty and wounded. “Right. Of course. Gotta defend your new girl, huh?”
“She’s not—” you start, but Ellie’s already unraveling.
“Is that all it takes? A few dumb jokes and someone who actually sticks around?” Her voice cracks, and she hates herself for it. "i thought you loved me"
“I did,” you whisper. “I do. But you keep leaving, Ellie. And coming back like I’m just supposed to wait.”
Ellie flinches like you slapped her. “You were supposed to wait,” she says, almost childlike.
Silence chokes the air between you.
“I’m not yours anymore,” you say, and you sound so tired.
But Ellie steps forward anyway, eyes wild and aching. “Yes, you are.”
You shake your head, but she’s already cupping your cheek—roughly, desperately—and her voice is barely above a whisper now.
“Please. Don’t make me watch you with someone else. Don’t—don’t do that to me.”
And it’s there, that Ellie-thing you used to know. The trembling lip. The stubborn tears. The girl who would rather tear the whole world apart than let herself be left behind again.
“Come home with me,” she says.
And you hate her for it. Because you’re going to say yes.
<3
Ellie Williams x BPD! Reader please 🙏
Split Edges - ellie williams x reader
hi anon! i hope you enjoy:)
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: Intense emotional themes, self-sabotage, swearing, dark thoughts, panic attacks, co-dependency, manipulation, and one shocking betrayal
Summary: in which you needed help
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“I’m sorry I go from loving you to hating you in minutes.
I’m sorry I can’t tell what’s real.
I just don’t want to lose you.”
Ellie met you when she was at her worst.
And you?
You were a wildfire in human skin.
Charming one second. Distant the next.
Your moods didn’t shift—they switched. On and off. Light and dark.
And Ellie, for all her trauma-hardened edges, found herself drawn in.
You saw her, truly saw her. Not as a weapon or a survivor.
But as someone worth loving. That scared her.
But not as much as how fast she fell.
You loved hard. That’s the thing no one tells you about BPD.
It’s not drama—it’s devotion.
When Ellie laughed, it filled every empty part of you. When she touched your hand, it was like being stitched back together.
But the fear was always there.
She could leave.
And if she left, you’d unravel. So you tried to hold tighter. Love harder. Be perfect.
But no one can be perfect forever.
Ellie started pulling away after you had your first episode in front of her. You saw her glance at someone else for half a second too long.
Your stomach dropped.
Your heart snapped.
“You’re bored of me,” you said. “You’re already looking for someone else.”
“What?” she laughed, confused. “I just asked them for extra ammo—”
“No,” you snapped. “I saw you.”
The fight lasted hours. You cried. Screamed. Threw your knife into the wall.
Ellie didn’t leave.
But she didn’t touch you either.
And that’s when you knew:
She was starting to fear you.
And that made you hate yourself.
So you punished yourself. Silently. The way you always did.
But Ellie noticed the new scar.
One night, she sat across from you, voice low.
“I want to be with you,” she said. “But not like this. You have to get help.”
“I am help,” you hissed. “I’m the only one who’s stayed.”
“You love me so much you’re destroying me.”
That shut you up.
Because maybe she was right.
So you made her a promise: you’d try.
You’d get better.
For her.
And for a while, you did.
You journaled. You started meds. You smiled more. You apologized when you snapped instead of vanishing for days.
Ellie let her walls down again.
And things were good. Too good.
That’s how you should’ve known something was coming.
The knock at the door came on a rain-heavy evening. You opened it to find Dina.
Alive. Shaking. Pale.
“She told me you were dead,” she said to you.
You blinked. “What?”
“She said you lost it during a raid. That you bled out in her arms.”
“I’ve never even been in a raid,” you said slowly.
Dina stared at you.
Ellie had lied.
Not about you.
About Dina.
Because while Ellie had been healing you…
She’d been hiding the fact that she never stopped loving someone else.
You confronted her that night.
“You said she was gone.”
Ellie sat still, jaw clenched.
“She was. I thought she was—”
“Liar,” you whispered. “You wanted her gone. You wanted me to replace her.”
“You’re not a replacement,” Ellie snapped. “You’re... you're worse.”
The words left her mouth before she could take them back.
And just like that, the switch flipped.
You were done.
You disappeared the next morning. Vanished into the woods.
Ellie searched for days. Weeks. She cried. Screamed. Left notes carved into tree bark.
But she never found you.
Because you didn’t want to be found.
Until the next season, when Ellie found something under her bed.
A recording.
Your voice. Calm. Unstable. Honest.
“If you’re hearing this, I’m gone. Not dead—just done. You didn’t break me. I just finally saw who I was when I wasn’t trying to hold you. You were always scared of losing me. But I think I was more scared of losing myself.”
Ellie sits on the porch every dusk now. Alone. The wind carries echoes of your voice. Not real. But not gone either. She doesn’t know where you are. But part of her knows she’ll never find you. And for once, it’s not because you’re lost.
It’s because you finally let go.
Hello can you do a fic based on the song “the cut that always bleeds” by Conan gray ? Thank you <3
The cut that always bleeds - ellie williams x reader
Hi anon!! I loved writing this, i was chanelling what happened between my ex and lmao. I hope you like it:)
This story is based off the song The cut that always bleeds by Conan Gray. If you can please listen to the song as you're reading:)
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: emotional manipulation, abandonment, grief, mentions of depression
Summary: in which she left you bleeding
authors note: sup babygirl
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“Every time I think maybe this time it’ll be different.”
You always swore you wouldn’t be the kind of person to beg for love.
But Ellie Williams makes you forget that.
She walks into your life already in pieces, smelling like old blood and regret. And somehow, you make yourself believe that if you hold her long enough, she’ll stay.
She never does.
You know her patterns now: The way she disappears for days without explanation.
The way she shows up at your door at 3 a.m., soaked in sweat and shaking.
The way she never says your name like it means something—but touches you like she’ll die if she doesn’t.
You should walk away.
But the truth is—you need her.
And that’s the worst part.
Because even after everything, after every goodbye that wasn’t really a goodbye, you still hope.
Hope that one day, she’ll look at you and finally say it.
Not I’m sorry.
Not I didn’t mean to.
But I love you.
She never does.
And the more you wait, the more it eats you alive.
“I don’t love you. But I don’t want you to love anyone else.”
Ellie is selfish. She knows that.
She tells herself it’s because she's lost too much. Because she doesn't know how to be good for anyone—not anymore. Not since Joel. Not since Seattle. Not since the blood, the screaming, the way Dina looked at her like she didn’t recognize the person standing in front of her anymore.
Ellie was never meant to find someone else.
But there you were. Soft. Kind. Safe.
She told herself she wouldn’t get close. That she was just tired, just lonely, just... fucked up.
But you looked at her like she was worth something. Like there was a version of her that wasn’t just made of scars and anger and ash.
So she let you in.
Just enough. Just enough to feel real.
She came back to Jackson after one of her episodes—days gone, no explanation.
She automatically made her way to your place. She quickly knocked at the door, almost excited to see your face. When you opened the door Ellie didn't expect to see you in the state you were in.
She didn't expect the silence. She didn't expect the tension. She didn't expect you to look the way you did.
You'd normally be angry. But this time was different.
You were not angry.
Not even hurt.
Just... empty.
“You always come back,” you say, looking at her “But you never stay.”
Ellie tried to tell you the truth—that staying feels like suffocating. And she's not ready to stop running, because if she does, all she hears is the sound of what she's lost.
“I don’t know how to love you the right way, I'm trying my best.” Ellie admits, and it’s not enough. She knows it isn’t. It never has been.
You laugh, bitterly. “Trying isn’t enough anymore, Ellie.”
And Ellie don’t have anything left to give.
Because you're right.
Later that night, Ellie sat on the roof of the old church where the stars peek through cracks in the clouds. She smokes a little. And Ellie thinks of the way you looked at her. The disappointment in your eyes, the way your voice cracked, your honesty.
“Every time I think maybe this time it’ll be different.”
Ellie remembers how you looked sleeping next to her. Peaceful. Trusting. Like you believed—really believed—she wouldn’t break you like she broke everything else.
She did anyway.
She thinks she pushed you to your limit. She knows she broke you.
You’ll move on one day.
Someone else will pick up the pieces.
Someone who doesn’t flinch in the night or run at the first sign of quiet love.
And Ellie will be alone again.
But safe.
Because if no one gets close, no one can leave.
No one can die.
No one can love you just to stop.
Ellie didn’t mean to keep cutting them open.
But that’s what she does
She's the cut that always bleeds.
And you're just another scar that never gets the chance to heal.
“You break me, just to fix yourself.”
The first time you kiss someone else, it feels wrong.
You think about calling her. Just to hear her voice. Just to remind yourself why you held on so long. But you don’t.
Because this time—maybe—you’ll let yourself heal.
Maybe the cut can finally close.
And maybe, when she knocks on your door again, you won’t open it.
You’ll listen through the wood. You’ll hear her whisper your name.
And you’ll stay silent.
Because love shouldn’t be something you survive.
It should be something that lets you live.
And Ellie Williams never gave you that.
<3
Idk if you're taking requests but if so can you write a kinda angsty fanfic where the reader is insecure asf about her looks and is jealous of bestfriend!Ellie because Ellie is so pretty. And as she's gotten older the reader has learned to be less jealous (or just suppressed the feeling) but like one day her jealousy is revealed when her and Ellie are drinking together and like ellie is shocked because she's always found the reader cute. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME 😋
Drunk Words, Sober Eyes - ellie williams x reader
Hi anon!! this idea sounds so cool!! i went back and forth between giving it a happy ending or a sad one. I wanted to kill off a character honestly. But on this rare occasion, let me write something happy lmao. lmk if you want another version:)
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: a little angst
Summary: in which you confessed
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You’d never really hated Ellie.
But sometimes, being next to her felt like standing beside a lit match—close enough to burn, too far to be warm.
She was everything you weren’t. Confident. Effortless. The kind of pretty that people noticed without her trying. When you walked into a room together, you disappeared behind her glow like a shadow behind sunlight.
She didn’t mean to make you feel small.
But she did.
“God, you’re so dramatic,” Ellie laughed, flopping back on the couch with her third drink in hand. “I did not flirt with that guy.”
You rolled your eyes and took a long sip. Your face burned. “He literally tripped over his words when he saw you. I don’t blame him.”
