Sorry Gng

anyways

bon nuit mes cheris et cheries, je vous aime tous.

ughhhh I wish I had more to post about but it's kind of demotivating knowing that people won't really see it.

i mean, like... sure, that MIGHT mean that i can type whatever i want and not feel embarrassed. but it's not like it's that easy. i wish i was better at coming up with scenarios (or at least expressing them through words. not that i'm good at picturing them either, i'm aphantasic).

and there's some stuff that i'm not READY to express through words on here yet. i don't even really know if i'm ready to accept some things about myself anyway.

i just need to explore some more parts of myself. and there's some things that i need people to ask/talk to me about because it's probably not possible for me to just come out and say it. i don't really know what i mean by this yet but i'll keep tumblr posted.

52?

Prostitute because it actually pays

I think being a pornstar would be easier but also dealing with a 8+ hour shoot for shit pay sounds dreadful

shhh just go back to sleep, it's okay. i just couldn't help myself, you looked so pretty with your eyes closed.

but we wouldn't want you to stay like that, would we?

Music ask game

A song you liked as a child

A song that features an element (earth/fire/water/air)

A song you’d choose to introduce someone to your favorite genre

A song you’d put on a playlist for a character you love

A song you think most of your followers won’t have heard before

A song that makes you think of a family member

A song you know every word to

A song from a soundtrack

A song in a language you don’t speak

A song that makes you feel relaxed

A song that makes you dance

A song from the 90s

A song by a performer you’ve seen live

A song you love to sing along to

A song you’d play for a toddler

A song that makes you think of an old (or current) crush

A cover song

A song you’d play to set the mood on a date

A song that makes you emotional

A song you’d put on a playlist for the person who sent you this ask

daily affirmations

I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT DEATH NOTE AND ALL OF ITS CHARACTERS

LIGHT AND L ARE BOTH CANONICALLY STRAIGHT ACCORDING TO THE AUTHOR

I AM NOT L AND I WILL NEVER BE L

my entire home page is death note yaoi...

i think i've won. this is victory, folks.

as much as i love the freaky shit, this is just as good.

i wish i had a stalker tbh

like a real one who would follow me home and watch my every move.

the kind that writes diary entries in their own blood, leaves their hair and clothes in my presence to let me know that i'm not alone.

and when they prove their love to me, they're going to make sure i reciprocate by any means necessary. that i'll be theirs, only theirs, from that point forward.

but alas, maybe i'm the one who has to be that stalker.

Innocent little kid sister that just REALLY wants to hangout with big brother 🤝 icky older brother that makes her play truth or dare so he can make her do more and more depraved things with him and use her like a mindless little toy

what’s the perviest thing you’ve done irl?

not entirely sure how to answer this unfortunately...

i haven't done much that's explicitly perverted on purpose (i still try to cling to some aspects of my morality and like... shame, as much as i try to get rid of both). but i suppose i've lightly touched myself in class (not to the point of orgasm but it was still something).

and also i'm terrible at remembering little things so i might have done something way weirder!!

problems with sharing a room

they snore!!

they're generally loud in their sleep

we have different sleeping preferences (like temperature and shit)

(and i can't stress this enough) i can't goon all night!!! i mean, i probably wouldn't anyway but i'd at least like to have the option.