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A small example of what it is like to live with chronic illnesses like mine

I got in a bit of work today. But also apparently I am having a sciatica flare up in my left leg. Not fun. Sharp pain from my back going down to my calf/side of my leg. But I have to sit here and get this work done. Bleh.

Every time I fuck something up I just want to die lol.

BPD and my heart can both fucking get together and piss off straight to hell

I am having a massive panic att ack and crying and im so upset and i jsut want him but i dont wanan bother him hes busy but fuck i i need him mroe than anything 

I honestly believe that people who lost their childhood, teenage years to mental illness and/or trauma are so strong for still being here. Especially once you’re about 18-25 and trying to relearn how to be in society and healthy and human.

Especially when you decide to work towards getting better.

Especially when your life isn’t where you wished it would be.

Stay alive okay? If you lost your youth, I’m sorry and I’m so proud of you for still being here. Keep fighting. Your best years are ahead of you.