Ellie raised a brow, cheeks flushed. “You’re being weird tonight.”
You forced a smile, eyes on the floor. “Just tired.”
That was a lie. You weren’t tired—you were cracking.
Cracking under years of silent comparison.
Of wondering if she ever looked at you the way you looked at her.
Of trying to be fine with being the best friend.
Three drinks turned into five.
And five drinks turned into the kind of honesty that stung more than alcohol ever could.
You were lying on Ellie’s floor, legs tangled in a blanket, the moonlight filtering through the half-open curtains. She was beside you, laughing at something stupid, lips glossy with whiskey and chapstick.
You watched her laugh and felt it again—that ache.
And this time, it didn’t stay quiet.
“You ever get tired of being... the pretty one?” you slurred, staring at the ceiling.
Ellie blinked. “What?”
You swallowed hard. The words came like a flood.
“I mean, I don’t blame anyone. You’re fucking gorgeous, Ellie. Always have been. It’s just—"
You choked out a laugh, bitter and small. "It’s hard sometimes. Being the... invisible one next to you.”
The room fell dead silent.
You didn’t dare look at her.
Ellie sat up slowly.
“You think you’re invisible?” she said quietly.
You shrugged. “It’s not your fault. You didn’t ask to be… perfect.”
“Jesus, I’m not perfect—”
“But you don’t get it,” you snapped. “You’ve always been the one people see. Even when you’re quiet, they feel you. I’ve spent years trying to be okay with being the second choice. The backup. The ugly friend.”
You buried your face in your hands. “God, I can’t believe I said that out loud.”
Ellie didn’t respond for a long moment.
And then—gently, almost shakily—she said, “You really think I don’t see you?”
You looked up, eyes rimmed with salt.
Ellie was staring at you like she’d never really looked before.
“I’ve had a crush on you since we were seventeen,” she said flatly.
Your heart stopped.
“What?” you breathed.
“I thought I was being subtle. I figured you weren’t into girls, or you just didn’t see me like that, so I never said anything.”
You stared at her, stunned. “Ellie…”
Her voice dropped, softer. “You’ve got this way of... pretending you’re fine even when you're screaming inside. You think no one notices, but I do. I see every flinch. Every forced smile. And I think you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever known.”
Your eyes welled up again—but this time, not from jealousy.
From shock. From relief. From finally being seen.
The next morning, your head throbbed, but your heart felt light.
Ellie made you coffee. She was quiet, her usual sarcastic wall softened.
“Do you remember what you said?” she asked, gently, sliding you a mug.
“Every word,” you admitted, clutching the cup. “I’ve never felt so stupid.”
She tilted her head. “Why?”
“Because it’s embarrassing to want something you thought you could never have.”
Ellie walked around the table and crouched beside you, hand on your knee.
“You already have it,” she said softly. “You just didn’t know.”
You blinked at her. And then—finally—you let yourself believe it.
It wasn’t all easy after that. You still had bad days. Still saw someone in the mirror who didn’t feel enough.
But Ellie never let you spiral alone.
She kissed your forehead when you hated your body. Held your hand when you felt like disappearing. Told you she loved your laugh, your eyes, your stupid sarcasm.
And every time she did, you started to believe her.
Little by little. Step by step.
Until the mirror didn’t feel so cruel anymore.
Until “pretty” didn’t have to mean her instead of you.
Until you stopped being jealous of Ellie…
And started being in love with her instead.
<3
Will u please made a cute date in the planetarium with Ellie!!✨
Planets - ellie williams x reader
hi anon! i hope you like it:) this story made me feel so single wtf.
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: none
Summary: in which you went on a date
authors note: im spamming yall
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“Are we even going in the right direction?” you ask, out of breath as you follow behind Ellie.
She lets out a laugh. “You’re just tired of walking,” she comments.
The two of you are walking through a damp forest. The air smells like wet moss and the forest floor squishes under your boots. The sky is overcast, an endless sheet of grey, and the only light filtering through the trees is cold and muted. You flinch at the sound of leaves crunching beneath your feet. You're not supposed to be outside of Jackson without a group.
But here you are. You snuck out. With Ellie. And now you feel the weight of your actions—the thrill of being away, the fear of getting caught—and the pressure in your chest grows heavier with every step.
Your heart pounds loudly in your ears as you try to keep up. Ellie’s walking ahead, effortlessly, as usual, her pace slow but determined. She’s been quiet, her face lit only by the faintest spark of mischief.
She asked you on a date. You didn’t expect it. Ellie never seemed interested in anything serious. She always kept things light, kept people at arm’s length. So when she showed up one random morning with a single flower in her hand, the words she said next felt like they came out of nowhere.
“Go on a date with me,” she demanded.
You blinked, taken aback. You didn’t think she even saw you like that. The glances, the small smiles she would shoot your way—maybe you’d been reading them all wrong. Maybe she’d just been being herself.
But you said yes. And now here you are, walking with her in the cold, not knowing where she’s taking you.
“We’re here,” she says suddenly.
You blink at her, confused. "What?"
“Close your eyes,” Ellie orders.
You hesitate, but she’s already behind you, covering your eyes with her hands. Her touch is warm, but there’s a rush of heat that spreads through your chest as her fingers brush over your skin. You feel the pulse of her touch radiate down your spine, making your body respond in ways you don't know how to explain.
“Don’t peek,” she warns softly, her voice teasing, yet with an edge of something else, something you can’t quite place.
You take a step forward, the ground beneath you soft and uneven. She guides you carefully, making sure you don’t stumble. You wonder for a second what she’s up to, where she’s leading you, but then you forget all of it the moment she removes her hands from your eyes.
“Holy shit,” you mutter.
You’re standing in front of an old planetarium. It’s overgrown with vines and moss, and parts of the building are crumbling, but it still holds an eerie beauty—something untouched, even after everything. The roof is cracked, and broken glass twinkles on the ground in the dim light, but the dome remains mostly intact.
“How did you find this?” you ask in awe. You look around, scanning every corner, trying to take it all in.
“Joel…” Ellie starts. Then she clears her throat. “Joel brought me here,” she says quietly, and for a second, you don’t know what to say. You hadn’t expected that. "It’s a special place for me," she continues, her gaze flicking to the side. "And… you’re special, so..." she shrugs, looking away, her cheeks turning a little pink.
You stare at her for a moment, processing what she just said. Her words hang in the air, and for once, she’s not trying to mask anything. She’s vulnerable.
You smile, your heart beating faster than before, and you reach out to take her hand. "Thank you," you say softly, unsure of what else to add. You don’t need to say anything more, though. She’s already looking at you, her eyes soft and sincere.
Inside the planetarium, the air smells faintly of dust and decay. The floor is cracked in places, but the projection system still works, though faintly. You can make out a few dim constellations on the ceiling, and what might’ve been a comet streaking through the sky.
Ellie moves toward the projector, crouching down to fiddle with the controls. She looks back at you, her smile a little more mischievous.
"Wanna try something?"
You raise an eyebrow, intrigued. “Like what?”
Ellie presses a few buttons and the stars shift. She leans back against the projector, arms folded. “Pick a constellation. Anyone.”
You stand up, looking up at the sky projected on the ceiling, and pick out the first star you can find. “That one.”
Ellie grins. “Good choice. Watch this.” She flips a switch, and suddenly, the star bursts into a radiant spiral of light, trailing behind it like a comet’s tail. It’s beautiful, even if it flickers a little.
“That’s amazing,” you say, awestruck. “How do you—”
“I’ve been messing with this thing for a while,” she interrupts, clearly proud of herself. “I can make the stars do whatever I want.”
She slides over to sit next to you. “Wanna make one wish?”
You nod. “Yeah. Just one?”
“Just one.”
Ellie glances at you, her face softening, and for a moment, you both stay silent, the hum of the projector the only sound around you.
Then she’s standing again, brushing dirt from her jeans. “Okay. Now, for something a little less… romantic.” She gives you a wink. “Ever played a game in a planetarium?”
You laugh, not sure what she’s getting at. “I mean, I’ve never been to one until now.”
“Well, you’re in for a treat.” She grabs a couple of old pieces of debris, some discarded glass, and arranges them into a makeshift bowling setup. She stands back and gives you a look, raising an eyebrow. “You ready for this?”
“I guess?” you reply, amused but a little confused.
Ellie rolls the first “ball”—a smooth stone—and it hits the glass “pins” with a satisfying crash. You laugh and take your turn, rolling the stone with as much drama as you can muster.
The two of you take turns, joking, laughing, and trying to knock over as many pins as possible. The competition is ridiculous—completely pointless, but you’re both grinning, caught up in the moment.
After a while, you both collapse onto the floor, still laughing. Ellie lays her head on your lap. You freeze for a second, feeling your pulse spike, but then you let yourself relax, your fingers gently brushing through her hair.
She looks up at you, her eyes gleaming with something soft. “Thank you, for… this. For being here. For today.”
You smile, brushing a few strands of hair away from her face. “No problem,” you say quietly. “It’s... perfect.”
“You know,” she says, her voice teasing but sincere, “you can’t get this kind of date just anywhere.”
You laugh, nodding. “Yeah, I think I’ll remember it for a long time.”
You both lie back down, staring at the broken planets above. The stars are flickering slowly, and in that moment, everything feels peaceful, like the weight of the world is just a little bit lighter.
“Thank you, Ellie,” you murmur again, your voice barely above a whisper.
She sits up, brushing off her pants, and her face softens. “No, thank you... for making me come back here. I miss him so much.”
Your heart aches as you sit up and take her hand. You squeeze it gently. “It’s okay,” you say softly, looking into her eyes.
She lies back down on your lap, her breath steady as you run your fingers through her hair. The moment feels quiet and timeless. The outside world doesn’t matter anymore. It’s just the two of you here, in this forgotten place, under the stars that don’t shine like they used to but are still beautiful.
“I like planets,” Ellie says, her voice quiet and content.
“I know,” you reply. “I think after today i like them too”
She turns her head to look at you, a soft smile playing at the corners of her lips. “Do you want to be my world?” she asks, her voice teasing, but there’s something in her eyes that says it’s not just a joke.
You blink, and then you laugh softly, warmth spreading through you. “Sure, Ellie. I’d like that.”
She smiles wide, and for once, everything feels just right.
