Hello, I Hope You And Your Family Are Doing Well Wherever You Are.🌹💞

Okay, I'm on episode 107 of Riptide, which is in the Black Sea Arc and I need to know why nobody told me how stressful this part of the show was going to be. All it's doing is making me have to seriously get a chew tool because I get bitey when I'm stressed. (It's still really good, I just am constantly worrying about everyone's well-being, especially Queen right now because they instantly turned pale upon entering the room with the captain)

So yeah, why did nobody warn me- TwT

GOD, I love being up at 12:30 in the morning and writing (roleplaying) THE most gut-wrenching, heart-aching angst known to man with my OCs /gen

It's for my DSMP AU, but still!

TW/CW: Themes of abuse/manipulation

Character A was told that love = getting hurt by someone when they were younger. Character B confesses to them, Character A has a panic attack and leaves without an explanation. Character B talks about it to Character C and tells Character C that he's been avoiding Character A for a week to not make them uncomfortable, so Character C offers to go with him to talk to Character A.

She gets Character A to meet up with her and she tells them that a friend wants to talk to them. Character B appears and he apologizes for making Character A upset, stating that he will accept a rejection if Character A doesn't feel the same way about him. Character A then apologizes and explains why they freaked out because they were told that if someone loved them, they would get hurt. They ran away because they didn't want to get hurt again.

MMMMM, THE ANGST IS SO GOOD!!! (I'm normal about traumatizing my characters, I swear). Also yes, I colour-coded it so you'd understand who is who lol. No, I will not be telling you who is who, you have to figure that out yourself in the future :D.

Hey. Minors following me. Internet safety is key!! NEVER include these in your bio/byf:

Medical diagnoses - this is nobody's business but yours. You don't owe anyone an explanation for why you are the way that you are

Trauma - same reason as above

Triggers - people can use these against you! Don't give people tools to hurt you. No one has to know what tags you block. Just block tags to stay safe!

Age - age is okay for adults to include but is iffy when you're a teen. Predators want this information, don't give people more than they need. Just state that you're a minor, that's all that anyone needs to know.

In general: stay safe. If you're not comfortable with every stranger out there having access to this information, you shouldn't post it on the internet.

Play devil's advocate and ask yourself about what would happen if someone searched for your information with intent to hurt you. You do NOT owe anyone an explanation!

I'm going to be on an emotional rollercoaster this weekend :3

(Btw, this is just me memeing about my emotions, this is a light-hearted joke to make fun of how emotional I am! I will be fine, dw!)

~ 💜🖤

New OCs!

These aren't really new OCs, but they're new to y'all, so here!

I hope you guys like them, I got inspired by a dream I had and I love my silly guys! It'll be fun to see who you think the main character is of the story (hint: It's not the 3rd person :3)

That's all I got, just wanted to post my silly guys on here! Hope you'll enjoy seeing more of them in the future!

P.S. The story doesn't have a name yet, but it has magic within it :3 (I love fantasy so fucking much, oh mah gawd)

Wait a second…

I’m onto you Jaiden 🕵️

A reminder that the deeper you are underwater, the more discolored things become due to the low light. Like this

So that means when Gillion came to the surface he was also experiencing color for the first time

reminder that being against ai also means being against character.ai and not using character.ai and not interacting with character.ai

i've never talked to chatgpt i've never talked to character.ai i have no interest in talking to a chatbot even if it's fun or based on my comfort character. if we want companies to stop using ai we need to tell them we aren't going to interact with it - so don't.

don't talk to robots. full stop.

The urge I have to stay up all night just to get caught up on Riptide is so strong right now (I'm not going to do it, but I'm desperate right now because I want to look at cool things without being spoiled, fjeifhei)

That moment when Runt from JRWI Wonderlust suddenly becomes way too relatable and it causes you to remember something that happened to you 7 or 8 years ago-

Context under cut, tw/cw for bullying, manipulation, and a toxic relationship if you want to know the context

This was something that happened in 6th grade, which was obviously a long time ago for me now, but that scene with Runt yelling at WD for lying made me remember this moment that I had nearly forgotten about. Again, this happened a while ago, so bear with me because I may not remember all the details.

There was this boy I had been friends with since elementary school, his name was Nic. He was in my last two classes of the day in 6th grade, which were history and math. In my history class, he treated me like a friend, because I was his friend, and for some time in my math class, he treated me like a friend then too.

However, my math teacher switched up the seating arrangements and had me sit next to a girl, with Nic and another boy behind me. The girl and the boy didn't treat me very well. They were both bullies to me and would say horrible things about me whenever they got the chance. And Nic joined them. He was suddenly not my friend anymore, but also still was at the same time.

That shit hurt, especially since I hadn't done anything to anyone. The biggest thing that the girl and boy would tell me is that my breath smells or I smell in general. And that hurt, because no matter how hard I tried, it was never enough to get them to stop and I felt trapped. I don't remember if I ended up moving seats to get away from them or if I put up with it until the teacher changed the seating chart again.

It was genuinely the most confusing experience for me because outside of math class, Nic was still my childhood friend, until we stepped foot in math class. It was so frustrating and confusing and to this day, I still don't understand why he did that to me. I haven't spoken to him or seen him since high school, and I didn't really talk to him during high school either. But yeah.

God, middle school was such a shitty time for me.