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Finally made the moodboard for my angelkin vibes!

cw for meat, blood and.. horror, I'd say

As with.. all my alterhuman identities, it is of body horror and carnage. Somewhere between fallen and heavenly, I am of holy flesh and carnal desires. The freedom of the wind. The sensuality of cannibalism.The comfort of being a weapon, of orders. The fire of a rebellious spirit. The feeling of your holy light being bound into blood and meat.

I miss my wings, Tails. I miss them a lot

watching a soft breeze pass through a sunlit patch of grass, the dandelions swaying with the wind. birds chirp and the trees cast soft shadows around the corners of the glade.

this is divinity. this is holy. i feel the ghost of my creator’s touch in every sunbeam and every soft gust of wind.

theres an angel on the street corner and theyve just asked me for a cigarette like its a normal tuesday. so we went back to my apartment and smoked on the balcony overlooking busy city streets.

the angel i gave the cigarette to told me xe was supposed to be doing something here, down on earth. the big man, you know, asked 'em to. but they hadnt booked a hotel reservation, so it asked to stay here.

the angel sleeping in my bed wraps its wings around its body like a blanket to fall asleep. i let them sleep in my bed because... it seems wrong to ask an angel to sleep on the couch, you know? but they wrapped their wings around themself and looked up at me with more love in their eyes than ive ever seen from a person. maybe thats because they arent human, and actually an angel.

the angel i let sleep in my bed last night is standing in my kitchen with me and we are both making coffee. theyre still in the big junk shirt i cut the holes in for them and the big shirts i gave them to borrow. we both dare not mention how i was awoken from my sleep on the couch being picked up by angel's hands which are suprisingly calloused , and brought over to lay next to them in my bed.

my angel and i like to smoke on the balcony together. it has been two weeks since they started staying here, and now every night we sleep in my bed, where they wrap me with their wings and push their head into the crook of my shoulder, leaning and breathing against my body. and now, with the smoke trailing into the nights sky, they lean their head on my shoulder and look at me with eyes blown out so wide.

and we'll both overlook those same busy city streets that we did that first day, but now our bodies are so tender and close, and my heart almost feels warmer, and fuller, than it did before. my angel has yet to leave to do whatever they came here to do, but i havent yet mentioned it. because the presence of my angel next to me, pressing a kiss so tender into my hair, makes me think that this feeling mustve been something ive been missing this whole time.

you will feel so alive again.. like so incredibly alive. i dont know when that will be but it will be. u are gonna feel so alive that ur cheeks hurt from smiling oh man oh man i promise that day is coming. you do have a future, you do have good things coming, and you’ll survive everything that’s thrown at you until you reach that day

oh to have big fluffy wings to wrap around my wife

i so badly wish I had someone 2 fly with, I need 2 dive through clouds with someone, I need 2 race them across the sky, I need 2 weave between trees with someone

🪽self-care ideas for an angel! ☁️

it's been mentioned to me before that raspberries and other fresh fruit help, so dependin' on where you live you could maybe pick up some foraging skills, or otherwise pick some up, maybe learn to make some preserves and all (and fragrances. always with the fragrances, if you aren't allergic or otherwise sensitive to them)

i'd think that cloudwatching would be nice! take some time to ground yourself outdoors on a sunny day for it.

generally grounding yourself, taking time outdoors to meditate and find beauty in the world around you, even in the little things!

if it's within your capabilities and you see yourself as that kind of angel, maybe you could take up volunteering, or community gardening, or something like that?

or you could garden by yourself, if that doesn't appeal. if you can in your area, maybe a pollinator garden, or if you can't you could find some herbs to nurture indoors. or even just like... an aloe vera plant. those guys live forever.

if lying in clouds appeals to you, then definitely lots of soft fluffy things. maybe decor in your room to remind you of home in general, whatever that may mean to you.

i'm always gonna support journaling in some way or another. like i've said before, unsent letters, fond memories, meditations, they're all great options to help you connect with yourself, and maybe, if applicable, help you on the journey to finding your purpose here on earth

maybe you could pick up calligraphy or illumination (or both)! there's plenty of resources on the matter, it's a nice artistic endeavor and it at least strikes me as something that could be angelic

find music that connects you to your kintype! it doesn't have to be gospel, if that's not your thing. i'd think orchestral pieces and wind instruments might be comforting!

sing and hum to your heart's content, too! iirc angels are part of a choir? and even besides that, i tend to think of their voices as being pretty melodic

lavender and rose flavored/scented things also strike me as angelic, personally. general soft, floral things like that. honey, too. of course, bear any allergies you have in mind! (maybe milk and honey?)

when i miss my wings as a grackle, i like wearing things with oversized sleeves. for you, flowy might work better, but you get the idea! i often cocoon myself in things, too, and stretch my arms kinda dramatically, imagining that i'm stretching my wings out.

I hope u were tricked by my pfp.

I hope u were expecting long posts abt my "complex feelings about cannibalism and god" when u clicked on it, I hope u were surprised by the pink and yellow, I hope u weren't expecting me constantly telling u how much u matter.

I hope u now know that I love u, and care abt u, and that u are 1 of the dearest things 2 me.

All of u.