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Hi girlie was wondering if you could do your interpretation of “latch” Sam smith and disclosure ☯️
Latch - ellie williams x reader
Hi poookieeee!!! tbh i had two ideas for this. A lovey dovey one or a angsty one, i decided to go with the angst one!! lmk if you want the other one. I hope you enjoy this:)
This story is based off the song latch by Disclosure & Sam Smith. If you can please listen to the song as you're reading:)
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: Dark themes, emotional manipulation, obsession, trauma bonding, blood/violence, toxic dynamics
Summary: in which you were trapped
authors note hey:)
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“Now I got you in my space
I won’t let go of you.”
You weren’t supposed to meet her.
You were just passing through. One night, shelter from the rain, a hot meal traded for clean bullets. Then you saw her—
tattooed arm, flannel rolled to the elbows, eyes sharp like she was built of steel and sorrow.
She didn’t say much that first night. But she watched you.
And you watched her back.
People in the commune whispered about Ellie Williams. About what she’d done. Something about vengeance. Something about blood. But no one dared speak it aloud.
Except you.
You weren’t scared of her. You were intrigued. You thought you could handle it.
Oh, how wrong you were....
Somehow, it became a routine.
She'd show up at your cabin. Late. Unannounced. She never knocked.
Sometimes she came with a cut on her lip. Dirt on her hands. Sometimes she didn’t say a word—just grabbed you by the collar and kissed you like she was trying to fuse your bones together.
It was thrilling. Addictive.
You never asked where she went. You didn’t want to know. Because deep down, you liked it.
The chaos. The danger.
The way she latched onto you like you were the only thing left in the world keeping her human.
And you let her.
One night, she doesn’t come home. You wait. You pace. You ask around. Then—someone finds her.
Covered in blood. Breathing, barely. A man dead beside her with his throat slashed.
She won’t say what happened. But something in her eyes is... off. Hollow.
You nurse her back to health. She never thanks you. But she doesn’t leave, either. That night, she holds you tighter than she ever has. You wake up unable to breathe.
And that’s when the dreams start.
Blood. Wolves. Her face but twisted. Smiling.
You should've been scared. But you latched onto her.
You find a journal in Ellie’s bag. You know you shouldn’t look. But you do.
Inside: drawings. Of you. Over and over.
Sometimes smiling. Sometimes sleeping. Sometimes... injured.
One page stops your heart.
It's you, lying dead. Ellie crying beside your body.
A note scribbled beneath: “If I lose her, I lose everything.”
You shut the book. Pretend you didn’t see.
But something shifts after that.
You start to feel it—how tightly she watches you, how she tenses when you talk to others, how she clutches your wrist, not your hand.
This isn’t love.
It’s possession and you were stuck.
You try to leave one night as she slept peacefully.
She catches you before you reach the gate.
"Where are you going?" Her voice is low. Calm. Terrifying.
"Ellie... I can't breathe anymore."
She steps closer.
“You said I made you feel safe.”
"You did. But now it feels like a cage."
Something flickers behind her eyes. And she smiles.
“Then I guess I have to make the cage prettier.”
She gently took your hand, and she took you back inside. You were trapped. She could've put you into a cage and you would've preferred that.
One night, you manage it. You drug her water. You run.
You make it to the riverbank. Steal a boat. You're free.
Or so you thought...
Until someone jumps from the shadows—
a blade to your neck.
But it’s not Ellie.
It’s Dina. Bruised and alive.
“Get away from her,” Dina spoke with a voice filled with sympathy. “She’ll never let you go.”
Your mind spins. “But—she said you were gone—”
“She wanted you to think that.” Dina starts as she slowly brings the blade away from your neck.
"You need to get away"
Ellie appears behind her. Calm. Smiling.
"You were never meant to find each other," Ellie says. Both you and Dinas head snaps into the direction of her voice. You felt your body go cold. Dina's eyes widen with fear.
You can't even recall what happened next. All you remember was the sound of gunshots. It was all a blur.
Dina shoots first.
Ellie dodges.
You grab the gun and fire—
Ellie collapses.
You don’t breathe until her eyes close.
You watched Ellie- the women who has been tormenting you for the last few months bleed to death on the ground before you.
You hear Dina talking. You don't even know what she's saying, the only sound you could hear was the ringing in your ears.
Months went by and you live with Dina now. The two of you don’t talk about Ellie.
You don’t talk about how you sometimes wake up reaching for her.
You don’t talk about how, sometimes, you still hear her voice.
And you definitely don’t talk about the page in her journal you kept.
The one that wasn’t of you dead. The one where she drew herself, alone.
Underneath, it read: “If I let go, I lose her.”
If she scared you so much, why are you still latching onto her?
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Would it be possible for you to do anything about Dina? Totally fine if not, I just never see anything about her at all 😭
If so, would you be able to do something about R just being reeeally protective towards her, almost akin to like- a guard dog or something . Just always following her around, hard to not find Dina without them , literally the nicest to Dina but as soon as anyone gets in the way they’re all glares and ugly looks.
But Dina has no idea what people are talking about when they bring it up to her, because what do you mean ?? They’re so sweet!
And maybe she does know and just chooses to do nothing about it because she finds it cute or funny.
(also really glad you’re back, make sure you still feel like you can take time for yourself tho!)
Guard dog - (Dina x reader)
Hi anon! thank you for this request! We need more Dina fics. Justice for Dina lol. Thank you for your kind message.... i hope you enjoy<33
Pairing: dina x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts:)
warnings: none
Summary: In which you protected her
authors note: part 2?
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Dina shivered as she walked into Ellies house. She quickly shut the door behind her, trying to not let anymore of the cold air in.
Dina hated winter. When it started snowing in Jackson she would gather as much food as she could and she would stay in the warmth her house. She would not leave for anything. She would wrap herself in blankets and she'll sit in front of the fireplace in her home.
The only time anyone would ever see Dina during winter is when the snow starts to smelt and flowers start blooming again.
Dina slipped off her jacket as she wrapped her arms around herself. Despite Dina practically hugging herself she still felt cold.
Maybe you'd be able to keep her warm.
No.
fuck.
She cant think of you in that way.
You were just friends.
Just friends.
'But friends don't cuddle. Friends don't shower together. friends don't-'
Dina's thoughts were interrupted by Ellie's voice: "fucking finally"
Before Dina could talk she heard Jesse say: "we know you hate the cold but you took like 5 fucking hours to get here"
"you guys are being overdramatic" Dina rolled her eyes as she took of her boots.
It's been a while since the 3 of them hung out alone.
Ellie was always hooking up with someone, Jesse was always patrolling and Dina was always with you.
"I'm surprised you didn't bring your girl with" Jesse told her with a smirk.
Dina's brows furrowed "my girl?"
"yeah" Ellie laughed.
"your guard dog"
"guard dog?" Dina asked in confusion.
"I don't know what you're talking about"
Ellie and Jesse's jaws hung open.
"You don't see it?"
"see what?"
"dude you're stupid" Jesse sighs.
-
You and Dina had gotten ready together. The two of were walking down the road and you held onto her arm gently.
Dina would never admit it out loud but she liked it when you did that. She liked it when you were so close to her. It made her feel safe.
You checked the surroundings while keeping an eye on Dina. Even though Jackson was extremely safe you still couldn't help looking after her.
You were subtle in the way you cared for her. You liked Dina a lot, and you had hoped that she'd catch on. It's been years and she still hasn't noticed anything.
To protect your friendship you decided to settle on just looking after her.
You were possessive, protective over what you wanted. But clearly Dina noticed nothing so your actions were in vain. (Or so you thought).
Dina walked into the bar first and she felt your presence close behind her. (You always followed her around and when the two of you were separated you still kept and eye on her)
Rumors spread around Jackson that the two of you were dating.
Dina has heard them. She liked the rumors hoping that any girl interested in you would believe it and leave you alone but she also doesn't know who or what the source of the rumors were.
She didn't realize it, but it was you. The way you looked at her, protected her, you scared everyone away from her. She didn't see it.
Fucking idiot.
Dina went to Ellie and she hugged her. You stayed close behind her glaring at the two.
'You can't be jealous. It's not fair' you kept telling yourself.
The feelings you had for Dina just grew stronger and stronger and they were threatening to reveal themselves.
Dina slid into the booth first and you slid in after, immediately wrapping your arm around her shoulder glaring at anyone who even looks at her.
Ellie stared at scene before her. There was clearly something going on between the two of you but you both denied it.
Ellie thought you were both really stupid.
The conversation flowed easily between the three of you, but eventually Dina had to go to the bathroom. You moved out the booth and Dina made her way to the bathroom.
"Hi"
Dina's head turned to see a beautiful red head giving her a small smile.
"hi" Dina smiled shyly.
"my name is-"
Before she could even utter her name you walked in
"There you are" you said as you walked towards her ignoring the girl.
You took Dina's hand and you looked at the girl.
"Sorry" she muttered and she walked away.
Dina frowned "why was she saying sorry"
You glared at the girl before you turned back to Dina, your grip on her hand tightened.
"I don't know" you shrugged as you kissed her temple.
-
"She was just protecting me" Dina's blushed.
"protecting you? All she had to do was pee on you to mark her territory because damn"
Dina felt butterflies erupt in her stomach.
Maybe there was more to your behavior
"It was probably a one time thing" Dina argued.
"one time?" Jesse said dramatically.
"She's always holding you. A arm around your shoulders or waist, she never leaves you alone, she follows you around like a dog... she's in love with you!"
Dina drowned out Ellie and Jesse's voices.
Everything she heard can't be a coincidence right.... right?
She wrapped her arms around herself once again
Maybe you were just protective.
But maybe, just maybe you felt the same way.
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Can you do something with toxic Ellie where she sobs and cries when reader gets to her last straw literally having snot running down her nose sliding down the wall actually going through all the stages of grief, trying to justify her cheating, lying etc and tries to forcefully give reader a kiss and hug her telling reader she loves her so much 😣🤚🏼
Her Sweet girl: Part 1/2 - (ellie williams x reader)
Hi anon!! thanks for the request! This is lowkey based on how my ex and i ended lmao.... i hope you enjoy <33333
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: cheating and alot of angst
Summary: in which you had enough
authors note: so.... I'm back (idk for how long though)
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"Again? Really Ellie? Again?"
She sat in a corner, tears in her eyes.
