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OR it could be freaky if you're feelin wild I literally just wanna answer anything without limitations

im BORED chat send asks please 💔

could be about anything freaky or not, literally ranting about one of my interests would fix me rn I just need a good place to start

the affirmations didn't work...

ugh i wish i was a good writer because i would be writing so many lawlight fanfics. and NO i'm not just not doing it because i'm a pussy!! i'm also a bad writer who can't portray dialogue!!

do i understand the lyrics? absolutely not. i can't even read the titles vro

do they still go fucking hard? absolutely.

probably gonna be listening to a lot of skramz to keep myself awake today. ama :3

i wish i could scream at the top of my lungs but i live in a suburban neighborhood in a house full of 5 other people and multiple pets.

when i can drive again, i'm going to just drive out to the middle of nowhere and scream to relieve some of this nagging ache from my chest.

i don't care if my throat BLEEDS, i need to scream.

what’s the perviest thing you’ve done irl?

not entirely sure how to answer this unfortunately...

i haven't done much that's explicitly perverted on purpose (i still try to cling to some aspects of my morality and like... shame, as much as i try to get rid of both). but i suppose i've lightly touched myself in class (not to the point of orgasm but it was still something).

and also i'm terrible at remembering little things so i might have done something way weirder!!

addendum:

it goes beyond like degradation and stuff, i'm just really terrible at making myself get over the anxiety of doing something. i guess i'm just so afraid of people not liking me for something i do. is that normal..?

sometimes i wonder if i'm too nice for my own good

as much as i love the IDEA of doing it, i'm really awful at degrading people because i want everyone to feel good :D

it mostly comes from a place of anxiety, i guess. like a voice in the back of my head that tells me that everything i'm doing is wrong.

oh what a dilemma i have found myself in... i'd appreciate any tips if people have them, mostly about swallowing that anxiety (even though i don't think anyone would really read this)

where the 1000 year old vampires at

who up lookin for a thrall

anyways, chat...

good night! morning, afternoon, whatever time it is for whoever is reading this. i know i'll look back at my long ass story and cringe like hell but i got it done and it's not something i usually do. don't be a jerk!

sleep time...

if nobody else got me i know cheezbot has my back. such a real one. only account that doesn't mind how freaky i get.