I Love How I Tell Him How I'm More Suicidal Again Recently (I Hate The 20th/19th Of January) And What

guess I'm going to fucking prom.

3 months without a response feels like dying.

dropping off the Internet again (not posting or responding to anyone for probably a week again) and debate suicide

vaguely religious thoughts are back, drop all friends when school is done, break up with partners, (try to) get a job, kill self before 2026.

if anyone has reblogged my posts, can someone tell me? i would like them back (you don't have to)

i was rotting-in-the-forest

today's wonderful. my chest fucking hurts like I cant breath but I'm breathing fine. I'm so fucking pissed at everything. i wanna throw hands at a teacher, I swear she's trying to fail me now, I wanna skip this stupid concert, I wanna yell at the director and how she's doing a shit job at teaching, I don't understand this math assignment and I have an A in math so I should understand but I don't, I don't want to stay till the bus I want to go home, its been three months since I've heard from A, I wanna fucking mess up my body and cut everywhere, music is not blocking out anything. FUCK THIS SHIT.

why's my dog being a weirdo an licking the blood from my carpet

i only hope that you never find me.

slight regret for how deep I cut on my wrist is now setting in

shut the fuck up just shut the fuck up

i hate you, I hate you all