Ellie looked rough, her hair messy, hickeys littered her chest.
"It was a mistake-" she choked out
"mistake? A fucking mistake?" You raised your voice.
Ellie flinched not being used to you being so aggressive.
You were a good girl. A very good girl. Sweet. Innocent. Naïve. The perfect victim for someone like Ellie.
Ellie grew up watching romance movies.
They were predictable, cringe at times and very unrealistic. She hated the happily ever after, she pulled her face every time the two main characters came together with a kiss.
She hated the happily ever after.
She hated the idea of being with someone forever. Forever sounded too long.
"Ellie you'll get a STD" Joel once told her as they sat for breakfast.
She let out a chuckle as she pour herself a glass of orange juice
"I'm just perfecting my skills"
"Els you're bringing home a girl almost every night. I'm concerned for you"
"Concerned? Because I'm getting laid?"
"That's not what I meant and you know that"
Ellie let out a sigh 'here we go again' she thought to herself.
"Joel please" she begged knowing where this conversation was going.
"you'll never find happiness like this. Do you think you'll find find a real connection with someone if you keep brining different people home"
"I know. I know, I'm still young Joel I have time"
You were sweet. The sweetest girl she's ever met. You were so loyal, caring.
When the two of you hooked up for the first time Ellie was surprised to see how polite you were. You asked her if she was having fun, you offered her water.
Ellie had one rule: never sleep with the same girl twice.
You were an exception.
You made her feel special, you made her feel loved. Ellie loved you and she never thought she would be capable of loving.
As much as she loved you, she could never stay loyal.
Ellie liked the thrill of meeting someone new, she liked the one night stands. She loved her double life.
You caught her one night.
In all honesty you don't even remember what happened. You walked into the room and your eyes landed on Ellie in between a girl's thighs.
You fell to your knees and tears left your eyes as you looked at the scene before you. The girl screamed, and she grabbed her clothes apologizing to you as she ran out.
Elle fell to her knees naked, apologizing as she held your hand gently.
You stared at the wall as tears left your eyes.
The silence felt like hours to Ellie.
You uttered the words: "it's ok, you made a mistake"
"Never again" she promised as she hugged you tightly as you cried into her shoulder.
She lied.
You caught her again a week later and she made the same promise.
Again and again and again.
You loved her so much. So much that it hurt you. You forgave her over and over again.
Someone who loved you wouldn't betray you like this, someone who wanted to spend the rest of her life with you wouldn't treat you like this.
This was your final straw.
You saw the girls underwear when you walked into your shared apartment.
When you opened the bedroom door, she was on top of Ellie and she was giggling.
She was fucking giggling.
You weren't sad. You were.. disgusted. You just stared at them and eventually they noticed you.
"Fucking talk Ellie" you demanded
Hearing her sweet girl talk like this, made Ellie's stomach turn.
"She seduced you, she forced you you were lonely? i didn't make you cum?... what's the fucking reason this time?"
Ellie opened her mouth but no words came out.
She didn't have a reason.
You stared at her 'wow she couldn't even explain it this time'
You were tired. Tired of being lied to, tired of being humiliated.
You walked to your closet and you started packing up your clothes. Ellie suddenly got up and ran towards you.
She grabbed your shoulders forcing you to look at her.
"baby please let's talk about this"
She brought you in for a awkward hug but you gently pulled away from her not saying a word.
You didn't cry, you didn't even react.
That scared Ellie.
The fact you weren't saying something scared her.
She tried grabbing your arm again but you pushed her.
"get the fuck off me"
Ellie dramatically fell against the wall, she slid down as she sobbed.
She was putting up and act, you knew she was.
She laid on the floor in a ball, sobbing loudly but you ignored her.
"if i ever lose you, I'd surely lose myself" she said as she sobbed into her arms. Her cries got louder and louder. She was desperately trying to get your attention.
She just wanted one reaction from you. She wanted- no - needed you to say something.
"You look like a fucking child" you laughed.
Ellie looked up at you through her tears.
You were laughing? What was so funny?
"So you think me crying is funny?" she asked in disbelief
"so you think cheating on me and crying will make me stay?"
She started sobbing again and you just rolled your eyes.
She looked like a toddler after their parent told them no.
She was a sight to behold. She eyes puffy and swollen, she was drooling, and snot was running out her nose. She looked dirty, desperate, pathetic.
She always had you crying like that, but the roles were reversed. You were in control now.
She needed you.
You made your way to the door and Ellie crawled behind you, like the dog she was.
You turned to look at her, and she started kissing your legs.
"baby please" she said through kisses.
"Let me explain"
"No"
She held your leg as she sobbed. You put down your bag and you forcefully pushed her off.
Ellie landed with a thud and she looked at you with wide eyes holding the side of her head (she probably hit her head, maybe she was being overdramatic maybe she was lying who know. She deserves it anyway)
You picked up your bag and walked to the front door.
Ellie suddenly got up and cleared her throat.
"You wouldn't dare leave me. i mean look at you, who would love you?" she said with a grin.
You knew the sobbing was an act. It was crazy how quickly she could change up.
You turn to look at her: "me? i'll find someone"
You look her up and down "you on the other hand, i don't know... i mean who would want to date someone that tasted everyone's pussy"
Her jaw dropped at your words.
"you wont leave me"
"watch me"
"You're unlovable" were the last words you muttered to her as you slammed the door shut.
She looked at the closed door in front of her.
You actually left. You actually had the guts to walk out.
Tears fell from Ellie's eyes. Real tears fell from her eyes.
She put her hand on her chest. Her heart hurts, her throat was closing up. she felt sick.
Is this what real heartbreak felt like?
you actually left her.
Her sweet girl left.
Ellie fell to her knees and she let out a loud sob. She ruined the only good thing in her life.
Part 2
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oh my gad who dat pretty in ur pfp
I DONT KNOW
I found her on pintrest lmao, I'm looking for her Instagram but I can't find her😭💔
What about Ellie taking readers first kiss?!?🤭 very nervous reader?? anxious somewhat but also super excitedd
Frostbite - (ellie williams x reader)
Hi anon!! i did it a little differently from your request, i hope you don't mind. I could not stop writing this, i might make a part 2 to this... I hope you enjoy <333
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: none
Summary: in which you shared a special moment with her
authors note: did i mention Christmas in this because I'm excited for December? yes.
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Jackson was covered in thick layer of snow. Everyone was wearing puffer jackets, mittens and beanies hoping that the cold air wouldn't affect them. You walked down the street seeing how people were hanging Christmas lights, and how the children stared at everything in awe. The children made snowmen, and you knew that soon the town would be buzzing with people as they started to buy gifts for their families.
As beautiful as the holidays were, you hated it. Every year you'd end up alone in your house, listening to carols being sang. You're be filled with a emptiness that you can't explain.
You missed your family every year. You'd always imagine the type of life you'd be living if the outbreak never happened.
You sat in the local garden, shivering slightly when the cool breeze blew past you.
"There you are, i was looking for you"
you turned your head to that voice.
Her voice.
Ellie Williams.
You rolled your eyes "you need to stop looking for me"
"i missed you though" she pouted
You hated when she did this.
When she'd come after you with nice words, pretending like she cared.
Maybe she did and you didn't believe her. At this point you don't know how to feel.
When Ellie first arrived in Jackson the two of you were inseparable.
"We were bound to be friends" she'd always say.
Sleepovers, makeovers, baking, watching old movies, you did everything together.
But the older the two of you grew, things became different.
You both got new friends, new interests. You used to spend every waking second of the day together, now the two of you only awkwardly said hi when you saw each other in public.
You both had reasons for the sudden distance.
You thought Ellie had outgrown your friendship. One day she'd be smiling with you, the next day she'd barley look at you.
Ellie on the other hand, was in love with you.
She suddenly became self-aware of how she looked, how she smelled, how she spoke. She didn't want to embarrass herself. The best solution to her problem (or what she thought was right) was avoiding you.
Now that she's older she has realized that damage her avoiding you caused.
Years had gone by and the two of you lived separate lives, but Ellie's feelings for you never went away. She was stuck on you.
No matter how many girls she dated, kissed or hooked up with, she knew her heart belonged to you.
The older Ellie grew, the more attractive you found her and some days you're actually glad the friendship ended.
Imagine you were best friends with the girl you loved?
Both of you assumed your feelings were one sided. Until the rumors started.
It all started when a girl randomly slapped you across the face saying that Ellie moaned your name while they were doing the deed.
She's been avoiding you but she's moaning your name?
You weren't sure if you should feel flattened or disturbed.
You'd hear more stories as the years went on.
"She liked you" , "She misses you" You weren't sure if this was even true. Maybe it was all just a sick joke.
Even with all the drama you missed her. The friendship. The cheesy jokes, the stupid stories. You just missed her.
You were actually happy when Ellie slowly started coming back into your life. It went from just saying hi occasionally, to small life updates to full sleepovers.
It was just like old times.
Your heart ached for her even more, now you're getting close again. As much as you enjoyed the friendship, you couldn't help but want more.
You noticed her lingering touches, the small glances.
Maybe you were being delusional? Maybe you were reading into it?
You could feel a connection, but does she feel it too?
Maybe the rumors weren't true.
"You saw me earlier els, you cant miss me"
"I just love spending time with you"
fuck, how many girls has she said this to?
"i want to-" she went silent, not finishing her sentence.
She seemed nervous.
From the corner of your eye you see her moving closer to you, her arm wrapping around your shoulders.
You shiver at the close contact.
"Why are you so close?" You ask in a whisper
"I'm keeping you warm"
It was winter and its really fucking cold but suddenly you were hot. You were almost sweating because of the close proximity.
This is closest she's been in years.
Ellie leaned closer towards you, so close you could feel her breathe on your cheek. Your heart races, you felt comfortable in her presence, you palms felt clammy.
You were nervous.
Why does she make you nervous?
"Can i kiss you?" Ellie suddenly asked.
Without hesitation you said yes.
Before your lips crashed into hers, your body turned hot, your breathing came out in short breaths. You turned to her and and her hand gently touched your cheek, you leaned in first.
Since when are you bold? Were you really this desperate?
As soon as your lips made contact, you felt butterflies explode in your stomach. She pulled you closer by the waist and you grabbed her face bringing her closer than she already was.
Your heart was beating so fucking fast, you assumed she could probably feel it.
