BPD And My Heart Can Both Fucking Get Together And Piss Off Straight To Hell

I can’t look at the night sky the same anymore. It makes me sad that It only makes me think about her and you. 

I think its time to find a new world with a new sky.

Are you angry at me...? Is that why....? I’m sorry... I always pus h my luck dont i i am just so very stupid and im so stupid im sorry im soryr im sorry im sorryplease dont yell at me im sorry i promise... iw ont im sorry i always mess everything up

I promise that you’ll never find another like me~ I know that I'm a handful, baby, uh I know I never think before I jump And you're the kind of guy the ladies want (And there's a lot of cool chicks out there) I know that I went psycho on the phone I never leave well enough alone And trouble's gonna follow where I go (And there's a lot of cool chicks out there) But one of these things is not like the others Like a rainbow with all of the colors Baby doll, when it comes to a lover I promise that you'll never find another like Me-e-e, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh I'm the only one of me Baby, that's the fun of me Eeh-eeh-eeh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You're the only one of you Baby, that's the fun of you And I promise that nobody's gonna love you like me-e-e~

I am such a fucking idiot I can’t fucking deal with myself 

さようなら

Looking in the mirror while dissociated like