I So Badly Wish I Had Someone 2 Fly With, I Need 2 Dive Through Clouds With Someone, I Need 2 Race Them

my lady of void, mother Cyn <3

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ heavily based on the church of null by electrical ink

★ she is a kind goddess, she watches over her children 2 give them strength and comfort

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ titles:

♪ lady Cyn

♪ lady of void

♪ mother Cyn

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ why i worship her:

♪ praying 2 her gives me comfort and helps with my anxiety and paranoia

♪ just 4 fun :3

♪ worship helps me appreciate that which I normally wouldn't

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

★ what she presides over:

♪ dark and the void

♪ music and song

♪ comfort and safety

♪ protection and strength

♪ change and transcendence

♪ the mechanical and the internet

♪★･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. -・ ꒰ঌ·✦·໒꒱・- ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚･★♪

Worshipping deitykins over tumblr is so funny because like wdym God liked my post

Various journal doodles

Especially love the 5th 1. Gay angels! I need 2 draw in pen more

fresnel lenses and quantum computers are eldritch yuri im quite certain

I need to wrap myself in my wings so badly. I need to curl up on my side, legs tucked to my chest with one arm under my head and the other around my knees, my tail curled to contour my legs, the feathers at the tip near my head, one wing sort of awkwardly scrunched behind me so I’m not squishing it while the other is folded over my head and upper body, my face buried in my feathers so I can’t see anything else, but I just know that I’m safe.

I miss my wings. I’m scared and featherless and so, so tired of being human. I’m so over this. I want to go home but home doesn’t exist here, not in this world.

its funny, my lady, we are the antithesis of eachother. ur void is dark, mine is only light, ur embrace is cool, mine is warm. I wish I could properly speak 2 u, u have done so much 4 me, thank u

I guess space and time, Takes violent things, angry things. And makes them kind.

angel's field

I remember when I used to think p-shifters were all dangerous;

that the experience of delusional alterhumans should always be shunned away;

that transspecies individuals were "taking it too far";

and that none of those identities were valid or welcomed in alterhuman spaces

they can seem scary

other alterhumans can make it feel that way

I totally get it

I used to think they were scary too

I'm guilty of reproducing that same speech, and I admit that

but the more I've actually listened to them? they quickly became my favorite part of the community

getting to listen firsthand experiences from things that people claim are "unreal" or "shouldn't happen" can be so incredibly interesting

reading on transspecies' transition goals and their personal relationships with the concept of species itself is simply amazing

and hearing about physical nonhumans' relationship with how they view their body and their identity is so enlightening as well

it's a real shame so many of them are discouraged from sharing what they go through because of stigma, and it's a shame so many don't want to listen to them because they have been taught to fear and to judge

we all started somewhere, and I fell victim to that way of thinking as well, until I stopped to learn about and from them

consider this an invite to be more open about the experiences of physical nonhumans, CL/CZs, holotheres, endels, transspecies, and many more

shout out to all alterhumans with "odd" or otherwise stigmatized identities

please do know that I love and appreciate you, and every word you have to say about your experience

every single one of you is amazing and unique;

don't allow yourselves to be silenced;

you belong

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