"Your lips are...cold" you softly chuckle as your fingers brushed against your lips.
Did this just happen?
You were suddenly hyperaware of your surroundings.
Did you breath smell ok? Did you kiss ok?
Fuck now you were really nervous.
Ellie didn't respond and there was a comfortable silence between the two of you.
Ellie spoke up eventually "I've always wanted to do that"
You stayed silent blushing at her words.
"Do you want to come back to... my place so we can talk about us.... and i know you hate being alone during the holidays so can we perhaps... i don't know... go?"
"Yeah... I'd like that"
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can you write an ellie fic based off of ‘loosing sleep’ by tzuyu? thank you! <3
Losing sleep - (ellie eilliams x reader)
Hi poookieee!!! i hope you didn't wait too long for this one. I'm lowkey nervous to post this because i wasn't sure if google translate was accurate lol<3333 I hope you enjoy....
This story is based off the song Losing Sleep by TZUYU! If you can, please listen to the song as you're reading:)
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: angst
Summary: in which you hated her
masterlist
"Staying in my room
This feeling is vivid on a sleepless night
Yeah, I know what I want
Sensitive sense
The face that emerged between the shimmering moonlight
Baby, oh, it's you
Then my heart is on fire, fire"
You screamed into your pillow as soon as you woke up.
You hated her. So fucking much.
Her entire existence bothered you, the way she talked, the way she breathed.
You hated Ellie Williams so much.
You yelled and yelled till you had no more air left.
When you left the house you saw her, when you were helping Maria in the garden you saw her, you saw her when you did your grocery shopping.
You could blame Jackson for being so small, everyone knows everyone here. But you still hated seeing her. You wish she never came here.
You didn't like the way she smiles, you don't like the way she says your name, you just don't like her.
You laid on the very pillow you just screamed into. Heavy breathes left your mouth as you looked out your window. You've been having vivid dreams about her.
She's haunting you and she didn't even know that.
You laid on your back looking at the ceiling and thinking about the dream that ruined your sleep.
You were walking through a forest. It felt so real.
The moon was high in the sky, casting a beautiful blue light onto your surroundings. You could smell the ground, you could feel the dew on your skin, you could hear the wind blowing. You were at peace.
You smelled her. You knew it was her.
You should've walked away, but you were drawn to her. You heard leaves crunching under your feet as you walked closer.
She was here. You could feel her.
You stopped when you saw a figure standing in the dark.
"Ellie" you whispered.
She took a step forward, the moonlight reflecting on her face. You took in her green eyes, her beautiful smile, her autumn brown hair.
She was beautiful.
"Hi" she said with a smile.
Before you could say anything, you woke up.
She's everywhere in Jackson, you see her stupid face everyday, why should she show up in your dreams too?
You hated Ellie Williams.
But if you hate her so much, why does your heart ache for her?
"Sí, I know you bad for me
But why are you doing this?
I keep wanting and wanting
This craving for you
I've been losing sleep over you
I've been losing sleep over you
I only think of you again
I can't sleep
Losing sleep over you
I've been losing sleep over you
White long chestnuts
Yeah, I need you by my side"
You stared at her when you went to the cafeteria the next day.
You've heard the rumors. Everyone knew of Ellie Williams. The amount of people who dream to have one conversion is endless.
Every time you hear her name, its either a story of her hooking up with someone or her homewrecking a relationship. She is a disgusting human being.
Why do you want her so much? Why do your cheeks heat up when she smiles at you? You crave her. You're starved for her despite her bad reputation.
No wait. You cant want her.
You hate her... right?
Right?
You're afraid to fall asleep. You're afraid that she'll show up in your dreams again. That one dream ruined everything.
Every time you closed your eyes you saw her smiling face.
You needed to escape her, you needed to get away from her, but she's following you around like a stupid fly.
When you lay in your bed at night, you could only think of her.
What she wore that day, with who she talked to.
She's everywhere you go, she consumes most of your thoughts, she haunts you in your dreams, she's making you lose sleep.
You really hated Ellie Williams.
"I can't bear it anymore
The flame spreads through the growing thirst
Call your name
Yeah, I can't stop
All night, all night, yeah, I think of you
Even if I close my eyes for a moment, I dream of you
I'ma dream of you, oh
All of your A to Z
Sweet toxic to me
No one but you
Put this feeling to rest"
You cant take it anymore.
Your body ached for her, in a way you've never experienced. You were thirsty and the only person who could quench that thirst was her.
Everyday without her became harder and harder.
She was all you thought you about, you saw her in everything. You cant stop.
You were addicted to the version of Ellie you created in your head.
You needed her and you were desperate. So desperate that you decided to ask her out.
It was a chilly day and you saw her standing next to Joel. You took a deep breath before you walked towards them, you gave Joel a polite "hello" and he gave you a nod.
You asked Ellie if you could talk privately and she said yes.
Holy shit, she said yes.
Your heart beat faster, she was willing to listen. The two of you walked a little distance away from Joel before you turned to her and immediately asked: "do you want to go on a date?"
She shrugged and said "sure"
She said yes.
You gave her a awkward handshake and you ran home screaming into your pillow.
This was really happening. It's not a dream anymore.
You walked into the tipsy bison, excited to finally talk to her. You stomach dropped when you saw Ellie and a redhead.
Ellie's hand was on her thigh and, and you felt sick.
They were right about her. You've been losing sleep over a girl like Ellie?
This put the feelings you had for Ellie to rest. You were done with her.
You turned and you walked out the bar, before you looked up at the sky.
You really fucking hated Ellie Williams.
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heyy could you write something based on Dark Red by Steve Lacy?
i love all your works btw
Dark red - (ellie williams x reader)
hi poookie!! thank you sm!! i hope you don't mind me writing this as a gore story, I've been writing a lot of fluff recently and i missed my violent stories, but if you want me to write a different version just let me know!!! i hope you enjoy <33
This story is based off the song Dark Red by Steve Lacy, if you can please listen to the song while you're reading:)
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
HUGE warning: murder, kidnapping, being held hostage, dead bodies, violence
Summary: in which she wanted you to herself
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"Something bad is 'bout to happen to me
I don't know what, but I feel it coming
Might be so sad, might leave my nose running
I just hope she don't wanna leave me"
Something bad was going to happen. Ellie could feel it in her bones. She doesn't know why she feels this way, but ever since she woke up this morning, she's been filled with dread. A heaviness in her gut she can't shake off.
Ellie sat at her desk, anxiously waiting for the bell to ring. She hasn't been home for the last 3 days because of school spirit week.
Ellie was so pissed off when she heard they were having a camping day, a sleepover and a all nighter back to back. Everyone was complaining that they were exhausted due to all the activities happening at school, but Ellie wasn't thinking about sleep.
She was thinking about you.
She was always thinking about you.
Ellie could see everyone was staring at the clock, they were practically counting down the seconds before the bell rang. They wanted to go home.
Ellie wanted to go home too, she needed to get home to you.
5, 4, 3, 2-
Before the bell rang the intercom went off. The students groaned thinking that they had to stay at school for another day.
"Can Ellie Williams please come to the principals office. Ellie Williams. I repeat, can Ellie Williams please come to the principals office"
fuck.
The bell rang soon after and everyone ran to the door, Ellie watched as they ran like animals.
"Fucking idiots" she thought to herself
She waited till most of the kids were gone, before she got up grabbing her bag and slowly making her way to the office.
She knocked on the door, and she heard a small "come in".
She let out a sigh as she reluctantly pushed open the door and she was greeted by a the principal and a detective.
What the fuck?
"Close the door and sit down" the principal instructed.
As she sat down her heartrate increased. Her ears were ringing, her palms were sweaty.
The detective cleared his throat before he spoke "as you know y/n has been missing for 3 months now"
She nods
"after further investigation, it seems you were the last one seen with her"
"Was i really or are you looking for someone to blame?" Ellie asked with a raised brow.
She knew where you were, but she couldn't tell him that.
"Ms Williams you're under suspension of kidnapping"
Ellies fists clench by her sides "why am i? Just because i was last seen with her?"
"You guys were best friends, many people said you were close, some say you where obsessed"
Oh she was mad. Ellie was really mad. She wasn't obsessed, she just cared about you.
"i wasn't" she said through gritted teeth.
"We think you know where she is"
Ellie got up, her fist hitting the table "so you're accusing an underage child of kidnapping? do i look like I'm capable of doing that?"
"Ms Williams-"
"no"
Ellie turned to the door and she stormed out. She walked out of the building rushing home to see you.
She hoped you didn't leave her.
"Don't you give me up, please don't give up
On me, I belong with you and only you, baby
Only you, my girl, only you, babe
Only you, darling, only you, babe
Only you, my girl, only you, babe
Only you, darling, only you"
They weren't wrong about what ellie had done to you.
But she had to do it! How else was she supposed to keep you to herself?
Ellie always has feelings for you. Ever since you shyly asked her for a pencil in year 8, she's been all over you. As the years went by her fondness towards you grew, you made her blush, you made her giggle, you made her so fucking happy.
Overtime the two of you built a good friendship but Ellie always wanted more.
It was a Thursday, the sun was shining and the two of had a science project to finish.
The homecoming dance was getting closer and she wanted to ask you. Ellie thought this was the perfect moment to ask you.
"So....with who are you going to homecoming?" Ellie asked clearing her throat
"oh Dina asked me"
"what did you say?"
"I said yes, i think Dina is cute"
No no no no no no no
Not her. You belong to her. You were hers. Not Dina. You were supposed to go with her.
No no no no no
"Ellie?" You asked with concern seeing her zoned out expression.
Ellie looked at you briefly before her hands wrapped around your neck. You let out a silent scream trying to scratch her. You tried fighting but you couldn't. Ellie was stronger than you, she was bigger too.
Eventually you went limp in her hands.
Heavy breaths left Ellie's mouth.
You were still breathing. Good.
She dragged you to her house, hiding behind bushes once in a while to make sure no one saw her. She dragged you into her house, and into her basement.
Ellie placed your body onto the cold floor and she watched you breathing faintly.
Now you cant go with Dina.
"Something bad is 'bout to happen to me
Why I feel this way, I don't know maybe
I think of her so much, it drives me crazy
What if she's fine?
It's my mind that's wrong
And I just let bad thoughts
Linger for far too long"
You're fine. You're fine. You're fine.
