somedays, the urge to disappear from the face this earth is very enchanting to me
just like taylor would say
"My elegies, eulogize me "
On days where i want to be wrapped
around your arms
I want to be embraced in the warmth
Of your presence
— Carol Rifka Brunt in Tell The Wolves I'm Home
There's distractions and then the feeling slipping in between your ribs, and it doesn't go away It doesn't seem to have a cause or an end so you just keep yourself busy enough Enough to ignore it and sometimes forget it exists, then everyone goes home and you go home and it slips right back in between your ribs like it never left because it never did. Because there's nothing wrong Not with anything surrounding you, it's something broken inside of you, But I've never known how to fix that and at this point I don't think I ever will.
I'm his dream person
I'm his dream person
I'm his dream person
I'm his dream person
You’re someone’s dream person btw.
Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“How long will it feel like burning, said the child trying to be kind.”
— Anne Carson, from Decreation; Lines.
what is it that keeps me diving in and out of this mess, that is my heart?
I keep getting closer, yet so farther away
I wanna be touched, kissed, smothered
but at the same time held, caressed and loved
but also choked, pinned, and slammed
all these feelings yet I ask you the same question
where are you?
can you please come home soon?
can you please just hold me a lil bit higher?
can you not complain that I'm being needy?
and can you also not complain that I'm being distant with you?
Idk how to heal ny heart
idk how to feel anymore
I feel rushed and crushed under this pile of my age
I've 20,21,22 and 23
everyone of them have felt the same
I wanna change and runaway
I wanna hide and bite and kiss you all at the same time
Idk my extent of my emotions
You are going to be okay.
I mean, I do have this placement but let's see. Manifesting✨️💅
Moon darakarka (in female chart)
Future spouse ( green flag)
Caring
Emotional
Loyal
Emotional supportive
Nurturing
Deep eyes
Sensitive
Protective
Good cook
— Hanif Abdurraqib, from “They Can't Kill Us Until They Kill Us.”