The Affirmations Didn't Work...

oh wait i thought of something to post

ddlc spoilers if anyone like cares

ddlc was my first real awakening for my knife/sh kinks cause i had a crush on yuri (like... i don't normally have crushes on fictional characters so that's how you know i was down BAD) and i didn't even realize it till now

and i thought she was even cooler and prettier when it was revealed she carried around a pocket knife and had a collection (especially cause i had a knife collection at the time). when it's revealed that she actually uses it to cvt herself my like tweenage boy mind exploded. i thought it was kinda gross and sad at first but yeah i def found it hot. i didn't realize that i thought it was really hot until like this exact moment

did i almost cry during her death scene? yes. did i also think it was hot? probs.

also i just love when she goes all crazy!! i want someone to be obsessed with me like that, even if it was all monika's fault. like her stealing your pen just to touch herself with it!!!

anyways ddlc awakened a lot of things in me and i didn't realize it until now.

like older girls :3

if i follow you, think of that as me liking all of your posts.

i don't wanna get TOO freaky and then get exploded again for some reason.

ESPECIALLY reblogging... but i might make a few exceptions for both here and there :)

i'm bored and i wanna answer boring questions :3

(PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TALK TO ME!!! or don't it's okay either way <3)

nosy anons let's go

0: Height

1: Age

2: Shoe size

3: Do you smoke?

4: Do you drink?

5: Do you take drugs?

6: Age you get mistaken for

7: Have tattoos?

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

13: Biggest turn ons

14: Biggest turn offs

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if…

17: Someone you miss

18: Most traumatic experience

19: A fact about your personality

20: What I hate most about myself

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

25: My idea of a perfect date

26: My biggest pet peeves

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

30: What I hate the most about work/school

31: What my last text message says

32: What words upset me the most

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

34: What I find attractive in women

35: What I find attractive in men

36: Where I would like to live

37: One of my insecurities

38: My childhood career choice

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

40: Who I wish I could be

41: Where I want to be right now

42: The last thing I ate

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

44: A random fact about anything

due to popular demand (two people) i took this last night. i look like some kind of ghost and it's not adventure time. close enough tho.

update (don't have names for them rn)

my minecraft pets

their names are lard and coconut oil :3

i'm gonna try to get more like parrots and stuff

if i had the death note i would make a billionaire donate all of his money to charity and then sh00t himself on live television

what do you find hot about sh?

mental illness, primarily. both the fact that i am mentally ill and the fact that i love mentally ill people. trauma is just hot. physical and emotional.

your blog makes me soaking wet ngl

thanks, it shouldn't!

last post of the night (...probably...)

i NEED to get drunk and send people incoherent, horny asks on tumblr. or just incoherent... that sounds equally fun.

or high. i get really fucking horny when i'm high for some reason.

i'll be honest, i didn't know where to put the sexual one. not sure if that IS where it's most accurate, i'm just currently really bad at expressing my more dirty thoughts. any advice for breaking that anxiety or gathering my thoughts about it would be greatly appreciated. (anons are open... not that i'm convinced anyone will send any.)