She's just having bad thoughts. Ellie has always had a tendency to overthink things.
She knew it was bad to overthink but she was always prepared for the worst.
When Ellie first kidnapped you, 3 months ago everything was fine.
You never screamed, you never fought back, you always tried negotiating or escaping which was good because she didn't need to tie you up or gag you.
You made things easy for her. Ellie fed you, she kept you company, she tried to be Dina.
She really tried to keep you happy.
You didn't need Dina, you needed her.
But for the last month you've been very sick. You barley spoke, you barley ate, you barley moved.
There was something wrong with you, she just didn't know what it was.
Since she hasn't been home for 3 days, Ellie didn't know if you would still be alive. There was no one to feed you. No one to talk to you. You were all alone.
You're fine. You're fine. You're fine.
She's just overthinking it.
Her house key rattled as she pushed open the door. She quickly made her way to the basement, unlocking the door. She walked down the stairs quietly calling your name.
You didn't say anything. She didn't see any movement. she slowly made her way to the bed she had made for you and there you were.
Your skin was pale, cold and it was turning blue. You weren't breathing.
Ellie let out a sigh as she gently grabbed your body, hugging you, not caring of the smell.
Atleast Dina cant get to you.
You were hers. You were safe. You were ok. You now only belong to her.
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okokokok but what abt ellie taking care of long-kinda curly hair! reader? like, reader also wants her to help, specially when washing it, cumbing and use dryer
this' me btw if u even care
Wash day - (ellie williams x reader)
Hi poookieeee!! As someone with very curly hair this was needed, i hope you enjoy <33 also hello kitty??? my favorite type of kitty tbh
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
warnings: none
Summary: in which she helps you with your hair
authors note: ugh i found out that ill only know if i got into uni in November, i'm going insane
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Ellie watched as you walked all over your shared apartment.
You walked from room to room grabbing different bottles of things she wasn't sure of. She heard you mumbling as you continued to grab towels and more bottles.
Ellie got up and she gently grabbed your wrist "baby slow down"
you looked at her with a small smile
"i cant slow down now, i need to start so i have enough time to finish"
Ellie raised an eyebrow "to finish what?"
"Its wash hair day"
She looked at the bottles to see hair products and other items. You removed yourself from Ellie's gentle grip before taking all the products into your arms.
"i would love to stand and watch you stare at all my stuff but i really want to start with my hair"
In all the months that the two of you have been together Ellie has never seen you do your hair. You would go into the bathroom and you'd come out with your natural curls after a few hours.
Ellie loved when you wore your hair naturally, but she also knew how much work it takes to maintain your hair.
"I want to help you"
You looked at her, jaw slightly ajar.
None of your partners has ever offered to help, they actually always had a problem with how long it took you to finish. But Ellie always told you to take your time, she bought whatever you needed, she was different.
It was the bare minimum but because no one has ever done this, you were taken back by this gesture.
god you really loved this girl
"Yeah" you quickly cleared your throat.
Ellie followed you to the bathroom and you quickly gave her a rundown of everything that needed to happen.
Wash, products, style, dry
It sounded simple to Ellie but when she saw everything you had set up, she knew that would be a long process.
Ellie sat on the edge of the tub as you went onto your knees, a smirk appeared on her face.
"oh so we're doing something else?"
you rolled your eyes "ew no. You're washing my hair"
Ellie chuckled as you rolled your eyes.
You shuffled closer to the tub and you leaned forward, so that just your hair was in the tub.
Ellie grabbed the shower head and she brought it to your head. As the water droplets fell onto your hair, it immediately curled even more than it already was.
After a few minutes you instructed Ellie to put a hair mask on. She gently squeezed the thick mixture onto her hand and she applied it to your scalp.
You almost moaned at how good she was massaging you. She had very skilled fingers so she knew what she was going.
"Just like that els" you sighed she chuckled.
"You normally say that to me when-"
"no"
Ellie let out a laugh before rinsing your hair.
She followed all the instructions you gave her when it came to applying shampoo, conditioner, she even checked the temperature of the water, like you told her.
After everything you got up and you gently wrapped your hair in a towel.
You kissed her forehead "thank you els"
You started to make your way to the bedroom.
"Where are you going?" she asked
"To finish my hair"
"i wanna come"
"then come"
She happily followed you to the room and she watched you from the edge of the bed.
"When can i help?"
"Let me do this part myself ok? You can help me dry it"
Ellie nodded watching you intently.
She watched you apply more product to your hair. You applied curl cream, some weird clear gel Ellie has never heard of, you even applied different oils.
Holy shit is it really this complicated to have curly hair?
"Come on Ellie" you suddenly called.
You scrunched your hair a little and you gave her a hairdryer.
You showed her exactly how to do it. She grabbed the dryer and she started from top to the bottom, just like you showed her.
You smiled as you looked at her in the mirror, she has a focused look on her face, her tongue slightly sticking out.
After 20 minutes she was done and she took a step back admiring her work.
You got up and turned to her and she gave you a smile.
"you look pretty"
"thank you baby"
You walked towards her and you gave her a kiss on the cheek. Ellie pulled out her phone and she grabbed your hand
"lets take pictures"
"why?"
"i want to remember the day i did your hair"
"Aren't you tired if my hair yet?"
"i love your hair"
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super confident!ellie x really bold and forward reader at a party and they’re both just bored and the more ellie talks to reader the more shes stumbling over her words by how quickly she responds to ellie’s lines and ellie knows she’s fucked bc she cant stop thinking about the girl that she fucked at the party yayyyyy
Rose - (ellie williams x reader)
hi anon! i had so many ideas for this, i might make a part 2 because yes or ill make a different version ughhhh...i hope you enjoy it<3
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
warnings: sexual themes
Summary: in which she cant forget you
authors note: i submitted my application, lets see if i get accepted because i will lose my mind if i don't
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The smell of weed was the first thing that reached Ellie's nose when she walked into the house.
Mid term exams has had her stressed and she's barley been out. Whoever said college would be easy, lied because she's never been this stressed.
She needed to blow off some steam and what better way is there than to get blackout out drunk and to fuck a random girl she'll never talk to again.
It was too early in the night to make a move. She need to wait for the straight girls to get drunk, and for the overly emotional girls to come her way.
She sat on a couch scanning the room. So many victims, so many options.
Who will be the lucky girl tonight?
"You know its gross to eye fuck innocent people?" she heard a voice talk next to her.
A small frown appeared on Ellie's face when she turned to you.
Holy shit, who are you?
Her eyes scanned your body.... fuck
Maybe you'd be the lucky one
You noticed her staring and you rolled your eyes before saying: "Take your pervert eyes off me"
Oh you were feisty.
Ellie never had a problem with women. Most of them threw themselves at her, all she needed to do was say a few words and give them a small smile and they'd be moaning her name minutes later.
She was confident that she'll get you too. She just needed to pull out all the stops when it came to you.
Ellie chuckled at your comment "I'm not a pervert, I'm just checking to make sure you don't have a weapon on you?" she joked.
"What weapon? My strap on?" You snorted.
oh.
Ellie wasn't expecting that.
"What's wrong? Cat got your tongue?" you teased at her sudden silence.
Ellie shook her head quickly gaining her composure.
"Has anyone ever told you that you were pretty?" She quickly tried changing the subject.
You hummed "quite a few... has anyone ever told you that you suck at flirting?"
Now this made her jaw drop.
You didn't giggle like she expected, you didn't give her a shy smile.
What the fuck is happening?
"You're boring" you state, you got up and left.
You left the Ellie Williams speechless.
The longer the night went on the more her mind drifted to you. Her mission of finding someone to fuck ended as soon as you came into the picture.
She wanted you. She was on a mission to find you. But between all the people grinding up against each other she thought that would be impossible.
"Hey there loser" she heard your voice she immediately turned to you.
"h-hey" did she just fucking stutter?
"Did you find someone to fuck yet?" you asked she shook her head.
"Maybe we can..." Ellie went silent, too shy to finish her sentence.
She made two scissors with her hands and she made a scissoring motion "you k-know.... me and you"
You laugh at her. You fucking laugh at her.
"Don't be pathetic, use your words"
Ellie felt humiliated. Why were you telling her what to do? Normally she was the one giving orders. Ellie decided that its time to switch roles. She wanted to be in charge.
"Well lets go to the bathroom and ill show you what i can do"
"so you're saying im some kind of cheap fuck?"
"N-no i mean... i meant like-"
"see fucking pathetic"
Ellie was sweating, her cheeks were tinted in a dark shade of pink.
What were you doing to her?
You gently took her hand "show me where your dorm is" was all you said.
The rest was a blur to her.
Lips passionately touching each other, clothes flying off, your fingers in her. A tiny rose tattoo on your left shoulder. She's never cum so hard in her life.
After tonight she knew you fucked her over.
No one had made her this nervous, no one has ever made her finish this hard, no one had ever made her this submissive.
Who are you?
Ellie groaned when she heard her alarm go off. She rolled over to the side of the bed you were laying on, but you weren't there.
She opened her eyes to a cold empty bed.
"Fuck" she sighed.
She never got your name, she doesn't have your number, she doesn't know anything about you.
The memory of you on top of her, you moaning was all she could think about.
Fuck, how she just forget that? How could she forget you?
The only thing she remembered was the rose tattoo on your left shoulder.
"Fuck rose who are you?"
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i literally read ur five everyday i love them sm and i was wondering if u could make a angsty with a happy ending ellie x reader inspired by bubblegum by clairo
Bubblegum - (ellie williams x reader)
hi anon! thank youuu sm!! i hope you enjoy this fic... i tried something new:)
This story is based off the song Bubblegum by Clairo! if you can please listen to the song as you're reading:)
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
warnings: none
Summary: in which you fell in love
authors note: the good doctor season 7 has me in tears man, like bro why did they have to kill Asher????
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You never thought this day would come. You thought this would only be a fantasy.
If you told 15 year old you that you would be standing in front of Ellie Williams at the alter, she would've laughed.
Both of you wanted this day to be perfect, and it was. The flowers, your dress and her suit, the seating arrangements, everything was perfect.
She looked at you with such love, love that you have only seen in Disney movies.
The two of you held hands as it was time for your vows. Her hands felt soft, and she held you so gently.
Ellie had to go first. Her palms were slightly sweaty. She was nervous.
Very fucking nervous.
You gave her hand a light squeeze and you gave her a small smile. That was all she needed.
"Sorry I didn't kiss you but it's obvious I wanted to"
You smiled as you remembered the awkward memory.
It was a sleepover at Dina's house, the two of you were only 15. It was you, Dina, Jesse and Ellie.
Oh Ellie.
Ellie Williams.
When Ellie and Joel arrived in Jackson you were immediately drawn to her.
She was pretty.
Really pretty.
Very early on you developed feelings for her. You liked the way she drew pictures, you liked the way she cut her hair, you liked her sense of humor. You liked Ellie for her.
When Dina invited you to the sleepover, you almost burst with joy. This was your moment.
Ellie was anxiously packing her bag for the sleepover.
She needed to impress you. She packed all her best outfits. She really fucking liked you.
The four of you played 7 minutes in heaven and the bottle landed on you and Ellie. Dina squealed knowing the two of liked each other.
You were pissing yourself, and Ellie was wondering how she smelled.
She was going to make a move. She needed to let you know how she felt. The two of you walked into the closet, and Dina locked the door behind you.
"Hi" you muttered softly
"hey" Ellie said back.
The two of you sat in awkward silence.
C'mon Ellie make your move
"What's your favorite color?" She suddenly blurted.
A smile spread onto your face before you answered "pink".
The two of you spoke so many things in that few minutes you had together. You learned so much about her.
"You have 2 minutes!" Dina yelled from the other side of the door.
"This was fun" you smiled
"it was... we should talk more often"
She was so close to you. So fucking close. You could feel her breath on your face.
'C'mon move Ellie' she thought to herself.
But before Ellie could make her move, you leaned in to kiss her. Her lips were so so soft. You've been dreaming about this for months.
Ellie's eyes widened at the sudden feeling. She wanted to lean in. She wanted to kiss you back but she was in a state of shock.
Ellie pulled away, and she started at you with a blank expression.
"Times up!" Dina opened the door with a smile.
Ellie got up and she ran out the closet.
You felt embarrassed. Humiliated.
You thought you had a connection, but clearly you were wrong.
Fuck you hated yourself
Ellie would probably never look at you again.
You were so fucking embarrassing.
"Bubble gum down my throat and it's a curse
But my luck couldn't get any worse
'Cause I swallowed the bubble gum
Oh, and these seven years will be pretty dumb
Pink flowers grow from my skin
Pepto Bismol veins and I grin"
It felt like seven years had gone by.
Its been 4 years since the kiss, but it felt like its been longer. After the kiss situation with Ellie, she avoided you like the plague. She never spoke to you again and you hated yourself for that.
Not only did you lose the girl you felt so deeply for, you lost someone you considered a best friend.
Little did you know she was beating herself up too. She was mad at herself for walking away. She was mad at herself for not kissing you back.
She was too embarrassed to look at you.
Ellie never tried again with any other girl, her heart belonged to you. Even though she wasn't sure what she would do to win you back, she knew one day you'd be hers.
Every time you would walk into a room where Ellie was she stopped breathing. If was as if bubblegum was stuck in her throat.
She wanted to talk to you, but the words were stuck.
Every time you were close to her, she'd always imagine all the things she would say, how you'd react, all the possibilities of what could have been.
But she was too pussy to say something about it.
As if her luck couldn't get worse Joel died. Everyone in Jackson could see how it affected her.
Ellie was sad but she was soon filled with rage. She had to go after whoever killed Joel. When she decided to leave Jackson, she had to say bye to you.
Ellie walked to where your house was and she knocked on the door. You opened it and she remembered you were wearing a pink flower dress.
Why was she here?
"I'm leaving Jackson"
Your eyes widened and you stayed silent for a while.
"I'm coming with you"
You stayed by her side the whole time. You were there for her the whole time.
One night you woke up to voices talking downstairs. Cautiously you walked down the stairs and you saw Ellie sitting with Tommy.
"Hi Tommy" you smile.
He gave Ellie a serious look before he walked out, not even saying bye to you.
Ellie turned to you with a sad look, and you could feel the tension in the air.
"You look so nice in your shirt" you say hoping to ease the tension.
It didn't work.
She told you about Abby. She told you that Tommy found her. She told you that she was leaving you to find her. You stayed silent as she explained everything to you.
"Say something" she begged.
"This is sad"
"What is?"
"It's sad because it just hurts"
You stayed silent before speaking up again: "I understand you miss Joel, but killing her wont bring him back. You're choosing someone else over us."
"We're not even together" Ellie hissed.
"I never forced you to come with me"
"Fuck Ellie don't you see?" You yelled "I'd do anything for you, but would you do that for me, too?"
She stayed silent at your words.
"I left my life for you, i wanted to be with you. I loved you Ellie! Open your fucking eyes"
She never responded, she got up and she walked out the door.
"Run like you always fucking do!"
She left you. She was gone for 3 months. You were going to give up hope.
Until you heard the front door opened. You ran down the stairs and you saw her in all her glory.
She was bloody, dirty and she had a few fingers missing.
"You're still here" she said with relief she fell to her knees and you ran to her.
Tears fell from both your eyes before Ellie muttered "killing her wont bring him back"
You smiled as Ellie retold the story in her vows. The officiant cleared her throat "i now pronounce you... wife and wife! You may now kiss your wife"
Ellie immediately grabbed your face, and the two of you shared a passionate kiss.
The crowd erupted in cheers, and you felt her smile into the kiss.
This is what you've always dreamed of.
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ellie period comfort fic pls? istg i hate this shit but love ur fluff fics KJAKSJHKA:cc
Comfort - (ellie williams x reader)
hi pookieeee!!! firstly thank youuuu, secondly so real. if i could get rid of it forever i would because joh the painnnnnnnn:(((( i hope you enjoy<3333
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
warnings: none
Summary: in which she helped you
authors note: its midterm break rn and im so bored, all i do is sleep, eat and write. also do yall think i should make playlist with all the songs people send me as requests???
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Ellie was worried. Really fucking worried.
The two of you were supposed to meet at this new cat café Ellie recently discovered. She remembered showing you pictures that she found on Instagram, and how excited you were.
"Ellie there's ginger cats!" You squealed when you saw the pictures. "Can i hold them?"
"The website says you can"
You let out a scream of excitement and you hopped onto her, straddling her. Her hands immediately went to your hips.
You kissed her all over her face and she fucking giggled.
"Thank you baby!"
Now here she sat all alone with ginger cat on her lap waiting for you.
She sat there for over an hour waiting but you never showed up. She's called you so many times. She's texted you so many times.
I'm here (delivered)
when are you coming? (delivered)
Where are you? (delivered)
Baby are you ok? (delivered)
You're scaring me (delivered)
It wasn't like you to not respond, especially if the two of you had a date planned.
Maybe you were mad at her? Maybe you were ignoring her? Maybe you were in danger?
Fuck, so many possibilities.
She checked your location only to see that you were at your apartment.
What?
She immediately left the café, and she hopped into her car. She was speeding down the highway, praying that she wouldn't get pulled over.
Maybe you fainted, maybe you forgot, maybe you had someone over?
She was terrified.
She pulled into the driveway of the complex and she rushed up the stairs forgetting that the elevator was there. She ran to your door and she unlocked it with the key she had, not even bothering to knock because if you were in trouble then she needed to get there urgently.
She walked into into your apartment and it looked like it always has. It was clean, everything was in its place.
What the fuck?
She slowly walked through the apartment and she checked every room but there was no one. She just has your bedroom left. She slowly opened the door and there was a huge lump on your bed. She walked to the other side of the bed to see you fast sleep covered with a million blankets.
She let out a sigh of relief and she squatted down so she could see your face more clearly.
She gently touched your cheek and your nose scrunched at the sensation.
"Baby" she muttered quietly.
You slowly opened your eyes and she gave you a small smile.
"Hi"
"Are you ok?" Ellie asked with concern "you didn't reply to my texts"
you frown and you reached out to grab your phone from behind you. You switched it on you read all the texts and you eyes widened.
"we had a date?"
"Yeah"
"I'm sorry"
Ellie shook her head "what happened?"
you look away shyly
"baby talk to me"
"my period started and i decided to take a nap"
'that explains your mood swings' Ellie thought
"oh you poor thing" she got up and she kissed your forehead "does it hurt?"
"A little" you admitted.
"Let me help you"
you nodded at her request and Ellie immediately got to work. She went into your bathroom and she filled the tub with water. She back into your room where you quietly sat and waited for her. She came in and she gently grabbed your hand
"come on baby"
You got out of the bed following her. When you got into the bathroom and you saw the water filled tub you gave her a big hug. You took off your clothes and you gave you got in with a relived sigh.
Ellie took your clothes and she out it into the washer. She immediately went into the kitchen and she looked for every sweet treat she could find because she knew how much loved eating sweet this, especially at this time.
She changed your sheets, she got you pain meds and she sat on the edge of the bed waiting for you.
You walked out all clean, and you were immediately looking for Ellie. When you walked into the room, seeing the new sheets the snacks, you were suddenly overwhelmed.
"Oh Ellie" your eyes filled with tears.
"No baby don't cry" she got up and she walked over to you and she hugged you as you silently sobbed. The two of you stood together for a while as you found comfort in her arms.
"Lets lay down" she mumbled.
"Tonight we'll do whatever you want" she said as she cuddled up behind you.
"Can we watch Disney?"
"We can baby"
"can you also get me cheese?"
"Whatever you want baby"
you gave the arm that was wrapped around you a squeeze
"i like cheese"
" i know you do"
"thank you els, i love you"
"i love you too"
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Hey so could you maybe do ellie with “I was all over her” by salvia Plath
I was all over her - (ellie williams x reader)
Hi anon! i tried a different format because im still trying to get used to how to write and stuff lol, also the song choice??? hello??? one of my favorite crying songs fr, i hope you enjoy <3
This story is based off the song I was all over her by Salvia Palth! if you can please listen to the song as you're reading:)
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open again! send me your silly thoughts
warnings: murder, angst, sadness, mommy issues
Summary: in which she wanted to be all over you
authors note: uni applications are open this month im so nervous that i wont get accepted... im stress writing bro
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The light was really bright, it hurt her eyes. Ellie hates bright lights.
The buzzing also bothered her.
"How can you be so bright and also make such an annoying sound at the same time?" she wondered as she stared at the lights on the roof.
It was cold in here too.
Fuck
it was really cold. She should've worn a jacket.
The room was plain too. There was just a table a few chairs.
Who decorated this place?
Ellie was snapped out if her judgmental thoughts when detective Miller walked into the room, and he sat across her.
"Do you know why you're here?" he asked coldly.
Ellie's handcuffs rattled as she sat up straight.
"I don't" she lied.
"Do you know y/n?" he suddenly asked.
Ellie's eyes widened slightly at the mention of your name. She knew you were. She knew you very well.
You guys were at the same party that night.
That night.
The night she wanted to forget so badly. But how could she? It was engraved into her mind.
She remembered everything.
"She's missing" he said.
"I know"
"I need you to be very honest with me. Do you know what happened to her?"
"No" Liar.
She knew what happened. She was the reason everything happened. She was already drowning in her own guilt.
Detective Miller leaned back into his chair and he let out a dramatic sigh. He knew Ellie knew something, he could sense it.
"Tell me what you remember from that night"
Her muscles tensed when she started telling the story.
"Don't know what I wanted, I have a memory"
Ellie walked into the party, and her nose scrunched up at the smell of weed. Wherever she looked there were people either smoking or drinking, or they were half naked and making out. The room was packed and there was barley space for her to walk.
Ellie hated small spaces, that's why she hated parties. The big crowds, the smells and liquids everywhere, she hated it.
She doesn't know why she was there.
She remembered finding you all alone and sitting at the top of the staircase. She remembered sitting next to you. She remembered how you looked at her.
She remembered, she remembered, she remembered, she remember-
"and then what happened" the detective asked her, bringing her out of her thoughts.
"I don't remember" she lied.
"People saw the two of you go into a room together. What happened in there?"
"Back at that party, I was all over her, We didn't make out or do anything, I just remember I was lonely"
You were so sweet. You were so nice and caring. You were the opposite of who she was.
What was a sweet thing like you doing at such a party?
She remembered how you told her that you enjoyed her company, and how you asked her to go somewhere private so the two of you could get to know each other better.
Lavender.
You smelled like lavender.
As she laid next to you on that bed listening to you ramble about why social media is bad for kids she realized how empty she felt.
You made her feel so full, so loved but when you went home she had no one. You guys didn't even have to do anything, as long as she is in your presence.
You made her happy. She needed to keep you. She needed to feel full.
She remembered you falling asleep, she remembered how peaceful you looked, she remembered how she got up and locked the door.
She remembered, she remembered, she remembered-
"Ellie" detective Miller called her. Ellie looked at him with a hum.
"Let's talk about your personal life"
He needed to dig deeper. He knew she was hiding something. He could tell.
"What do you want to know?" Ellie asked with caution.
"Tell me about your mom"
Oh.
"She left"
"I know she did, but do you remember anything about her?"
She let out a sigh, the handcuffs rattled and she realized that she was still being questioned.
She can't get soft now.
"My mom always made me feel like i was a problem, she made me feel... useless." She watched as he wrote down her words.
"Do you think she was right by calling you useless?" He asked, as if he cared. He didn't care, it was his job.
After a few seconds of silence Ellie answered: "I guess I am always, it's not a problem, it's just something, I got used to it"
Ellie locked the door and she slowly walked to where you lay. You looked so peaceful. She touched your hair gently. She wanted to remember you. Ellie took the pillow she was laying on a few seconds ago and she placed it on your face.
She remembered how you screamed, she remembered how you fought back, she remembered how you begged, she remembered her mother.
Her mother left, but you wont right? this way you'll stay with her right?
She remembered how her mom made her fell, she remembered how heartbroken she was.
she remembered, she remembered, she remembered-
"what did you do to her?" Miller asked.
Tears filled Ellies eyes "i killed her"
She just wanted to keep you. She wanted you to be with her. She wanted to be all over you.
The detective let out a sigh "Ellie Williams you're being arrested for murder"
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Maybe another dark toxic ellie oneshot in the future
Laundry - (ellie williams x reader)
your wish is my command, i hope you like it, i tried not to make it toooo toxic <3
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts:)
warnings: toxic relationships, face spitting
Summary: In which you didn't fold the laundry
authors note: prepare to be sick of me because i have so many drafts
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imagine you and ellie had a huge argument earlier that day about unfolded laundry.
Ellie had woken up in a grumpier mood than usual, her eyes burning from the sunlight shining into your shared room. With a groan, Ellie got up, shivering as her feet touched the cold floor.
She got up, walking with her eyes closed, but she tripped over a pile of laundry that was left on the floor.
"Fucking-" she swore as she held her ankle.
You ran into the room, hearing the noise from downstairs. The scene was almost comedic: Ellie hunched over mumbling curse words to herself as she held her angle.
"Els..." you whispered, holding in your laugh.
"You" she said softly as her head snapped in your direction.
"Can you not clean properly?"
Your brows furrowed at her question.
"Ellie its your clothes-"
"i work all fucking day. All Fucking day, and i let you stay at home. I provide you look after the place. I expect you to fold my laundry. How would you feel if i stopped paying the bills?"
She did this often. She liked reminding you that she was the in charge. She was the one providing and you were nothing more than a stay at home girlfriend.
"Ellie-"
"get the fuck out"
You listened, like the dog you were. You ran out the room like a dog with it's tail between it's legs.
Ellie came out the room a while later, she didn't look at you she didn't acknowledge you.
You hated when she did that.
And she knew you hated it.
You had to get her attention somehow. You knew just what to do.
The sun had set, Ellie came home walking right past you, she didn't even utter a "hi".
She sat on the couch, probably responding to Dina's texts.
"I want to break up" you suddenly spoke. You prayed that this would work. You could never leave, but you knew this would get a reaction out of her.
"What?"
"you heard me"
she threw her phone to the side and she got up walking towards you. You felt her cold fingers grip your face
"you're not fucking leaving me" she was close.
So close. You could smell her cologne. You could count her freckles.
You won this round. Both of you knew that.
You felt her grip tighten on your chin and you let out a yelp. This would probably leave bruises.
"the day you try to leave me is the day your dead body will be found, so don't even think about it"
You knew she was serious. Ellie doesn't play when it comes to things like that. You knew she was just reminding you who was in control and you liked it.
You were probably just as sick as she was.
She let go of your space and she spat onto your face.
"You make me sick" was all she said before she walked away.
You watched her walk into the kitchen as you wiped off your face, she didn't even look at you as she opened the fridge. All she said was: "Go fold the laundry baby"
And you did just that.
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Do you still dream of me? - (ellie williams x reader)
meep moop, i'm home and i'm here for blood:) I hope yall enjoy this short story while i ease into writing again <3
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts:)
warnings: sadness
Summary: In which you still dream about her
authors note: yall i graduated 12th grade on a random thursday, I'm employed ugh
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"don't be such a pussy!" She yelled as you stood at the edge of the lake.
"I don't think this is a safe els" you replied with a weary look.
She got out of the water, her clothes soaked and sticking to her skin, hugging her in all the right places.
You would be a fool to look away when this is one of the only opportunities to see her like this in all her glory. Her skin was glowing, her hair wet.
She slowly walked out of the water and it was as if she was moving in slow motion. You couldn't describe what you felt in that moment.
When it came to her, you never could.
You've never been so attracted to someone, you've never trusted someone to this extent, you've never cared for someone so deeply, yet you never could tell her that you felt this way.
"Focus on me" you heard Ellie tell you.
how could you not?
"i am"
"you're not, you're zoning out"
She walked over to where you were sitting, water droplets fell from her hair and clothes. The area where she sat was soaking wet.
"What's bothering you?" she asked.
You sigh and you turn to her, the two of you made eye contact.
Fuck.
If you were an ice cream you'd have melted a long time ago.
"I miss you" you simply said, feeling vulnerable under her gaze. She sighs getting up and turning away from you.
"dont say that"
"but i do els"
"it was for the better"
"no you were selfish" you snap.
her fists clench by her sides
"what's selfish is you not letting me go" she replied.
You stayed silent her words hitting you like a hammer. Her words hurt, it hurt because you knew she was right. There was a long silence between the two of you. You were processing the words Ellie had just spoken and she was waiting for you to reply to what she just said.
She felt regret for leaving you, anger because you waited for her and sadness because she never got to tell you how she really felt.
You felt resentment towards her because how could she do that you, anger because she left and sadness because she never knew how you felt.
She turned to you giving you a small smile, she reached out her hand and she muttered: "do you still dream of me? Because i dream of you"
You looked at her with a shocked expression. This is what you wanted to hear. All these years that you've been no one but your friend. She's admitting it. The confirmation that you needed. Maybe she did feel the same way.
You reach out to grab her hand. That's all you've ever wanted to do.
As soon as you felt her soft hand against yours you woke up with a gasp, breathing heavily. You were in a puddle of your sweat as your eyes searched the room for any sign of her. You got up and ran through the house.
"Ellie?"
"Ellie!"
"Ellie?"
You called over and over again.
The house was just as cold and empty empty as it was when she left 7 months ago.
She went after Abby. She chose Abby over you.
You let out a sigh as you slowly walked back to your room.
She'll be back right?
You got into the bed you'd hope one day you'd share with her. Your head hit the cold pillow as you stared out the window.
Her question replayed in your mind:
"do you still dream of me?"
you let out a lob sob "i do els, every night"
You hoped she heard you. Wherever she was.
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mentally, I wasn't for a while, and writing dark stuff did affect me in a way I didn't realize. I took a break, I did some soul searching and when u finally decided to come back I lost my password... pain.
Hello! I read your Ellie fics and I'm like😧, you write so damn well, the way I smiled with the fluff or how I cried with the anguish and if I didn't cry it's because I was simply shocked by the plot. You really have something about writing anguish and make crazy and murderous characters (I love it) THANK YOU FOR WRITING MASTERPIECES!😭♡♡ (sorry if the English is bad, I use a translator since English is not my first language)
Firstly your English is just perfect!! Secondly thank you for your kind words... you're making me tear up!!! I strive to make the best work for you guys!! Dw babe, alot is coming yalls way;))
YOURE BACKKK!!!!! missed you very much <333
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I missed youu, I hope you’re doing well mentally and I’m looking forward to more of your work💗💗
Thank you pookie!! I have a few surprises for yall;))